N/A: Hii! So I loved the fact you guys wanted me to continue so badly, so here is the second chapter! I don't think I've written a second chapter this fast.. soo.. Enjoy!
''Britt, it's me. It's going to be okay.'' Santana's words whispered and that was all Brittany needed.
Something in her bones told her today was an unusual day. She didn't know why. Maybe because it Santana's first Christmas without Sofia and Brittany, or maybe because this year she wasn't a High-School student anymore, she was an adult. She was responsible of her own life. And so was Brittany. The difference between Brittany and her were that Brittany couldn't handle Sofia's death.
Sofia Emma Pierce.
It took a while for Santana to deal with it as well, but every time she looked into Brittany's eyes, she missed the spark Brittany used to have. That spark that told everyone; That's Brittany S. Pierce. Brittany lost it after Sofia's death and it killed Santana.
Every bone in Santana wanted to shake Brittany until she became the old Brittany again. She wanted to help Brittany.
Every time Santana looked at Brittany, her heart broke. Brittany wasn't she girl she used to be and Santana wanted to be with her and go through this time together. Only Brittany didn't want to. Brittany locked herself up inside her room and stayed there for days. Some nights she sat in front of Brittany's door, but the only thing she heard were sobs.
Santana shook her head, trying to forget the memory. She looked at herself in the mirror. The brunette was wearing a green dress with red polka dots. She wore high heels and a necklace with her name on it. She smiled as she remembered how she got the necklace.
''San!'' A voice yelled. Santana turned around to see Sofia, waving at her like a crazy idiot, and Brittany, smiling and blushing. Sofia ran to Santana to hug her and Santana chuckled. ''Sofia!'' Santana laughed. ''I missed you!'' Brittany walked to Santana and took her lugage. Santana had returned from college for the summer holidays and Brittany and Sofia had been waiting for her to arrive.
Brittany ran back to Santana and smiled. ''Sofia and I bought you something.'' Brittany whispered in San's ear. She looked surprised at the two blondes when Sofia gave her a small box. The box was decorated with small pink stones and she could read the sign ''Laryxez'' on the box. It was a very expensive store just out of Lima.
''Oh guys, you shouldn't have-'' The girls cut Santana off and said; ''Just open it!" Santana chuckled and opened the beautiful box and saw a necklace. The necklace was made of silver with Santana's name on it.
As she looked up, she saw the two girls wearing the same necklace, with both their names on it.
''I love you guys.'' Santana whispered and she started sobbing.
Santana had been at the local Christmas Celebration, but then she noticed Brittany wasn't there. Something in her mind had told her something was all wrong. The last time she felt like this, Brittany was found at the cemetery. She knew she had to go there, so she did.
As soon as she took one step inside the cemetery, she knew Brittany was here.
Santana could know where Brittany was because she recognized the slow but loud sobs Brittany made.
Santana was in shock when she saw Brittany, covered in snow, barely moving and sobbing in the cold night. Santana runned to Brittnay and told her it was going to be okay. Santana carried Brittany to her car and turned on the engine. She wanted to drive away but she had to talk to Brittany. She knew why Brittany went to the cemetery but why did she go alone?
When she found Brittany, she had no idea how Britt would react. Thankfully she accepted Santana's help, otherwise she had no idea how this ended. As she looked to Brittany, she saw the blonde girl was sitting next to the drivers seat, covered in a blanket and shaking like a volcano on crack. She had stopped crying but she didn't look at Santana. Brittany's eyes were closed and her face was down.
Inside the car it was awkwardly quiet. The only sound was coming from the engine and Santana couldn't handle the silence any longer. ''Britt, you scared me.'' Brittany opened her eyes when she heard Santana's voice break. ''Pl-please. Don't do it again.'' Santana looked at the blonde girl, but she looked away.
Santana wanted to cry but she couldn't cry now.
She couldn't.
''I-I can't promise that.'' Mumbled Brittany quietly. As soon as the words escaped Brittany's mouth, Santana hit the dashboard and Brittany's eyes widened.
''Damn, Britt! You could have di-died out there!'' Santana started sobbing. ''If I didn't found you you were probably freezed to death! I don't wanna loose you and you tell me you can't promise me you won't do it again?''
''You don't understand!'' Brittany yelled. ''Why do you even care? No one cares! Everyone just sees me as the dumb, suicidal girl with her death sister!''
Brittany sobbed and her voice broke.''Sofia was the only thing that kept me sane! She was the one I could tell everything to and now she's replaced by some stu-stupid therapists! I don't want them, I want her! I want her and nobody else!"
They both stopped yelling and looked at each other.
''I'm sorry Britt.'' Santana whispered.
Brittany looked away and Santana turned off the engine. Santana reached her hand towards Brittany's face and she stroked Brittany's cheek. Santana wiped away a tear and with her fingers she forced Brittany to turn her head towards her.
''You're beautiful, Brittany. When I met you, you were my first friend I ever had. Everyone in my life told me I wasn't good enough or that I wouldn't achieve anything. When I met you, you made me believe like I had something in life.''
Santana looked away for a few seconds and then looked back at Brittany. ''I realized my goal in life was to make you happy. If you were happy, I was satisfied.'' Brittany didn't know what to say, so Santana continued. ''I hate seeing you like this. I wanna help you, if you would just give me one chance.''
Brittany nodded. ''I'm so sorry, San. I hope you give me one chance as well?'' Brittany whispered. Santana looked at the blonde. Her face had its normal colour again and she wasn't as cold as she was when Santana found her.
Her beautiful blond here was a little wet because of the snow and her wet locks curled a little. She was wearing the same necklace as Santana and Santana recognized the earrings Sofia and Brittany bought together. Brittany's lips were still a little blue but they became a bit more red every minute. Santana smiled at the blonde and Brittany smiled back.
Brittany squeezed Santana's hand and that was the moment Santana leaned towards Brittany to kiss her.
Santana's lips met the pretty pink lips of Brittany. Brittany's hands quickly shot towards Santana's neck and pulled Santana on top of Brittany, sitting on her lap. Brittany let out a squeak when Santana suddenly sucked Brittany's lower lip and heath spread through their bodies. Santana's hands reached Brittany's hair and played with them. Brittany felt like her mind was going to explode and it was the first time in months someone could make her feel so good again. Brittany wanted more because there was nothing better in the world than kissing Santana Lopez. As they gasped for air, these worlds escaped from Brittany's mouth;
''I love you, San.''
Santana smiled as she looked into Brittany's blue eyes. Brittany's eyes remembered her a little of how they used to look. The love in Brittany's eyes returned a little.
''I love you too, Britt.''
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