His star seed gleamed brightly, taunting me. He was gone. Dead. Tears flooded from my eyes and the emotions tore my heart with such pain that I could no longer stand. Gut-wrenching sobs escaped from my mouth as I realized that there would be no more Mamo-chan. No Crystal Tokyo. No wedding. No Chibi-usa… No Chibi-usa. Another pain stricken cry came out of me. I couldn't take this; Chaos had taken every single thing that meant the world to me: my senshi, my love, my future. I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. This feeling was indescribable and was slowly but surely breaking me.
I woke up with tears in my eyes and arms holding me tightly. My throat was raw as well as my eyes feeling hopelessly dehydrated.
"It was awful Mamo-chan. I was battling Chaos again and…" I trailed off, sobs disrupting my voice. The only thing I could think of was the memory repeating itself, ripping new emotions inside my chest.
"Shh. It's okay Usako. It was only a dream. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere," he repeatedly reassured me while rocking my shaking body back and forth.
I am never letting him go. I will protect him like he protects me, making sure that we will have each other's back. I promise I will never let anything happen to us ever again.
Ever.