Mending broken hearts sequel ch.4
(Bella's point of view)
The last two weeks slowly went by. As the days went on and I became rounder and my body became weaker, it was obvious Carlisle wasn't happy anymore.
He would look at me in sadness and jasper told me he had self-hate for himself. In the last two weeks, the babies broke 5 ribs and fractured my pelvis.
They were growing stronger by the day and I was growing weaker. It was to the point I only saw Alexa for a few minutes a day. It was to the point that today
she was going to live with Charlie and Renee who haven't seen me yet. I was sitting on the couch trying to get as comfortable as you can with a fractured
pelvis. Right as I got comfortable the doorbell rang. "Carlisle can you get that" I shout. "Yes Bella." He says which makes me upset he hasn't called me love or
any of those kinds of names since the day my first rib broke. Carlisle answers the door and my parents walk in and gasp when they see me.
"O god Bella please say you're going to get them out soon" Dad says. "Dad we can't or they won't live" I say. "Bella they're killing you" My mother wails.
"Mom if I wasn't strong enough to deliver I wouldn't have made it this far, and with Carlisle I'm sure they won't. As long as Carlisle gets over his self-hate and
stop ignoring me!" I say and my parents look at him in anger. "I'll get Alexa" Carlisle says as he goes upstairs. He comes down a few minutes later carrying a
screaming Alexa. "NO I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MOMMY!" She screams and tries to kick Carlisle. Carlisle hands her to Charlie and Renee takes the bags. They
leave after a sad glance at me and a goodbye. I get up and try to walk to the stairs but jazz stops me. "Take me to my room" I say and jazz picks me ups and
takes me to my room. Carlisle and I had separate rooms now. I hated it. I lie down on the bed and try to think of what I can do. I can't take this anymore.
I finally start to just cry. Alice runs in. "Mom what wrong? Is it the babies?" She asks panicky.
"No its just I'm upset honey, your father can't stand to look at me, he ignores me. It's really upsetting that a couple weeks ago he was all happy and now he
won't even talk to the babies like he use to do" I say and lay back down gin and out a pillow over my face and scream into it. This time it brings Carlisle up, who
has a sad and guilty look on his face. He comes next to me and brings me to his arms and kisses my neck.
"I'm sorry the way I've been behaving love, it just hurts me to know that it's my fault that you may die" he says.
"Carlisle it's both of are faults." I say as I turn in his arms so I can look at his face. "DO you really think I'm going to die with you?" I ask as I take his face in my
hands. No" He says as pulls me into a hug, well sort of hug. "I still want Alexa to stay at your parents so if I need to do something without pain medication." He
says and kisses me. The babies kick softly. Carlisle puts his hands on my stomach and they both kick. I smile at him as he whispers to the babies. I fall asleep
soon after because Carlisle is rubbing soothing circles on my bump.