"Matsumoto, Whats wrong? What happend?" I fell to my knees and continued to sob. "Rangiku! Rangiku, whats wrong? What happend?" Kira begged and was full of concern. I looked at him,
"Kira, he wanted me...He wanted me to...He wanted to marry me," I looked at the Box, I hadnt opend the box, For I was scared that I would love it and Miss him even more. "Kira, this...It...Gin didnt want it to be this way, He didnt want to leave this early, I relise now that even tho he left willingly, he didnt want it to be so soon, He and Souske had bcome friends before Gin and I had even started dating, Before he was dating me...Kiiirrraaa...I was so stupid!" I sobbed and bowed my head twords the floor again, Shuuhei stood and waked over to where I was braking down,
"Get up, How dare you!" He yelled.
"What? What do you meen?" I looked up at him and questioned.
"You hurd me, How dare you let him get to you like this, How DARE you be like this, He probably doesnt even care, hes probably running aroud having a party with thoes basterds all excited about how they are all free from us..." He growled, I hated the idea of Gin running around partying and being happyer now that Im not there, that they are free of the 13 gotai.
"NO YOU LIE! GIN LOVED ME! HE DID, AND HES NOT HAPPY ABOUT LEAVING THIS EARLY, OR THIS QUICKLY, HE WANTED ME TO COME WITH THEM, BUT Y-O-U-R CAPTAIN SAID THAT HE WAS WEEK AND THAT THAT WAS NOT ALLOWED, HE SAID THAT A FEMALE SOULREAPER IN HUECO MUNDO WAS UN HURD OF!" I sreamed back at him.
"How do you know?" Shuuhei was standing there with his arms crost glaring down at me,
"HE was going to MARRY me, he was going to give this to me on my birth-day you ass, you cant know how I feel and what he felt. YOU still have the one that you love dont you? You still have the one that means everything to you, I dont any more,"
"And nor does Sajin, but you dont see him like this." "rrr, actualy Shuuhei, ya might wanna take that back, Look up on his roof, Hes there, and you can hear his hallows, Crys and moans," It was true, he and his Ltn were up on there roof you could hear Sajin crying if you listend softly, "Matsumoto, your captainll notice that your gone soon if you dont return to your room soon. Captain Hitsugaya can hear everything, he knows how you feel, just by you spi-" "Yes, Yes I can, Matsumoto, why are you on the ground and why are you out here? your not supposed to leave your room, you know that, I gave you that order spacificly so that you wouldnt go and do anything stupid." My captain said as he gracefully fell from the top of the barrac, "I relise that your hurting but Gins not coming back, hes not going to just apear from Hueco mundo all 'Hey guys' No he left he betrayed you and all of us, he left, he doesnt care, hes nolonger one of us, hes a trator now, Would you please calm down? Im sorry, and I know that what they have all done hurt all of us, I lost Some one also, But in order to be a Ltn or Captain, you cant let your emotions get the best of you, Alright? now get up, and go back to your room, I really came to talk with Captain Sajin," I sighted And looked at Kira. He nodded and took Shuuheis hand in his own.
~~~~~~~~~~~~The next day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The next day was hard and long, All I was required to do was to stay In the office and makesure that people went and returned from there daily duties, My only job that was outside of the barracs was to check up on the Fifth squadrent. There were three quick nocks at the door, I sghed and opend the door, standing there was my bestfriend, his blonde hair was soked with sweat, He grinned softly, He eld his hands behyd his back hiding them from my view.
"Kira? whats that?" I asked rasing one Eyebrow as Kira lifted his left hand. On his Hand layed a small Plain silver ring, no larger than the one that Hitsugaya wore on his right hand, In symbol of his grandmother. "He asked me after I was done training with my men, he pulled me outside to go and get some air, and he asked me, Matsumoto!" I grinned and hugged him, he and Shuuhei had been together sence Kira Graduated and met him at one of the things that Ukitake and Shunsui had planed for the Womens society,
"Kira! thats awesome! Im soooo happy for you two, Plz come in, Im not allowed to leave the grounds today unless I go to see the Fifth squadrent," I sighed and led him into the room, "Im not even allowed to have Sake right now," I pouted and slipped into the chair that all desk's had behynd them. Kira floped down on the sofa and Let out a sigh of content. I looked down at the pile of paper that rested on my desk.
"Hey, Rangiku, Have you looked at the box yet?" "No, I'm...not strong enough, Im afraid that ill brake down and start crying...again," I sighed and started filling out the stack of papers.
"You'll have to sooner or later," He said and looked at me.
"I know, and I want to, but...will you stay here with me?" I asked, He nodded and aproached me, He stood infront of the desk, I looked up and held the pink box lightly, the silk that sat on my hand filled my heart with excitement, I sighed and opend the small box. I gsped...Inside was a small, White gold band, With 4 Gems in it, the first and last Jems were our birth stones, The one he gave me, and the one he had, The seccond one was a bright, Sky Blue, that was the same as his Eyes. His perfictly, Sexy eyes, the third one had the Pink that I would wear around my shoulders and adored so. "Kira, this is our ENTIRE story, Put together, Gin gave me my birthday, He gave me the Pink sash and Bandana, He gave me the pink fruit and now this...I wanna get ahold of him," I looked up, I knew the one man who would be able to get what I wanted to him.
"Kira, I have to message Kiskue." I jumped up from my seat and Ran twords the door, "Kira, Go find my captain, tell him Im going to See momo," I said and ran out of the door, twords Squad 4's Barracs.
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I paced Back and forth Betwen the wall and the Sofa that sat in the room that was now my Office...I had honsatly missed my room back at the serite, But I threw that away. I couldnt get Rangiku's look on her face when we departed, the look of terror, Sadness and heartbrake was enraved into my Brain for the rest of my life. Now that Im here with Aizen and Kaname I wished more that I hdnt made that stupid vow that I would kill him, I was nieve and stll am, I still wish that the day I met My lovely red head was different, I wish I never saw Aizen and his minions, I wished that I had never done what I had, For all that I did ended up hurting the one person That I loved the most... And I regreted it all, I had hoped that she and Kira found my letters and that she found my ring for her.
"Errrr, Gin?" I soft voice enterd the room that I paced in, I looked up to see one of the new Arrancar members, It was luppy, He was deffanately a peice of work.
"Yes Luppy?" I asked agrivatedly, I coudnt get her off of my mind,
He smiled and waved a pink evelope in his hands. He haned me the letter, I dismissed him, I felt my eyes tearing up. I smelled the letter I knew it was hers, The smell and feeling I had when I held the pink envalope.
"Gin, Get up, you have someone that will be training with you for a bit," Aizens Voice was stern and held little emotion. He opend the door and shoved in the 4th Espanda, Ulquiorra, His eyes were narrowed, they were a usual green but full of anger, He probably was just with Grimmoww, and was ripped away from his lovers arms.
"listen Ulquiorra, Im a bit buisy with something, could you sit for a moment, Im going to speak Wth Lord Aizen for a seccond," I said and stepped out of the door tword Aizen, "Souske, Explain why you interupted me, You know why Luppy was in there, you hurd all of his words to me, YOu know whats in this letter, and you know who itts from, Why?" I demanded as he stalked away.
"Because Gin, You chose this life, you chose to leave her and every one that was there, you chose that, ANd you need to let her go." He said "You wont let what you had back there go, you had people who loved you, you had friends, you had power, and you leave because you eago's not large enough! you hurt momo, you hurt Hitsugaya, Kira, Shuuhei! HELL SOUSKE YOU HURT JUUSHIRO AND SHUNSUI! YOU DIDNT JUST DO THIS FOR POWER DID YOU?" I screamed at him, " You did this because you wernt happy there, so you saw that I was happy, That Kaname was happy that we were happy and you just had to make momo and everyone learn to hate me, and than turn on every one, at times I wonder will you turn on me? I still am loyal, but i qustion why if you cant be happy why me and Kaname, cant, I understa-"
"No, no you dont, I left some one special that I cared for greatly...You dont know How I FEEL!"
"I LEFT MY WIFE FOR THIS, I NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE THAT SOON, AND WHO DID YOU CARE ABOUT? YOU NEARLY KILLED MOMO TWICE, Nearly killed Hitsugaya, hurt every one ther almost, who did you car for? Its not like you did this because the person you cared for was..." I stoped, I had hurd all that I needed to hear, "im done with this convers,, Ill talk to 4, But thats it!" I yelled and steamed back into my room.
I growled and Opend the note:
My dearest Gin I found the ring and I found the note, Gin I love you so much and hope that you are not to depressed, Gin...We all are in shambles here, Gin I wish that he hadnt taken you when he had, I want to be your wife, I really do. I will wear the ring with pride and I will wear it knowing that you are here, In my heart, I do wish that you are here So I can Kiss you...Gin I miss you so much, I miss the bright colour of your eyes, And I hope that one day after you atack and kill all of us that you and I meet again. I hope that in another life we fall inlove and merry, Because I want to beable to tell every one that Your my husband and that I love you as much as you love me, Gin I wish that I could hold you rightnow, Im cold every day, because you arnt there to hug and kiss me, to keep me warm, Im afraid to know how this winter will be with out your warm body heat, Gin I love you so much 3 Matsumoto 3
That night was long, no matter how much I tryed I couldnt et her sweet voice out of m head, Her soft hair...
"Gin, your getting soft on me," Souske Aizen stood in the door frame.
"I am not," I retorted.
"Your thinking of her arnt you?" He asked as if the fight we had this afternoon was nothing.
"Why would you care? YOur just gunna sa that I have to figure out where my loyalties lay and where I need to be and Im just gunna bow to you and ask for your forgiveness, So M'Lord, Why not just skip the formalities and you explain why your really here."
"Lo cierto que eres una persona con lealtad, me gusta que, su tambi n certan que tienes un gran amor betwene otro." *
"Si, megusta Ella, y T no tenge la emotion para amor." "GIn...Porfavor," "No. T es uno person, y t es no le Gustabe. T ...T ...UGH! VETE T CULO SOMBREREO!" I screamed, we rarely spoke this language unless there was a matter at hand that Kaname needed no part in. "plz leave," I wisperd and shoved him out of the room. When Aizen was gone, I sighed and Sat down at the small table I had in my beedroom. I pulled out paper and My ink well and began wrighting:
Rangiku Listen I know that your hurting right now, And I understand, Im glad that you will wear the ring, I found it several years back and the calours reminded me greately of you you and what we once had together, Im glad that I was able to spend the time that I was granted with you, But Rangiku, I hope that you know that now that I have been labled as a Traitor there is no hope for me, I need to contact Head-Captain, or atleast show him what my intentions were, I want you to send the letter that you recienve drom me to him, for it will be adressed to him, but I will have it deliverd to you. Please that letter might hold the key to me being able to return to the Soul society. I love you greatly, Please understand That yes I knew all that was happening and I continued normaly as if He had died, But I knew that he would leave, but not that soon, And I do regrett helping that Bastard. He and I have faught allot lately, And I know that you all are in shambles, and probably hate me at this pont, but thats alright, because as long as I know that you still miss me, Thats all the matters. Kira probably hates me at this point in my 'Betrayel' And thats only expexted, but please dont allow is rage and anger to hurt any one. For the only place that he knows and has the people that trust him is there, allow him and shuuhe's relationship grow and prosper, because only he can run the 3rd squad, the first persom will also use the others to his advanatge for the thing that uses te perople the most, Revenge and he will be alrightand allow it to consume him, be carefull and please dont get hurt, I would never forgive my self if I learned that you had died protecting your self or others, Rangiku, I love you and I always will.
Gin 3
To Be Contnued!