Previously...
We were finally going to find out where I had been!
How come this sounds familiar?...
We pulled up. At the house where my first ever boyfriend lives.
Where the first 'Subject' of my first little mission lives.
It couldn't get any more awkward than my current situation though. My mom and Joe had gone in a separate car and I was in a different car with Aunt Abby, Townsend and Zach. They dropped me off and drove a few houses up before parking and I was sure they were watching me.
Of course they were watching me…
I walked up to the house and… Couldn't help but feel normal? I mean, I should have felt strange, and unnatural, like I had to put a cover on, but I didn't? I felt like myself… Or well, what my current self was…
I took my hand up in a fist and banged it three times on the glass window in the wooden door. It took exactly 13.5 seconds for a familiar face to open the door.
I'm not sure what I was more shocked at.
The fact that I had actually been able to time it in this current state or the fact that the feeling of hurt or guilt or whatever it was I would feel around Josh, didn't come.
Nada.
Nothing at all.
If anything I felt… Comfotable?
"Cammie! Oh it's good to see you! I don't believe you left me like that!" He pulled me into a hug which I thought was strange…
You can bet your lucky stars I was extremely surprised when he pulled back from the hug and put his lips to mine.
At first, I was so shocked I just looked ahead and didn't know what to do.
My ex-boyfriend was currently kissing me!
Whilst my current kind-of-boyfriend was watching across the street!
After at least I think 23 seconds I quickly stood back.
I felt bad it had took me that long, but I was TOTALLY took off guard by it!
"You should come in" He smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back slightly. As I walked into the house I saw the main TV on, the music blaring from a film I had never seen yet somehow knew the name was 'Project X'. I also knew the current song playing was the main tune, 'Pursuit of happiness'.
It scared me that I knew this…
"I have missed you so much! You scared me when you never came back"
Even though he said he was scared, when analysing his face, I couldn't see even a HINT of any freight.
"So… Where did you go for over 2 weeks? I mean, You seemed pretty cool staying here…"
Well that was a question answered then… I think.
As long as he wasn't lying, It means I had been staying here… Oh no.
"Erm… Oh yeah sorry, I had some… Unfinished business" My lying skills weren't as good as they were, only I don't think Josh would have noticed.
"Oh…" He gave me a weak smile then began walking upstairs "Surprised you weren't found in a ditch too be honest somewhere by police…" His voice didn't sound like he cared when he said that… and I have to admit, It did hurt. Because I know I would care if he was found in a ditch because even though he isn't my boyfriend anymore, I will still care about him… A bit. "Well, You have been off the drink right? Don't think I can smell it on you now…"
I had to analyse him. Again. I couldn't tell anything at the moment. For all I know he could have been the one with the drink… No, He couldn't.
But he could have something to do with it… No, He couldn't.
Or he could have something to do with my disappearance… No, He couldn't.
Well, At least I think he couldn't…
As I followed him upstairs to his room, I couldn't stop the banging of my head again. The throbbing. My knee's grew weak for a change though, and this time, I could feel myself going… and I could see the blur of the red-haired woman's smirk and say "Aw, It will be okay sweetheart"
I have a few things to say in this little update. First of all, Thank you for reading the story anyway and secondly, I am SO sorry for no updates for god knows how long!
I had started my final GCSE's (Senior Exams) and I totally forgot everything!
I have 2 more weeks left then thats it! I am done!
Finished
Finite!
So till then, I can't post a chapter! But after that, I guarantee 5 chapter's in that week then 2 chapters a week afterward! :D
I have a kindlenow too so it will be easier to write stories!
This one will be finished first before I start my two new ones I have planned:
What if everything was normal...
and
(Not yet titled) Story about the kids and their kids in 15 years time.
Thank you for bearing with me anyway! :D
