Previously...

I opened the large door's whilst I entered. My wet drowned shoes making squeaking noises against the dry floor. My hair dripping on the floor. I crossed my arms and went and lay in the middle of the barn, looking up through the skylight to the moon. By this time I was shaking, but I didn't care. I let myself shiver and I let myself drift off to sleep.

I woke up leaning against something hard, yet soft. It felt strangely familiar and reminded me of a time the year before when I leant against something similar… Whilst they told me how they went crazy over trying to find me. I was reasonably dry and had two towels wrapped around me and then I noticed it. A arm?

The reason why everything felt so familiar, was because it was familiar. I was leant agains Zach Goode in the P&E barn like I did the year before, only this time it was different.

He looked at me like he never knew who I was. Like I was a stranger. Like everyone had looked at me after arriving at the academy from the convent.

"Hey" I had to break the silence… I just hope he replied…
"Good Morning, Gallagher girl"
"Why are you here?"
"Didn't want you freezing to death overnight, did I"
"How did you know I was in here?"

As soon as I asked the question I waited for the cocky 'Spy' quote, but it didn't come.

"You never returned to your room so I came looking for you"

Well that would explain why his hair was damp and scruffy, but in all the right places. I asked him the question I was dreading to hear the answer to.

"what day is it?"
"Saturday. Do you remember yesterday? In your mom's office after being found drinking?"

I thought before I answered. "I remember waking up in the office, but I don't remember how I got there."
"Well, that can just be because of the drink anyway"

I took a breath then asked him the question I knew the answer too deep down. "Was I really drinking?"
"Yeah…"
"I don't remember though?"

He just shrugged then helped me up.
"Come on, everyone will be looking for you, Gallagher girl"

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I watched him. Being the only boy in the history of the Gallagher Academy, he was a big deal.
Especially to a bunch of teenage girls who never got the chance to interact with boys during school time.

I noticed how all the junior's had their eyes on him. Even though they were younger, a lot of them looked older and far prettier than me.
It worries me how they look at Zach.

Luckily I don't think he knows how they look at him; otherwise he knows how to act like he doesn't.

He was speaking to Bex, Liz and Macey about something, I couldn't hear from the entrance to the grand hall so I started to walk over to my seat next to Zach. I saw macey's worried but excited face. I was almost certain they were talking about getting Preston.

"Ah, she finally joins us!"
"Sorry I didn't feel too good" I replied honestly. I actually didn't feel well, but I never seemed to feel normal nowadays…
"It's cool, Anyway what were you and Zach doing in the P&E barn on Saturday?"
Zach just looked at her "Bex, I do believe that is none of your business" He smirked his 'I-know-something-you-don't' Smirk.
"I was only checking that you didn't hurt her feelings or something, she has been ignoring us for 2 days."

Oh for goodness sakes.

"Wait, How have I been ignoring you for 2 days?"
"Well you just stayed in the room refusing to do anything. Mrs. Morgan told us to just leave you for now."
"What day is it?"
"Tuesday"

I hated it. Truly hated not being able to remember isolating myself from my friends. I walked away from them at the table and walked towards my room, I could hear the steps behind me following me, but I didn't mind.

"They are worried about you, you know"
Macey. To be honest I thought it was Zach, I can't tell her though that I'd mistaken her footprints for Zach's, She wouldn't be too pleased. I walked into the room turning on my laptop and searching.
"What are you doing, cammie?"
"I'm finding out why the hell I am blocking out my memory all the time. It's frustrating!"
"But-"
"But nothing. I disappeared from Nebraska and don't remember it. I ended up in my mom's office the other day after supposedly drinking alcohol. I've missed two pointless days again. It just doesn't make sense. I'm starting to think that then 2 week's I went missing was just a longer version of what is happening now"

After my rant I found myself slamming on the keys looking through every single document and site visited. I had taken my laptop with me to Nebraska and I just had to hope that I hadn't deleted everything. It felt weird not knowing what I had done, again. Felt like I was a different summer at the end of winter.

Oh that's good, now there is a summer me, a winter me and then just me.

I found booking ticket for Roseville on the date that I had disappeared from the ranch. So I had come straight here? Then where was I whilst I was here?

I noticed macey move uncomfortably beside me. When I looked at her I could tell she was hiding something from me.

"What? What is it?"
Silence.
"Don't keep anything from me macey!"
"Okay… Well Mrs Morgan and Mr Solomon already found out you came to Roseville. Your passport was used at the airport and there is CCTV footage showing you getting a taxi. We traced the number plate and it arrived at Roseville."
"Do they not know the placed it arrived at? Street? Anything?"
She looked at me sympathetically but I waited for her answer.
"It went down North Bellis Street where it stopped for about 10 minutes"

North bellis street. Only one person I know lives there. But why would I go to him?
Why would I go back to my ex?

A/N: I have nothing to say really... :3 Only I'm a terrible writer xD Sorry, also sorry for leaving it so long :P My internet went kaput! :P
Please review by the way, it gives me more courage to write, even though at the moment I am just writing purely because I love it :)