Chapter 5 Smiling is her weapon: leende är hennes vapen
Seamus had a bad reputation; He was a liar, cheater, and completely pathetic. Luckily I didn't have to worry about him lying to me for even a complete idiot like him knew better than to cross me. I don't usually like associating with humans like Seamus but when it came to Sookie id probably do anything
"Få det tillsammans Eric" (Get it together Eric) I thought out loud
What is wrong with me, fretting like a school boy over a human female? Of course she wasn't just any human she was Sookie, id never seen a human more beautiful than she was. No woman could even come close to her beauty, her hair shined bright and beautiful and she had the most beautiful…. I stopped and snapped into reality, I couldn't be in love with a human, yet here I am on my way to associate with a lowlife like Seamus just so I can be closer to her. Seamus's house came into view as I made my way on to his street, I had to hand it to Seamus he had a nice house. As I climbed out the car I had to practically force myself not to think about sookie or her beautiful smile. It was the most agonizing thing id ever done and I got away with murder almost everyday. All traces of agony were replaced with a cocky grin as I rang Seamus's door bell I could sense his fear through the door. This was the only good part of working with humans; the fear that spread across their faces was almost comical.
"Wh-Who is it" Seamus sputtered
"Open the door Seamus, its time for judgment" I said slowly
Seamus opened the door and stood aside to let me inside his home. His house looked like it was designed by gothic vampire obsessed teenagers. His walls were painted black and covered with framed rock band posters. His carpet was shag and an ugly puke green color and it smelled like someone or something had died.
"I trust you worked hard and have the information I need" I said not looking at him.
"Y-ye-yes sir, I even had my brothers come in for a second opinion because I didn't w-want to d-d-disappoint you because I understand you are a very busy man and you have better things to do than to associate with me. Id like to apologize for threatening you when we first meet I had no idea who you were and I meant no disrespect, well I did but I apologize" he stuttered
"Just tell if the girl is a faerie" I said slightly irritated
"Yes she is I can smell it all over her, Sir. She's a beautiful girl I had to stop myself from going in there and putting the moves on her" he replied
The thought of him even being close to Sookie made me furiously jealous, if I didn't need him I would've broken his neck. How dare he even consider that he was good enough for her she was mine and he couldn't have her id swallow a mouthful of silver before I let someone like him touch her.
"Never speak about her that do you understand. If I catch you within 10 feet of her ill rip the heart of your chest do I make my self clear" I said angrily.
He didn't say anything he just stared at me, eyes wide like a child who'd gotten in trouble.
"DO I MAKE MY SELF CLEAR!" I yelled when he didn't reply
"Yes sir I wasn't aware that she was…um im so sorry please don't kill me" he whimpered like a frightened child.
With that I turned on my heel and stormed out the door appalled at him and at myself. There I was again making a fool of myself over a human. I could I have anyone I wanted why was my mind plagued with thoughts of Sookie why was she last thing I thought went I went to bed at sunrise and the first thing when I when I woke at sunset. What about her was important to me was it her beautiful golden curls or her small petite body. I could take down a whole army of men and one woman was bringing me to my knees, I was a Viking for Christ's sake I was born to fight. I was no super man but I was beginning to feel like id found my kryptonite. She's just a mere human why did I feel like she controlled me, she had no guns or training or body guards. But that smile when those lips pulled up on her face she controlled me id do anything to make her smile. What's happening to me? How could a smile destroy me or decide my fate how could the only weapon she have be a smile? No I cant be I had to drive these thoughts away so I turned the station on my radio till I found the right song to drown out my thoughts
I Hate Everything About You"
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Only when I stop to think about you,
I know
Only when you stop to think about me,
do you know?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me?
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?