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2D P.O.V

We made it back to Essex around three in the afternoon. Murdoc had been singing most of the way. Not just the first verse of the unfinished Some Kind of Nature, but just about any song that would pop into his head. I was close to dozing off, but made myself stay awake to hear his beautiful voice.

We pulling into a rather large gas station that was about ten miles from Kong.

"Are we out of gas?" I asked curiously, my hand still folded in his.

"Nope, I just have to pee, you probably do to." he said leaning forward and kissing my forehead. I smiled and realized that did have to go. I disjoined our hands and made our way inside the building. We were hit with a blast of warm air that was beginning to thaw out my fingers. The store was near empty, and barley anybody noticed us walking by. We pushed into the men's bathroom, and did what we came for. After we washed up, I started heading for the door, but a hand around my wrist stopped me. Murdoc pulled me back and I tripped into his chest. He kissed the side of my head hard. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I missed you Stu." he breathed, causing me to shiver. He pushed his lower self against me, and I moaned. I couldn't see his face, but I could sense the smirk on his face. His lips crashed to mine, as he ground down on me.

"Muds… stop." I moaned trying to push the older man off. He didn't listen at first. His hand slid down my back and landed on my ass, he gave it a hard squeeze. I moaned into his shoulder. I felt so dirty. I pulled back from his kisses and touches.

"I don't feel good…" he looked hurt at my excuse, but didn't question it. We made out way back to the car, to finish the drive back to Kong.

"I'm sorry Muds, but I'm starting to get a headache." I wasn't lying, a head ache was really starting to come on. He nodded and pulled out a bottle of my prescription pills from the console that sat in between us. I took them gratefully. I popped open the lid and slid down two, normally it would be four, but there was a chance I was with child. I was waiting for the first signs, the vomiting, the back pains, always being sleepy. Who knew, maybe I wasn't even pregnant… Then something hit me hard. Not physically, but mentally. Did Alec and I use a condom? I choked on the air, and started coughing violently. Fuck, I didn't think we did.

About 3 Weeks Later

Murdoc hugged me close on the couch as we watched old movies together. I was still feeling the guilt about Alec, but I was getting better about acting normal around him. I would even make out with him sometimes. When ever I felt the burring need to tell him what happened, I would think of the way his face would look. First it would twist into sadness, then rage. He would go on a homicidal murder spree. I was starting to feel a little nauseous, okay a lot nauseous. I pushed Murdoc away and leaned over the couch. I coughed and shook, gagging noises were poring from my mouth. Finally my lunch made it's way back op my body, and out of me. Murdoc had to hold onto my waist to keep me from falling head first into the growing puddle of vomit. Tears rained from my eye because my throat was burning so bad. The bassist rubbed slow circles on my back, not caring that I was ruining the carpet. I spit and wiped my eyes when I was done. Murdoc pulled me back up and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged back tight.

"Are you okay 2D?" he asked softly. I nodded my head yes.

"Noodle! Could you bring some paper towels and a bucket of water!?" he called out to the other room. The small girl answered yes in her native tongue. Murdoc rocked me back and fourth on his lap. I felt so sick. Not only because it felt like a bomb when off in my stomach, but because I knew I was pregnant. I didn't know if Murdoc was the father or not… I began sobbing hard. The nice man rocking held me tighter and whispered comforting words in my ear. I had to tell him now, this has gone to far. Noodle walked in wearing gloves, she had a roll of paper towels tucked under her arm, and tow buckets of water in her hands. One full of water, one empty. She smiled at me and began the ghastly task of cleaning up my stomach continents.

"Thank you Noods." Murdoc said before lifting my body bridal style and carried me to my room. I was limp in his arms. His eyes were focusing strait ahead.

"I love you Murdoc, I'm sorry." I just keep apologizing to everybody. I guessed that's because I keep fucking up.

"Don't be sorry, we'll do this together." he smiled at me. No we won't you'd leave me as soon as I told you, then I'd have to raise this damn baby alone. We made it to my room and he placed me on the bed. I rolled myself in the blankets and shoved my face in the pillow, so that it was restricting my breathing.

"Do you want me to stay with you for a while?" Murdoc asked running his fingers thought my tangled locks. I answer by scooting my body over far enough for him to fit next to me.

"Okay, I'll be right back." he said. I turned my head so that I could see him walking into my bathroom. He returned with a small garbage can and placed it next to my head.

"Just in case." he smiled and kissed my forehead. He climbed in next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I'm such a bad person… he wouldn't lie to me if he did something like this. I should just tell him. Maybe he wouldn't get that angry. I took a beep breath in.

"Murdoc…"

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