No matter whom I'm with or who I'm dating, he is always on my mind. When I'm shopping with Minako, I see green blazers all around me. It's ridiculous how many people wear green nowadays. The sheer amount is tormenting my heart…and eyes. I wake up every moment to see the right shade of green matched with the shiny, ebony hair. I walk down the same path, hoping to bump into him and inhale his rosy scent.
I wish I could burn that jacket, to be quite frank.
Pushing my bangs out my face, I sat back against the stool at the Crown. It felt empty without the usual jerk here to push my buttons. But our banters were entertaining and I felt much more alive afterwards. Bells signaled another customer had walked in and I didn't bother glancing to see if it were him, afraid my hopes would be shot down. I rested my chin against the palm of my hand and continued to sip my chocolate milkshake.
"Odango, why the glum face?"
Pulling me out of my reverie, I looked towards the silky voice to see the man who invades my every last thought standing right beside me, staring at me like he knows my exact thoughts. He would probably rather die to know what was constantly running through my scattered brain. That I love him. Maybe someday I'll strike up the courage to finally be able to reveal my true feelings. To tell him that my heart beats for only him.