I know I once again took forever to update but I've had a really busy summer and hopefully next month everything will get back on track and I can start with quicker updates again.
Santana's Point of View
I was so excited to go see Brittany again. She was perfect, so caring, and friendly, her smile could light up the whole world if it had too. Every time I was around her I felt like I was at home and safe. If it wasn't for Quinn I would have stayed with her the whole day, Quinn needed some help finding some clothes to wear on her date with Puck who had finally asked her out.
As happy as I was for them I wish they could have decided to go out on a different day. I wanted my Brittany. I tried my best to help Quinn out with her problem but my mind kept drifting off wondering what Brittany was doing at that moment. I'd be seeing her in a few minutes but I still couldn't help wonder. Every time Quinn would show me an option I tried to look really interested and I did help at times but I couldn't concentrate.
Quinn could obviously tell who I was thinking about because she was staring at me weirdly with one of those 'I know who your thinking about' smiles. She thinks she knows it all. I didn't notice she had come out of her closet with another option because I was in my own world, but she startled me.
"Go," she said to me with a knowing smile on her face.
"What?" I asked in surprise.
"Go see Brittany, and don't give me that I don't know what you're talking about look, I see you're distracted. I can figure out my outfit for myself, I'd rather you leave then stay here and drool while thinking about her," Quinn was pulling my leg with the drooling comment but she rarely lets me go when she needs help so I took full advantage of this.
"Thanks Quinny!" I say to her.
"Yeah, just go before I change my mind okay. You going, leaving me in my time of need," she joked towards me.
"I know you'll make the right decision, I believe in you." I told her smiling but she rolls her eyes at me.
"Oh yeah, that's just was I need. You're faith," I laugh at her comment.
"You know you do," I tell her.
"I'm happy for you San," that comment takes of off guard; I look at her confused which she seems to pick up on. " I haven't see you this happy in a long time. I think she's good for you."
"Yeah, she's great. She means everything to me," I say looking away so Quinn doesn't see me blushing. They say Latina's don't blush but that's bullshit because anything that involves Brittany can make me blush.
"Good, so you better no screw it up," she said to me.
"Oh and here I thought we were finally gonna have a decent conversation. Way to ruin the moment," I tell her.
"Please, I'm allowed too. You've been doing it for years," that makes me laugh as I think back to all the moments I've killed, score for me for winning.
"Well I'm gonna go now, have fun on your date," I wink at her.
"Tell Britt I say hi," Quinn says.
"You've like, met her once," I say.
"So, I'm allowed to be nice, even when I'm not there," Quinn's back in the closet now looking at things to wear while I'm packing my bag to leave. I can tell she's stressing to figure out what to wear and I feel bad for leaving but I just can't stay away form Brittany, not when things are this good.
"You're being nice, that's a shock," I tell Quinn.
"You're one to talk," Yeah I used to be a bitch but I've gotten better since then which I'm happy about. "By the way, I have a friend coming over tomorrow, I met her in class, her names Rachel so I need you to be friendly. Think you can do that?"
"Of course, I'm not all bitch 247." I tell her.
"Am I hearing this correctly," Quinn and my relationship was a strange one, we always made jokes toward one another and picked on each other continuously but when we needed a friend we were both there for each other.
"Shut up," I tell her.
"Sorry I'm just so shocked that you are capable of being nice," Quinn tells me again, of course I know she's joking but I need to leave before this gets more out of hand.
"Well I'm going now, so behave yourself tonight. Or you know feel free to tap that, I don't care," I wink at her and head out the door. I know she's rolling her eyes at me from behind.
I walk out of the house and make my way to Brittany's residence, but not before I stop by the coffee store and pick up her favorite drink. As I go pay I feel all jumpy inside, just doing something that I know will make her smile puts a smile on my face. If she's happy then so am I. I can only imagine her face when I go to her door. She's so beautiful, I love the way her eyes sparkle and how her face is always light up with happiness. She makes my heart melt.
Not to long ago I got my own key to get into Brittany's residence so she wouldn't have to come let me in all the time, or if I just wanted to surprise her. I know we just started dating but I feel like I've been with her for my whole life. Sure that's kind of true because of the fact that we did go to high school together but that was a dark time, I'm trying to get by all the terrible things I did to Brittany. She didn't deserve any of it.
I want to make it up to her, I know I have a hard time getting my feelings out and that I'm not very romantic but I try. Most people think that romance means stuff like dinner, music or candle-light but I think it means something different. I think romance means that your about showing your other halves you're willingness to do anything for them, doing small little things or jesters when they least expect it and surprise them, it means that you care. Since when did I become so cheesy.
All I want to do is hold her in my arms and call her mine. She's my everything. She's all that I need to make my world go around and fill me with happiness. I can get her out of my head, she's the last thing that's on my mind when I go to sleep and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. I've got it bad for her.
Slowly I enter her res excited to see her again. I know I said I'd come by in 40 minutes but because Quinn let me leave early I've gotten her sooner than I expected too. That's fine by me because it just means I get to see Brittany longer. I feel like I owe Quinn now for what she did and I really hate owing people, but I can make an exception for this. Anything for Brittany.
As I get closer to Brittany's room I can hear some arguing going on and some yelling. I don't know where it's coming from right now because all I hear it the guys voice. He's saying something like 'I promise I won't let you down, just give me a chance. I'm good I promise', who ever this guy was he had no game. No girl would ever fall for those words. As I got closer I could tell his tone was getting really ruff. I didn't like the sound of this.
Looking around I saw some girl coming back from where the noise was coming from; her looked at me with concerned eyes and just shook her head. She then looked back in the direction where the noise was coming from. I could tell she was scared; whatever was happing over there wasn't good at all. It worried me. That was near Brittany's room, I was getting scared now and no one ever scares me. I was the brave one, the one made of stone. I just needed to get to Brittany's room and then I would be safe, I would know that she was safe. The girl that once stood in front of me ran into her room and I heard the door lock.
Maybe I could meet Brittany somewhere else instead of going down her hallway so I took out my phone and called her. I rang for a little and then went straight into voice mail. All the doors in the hallway were close tightly shut, and the only noise was the screaming at the end of the hallway. Suddenly I heard a thump, like something hit the door and it made me just up in shock.
I stopped for a minute in the hallway to regain my breath. That's when I got the idea to call Rachel, maybe she was with Brittany in her room and could get her to meet me outside. I called her but this time there was no ringing it just went straight to voice mail. I couldn't help but think that she was in a class. Then my thoughts went to Brittany, she must be scared and wouldn't want to come out of her room. She was probably scared like me, if not more. I picked up my speed a little more to get to her quicker.
Her door was in sight but so was the door where the noise was coming from. Then from behind me I started to hear more noise, this time it was a noise I was happy to hear. Someone had called the police and they were coming in. I quickly made my way to Britt's room and banged on the door. I listened carefully and heard a whimper coming from inside.
"Britt? Baby it's me," I quickly said, I didn't want her to think I was the crazy man or something. I didn't get an answer, so I was beginning to get worried. " Babe please, can I come in?" I wanted to see her and I really didn't feel like being outside with this who situation going on.
I heard the door unlock and open a crack. Scared blue eyes peered out of the door, it broke my heart to see her like this. Once she saw it was me she opened it all the way and jumped out me, hugging me with all her might. I could tell she was really scared by all the screaming and banging. I took her hand and lead her back into the room, closing the door behind me and locking it once again.
I looked back at her and could now see clearly that she had been crying because she was so scared. I quickly wrapped my arms around her holding her in another tight hug. She clung onto me with her life. I began to stroke the back of her head trying to calm her down. I would always protect her no matter what.
"Shhh, it's ok. I'm here, I'll protect you," I said still holding her. She still was whimpering and shaking, I hated seeing her like this.
"I'm so scared San," she managed it get out with just a whisper.
"I know, but the police are on there way, just relax ok," she nods into my head and I just want to hold her forever. I want to make her feel safe. I hold onto her as tight as I can convincing her that no one will harm her and that she is safe in my arms.
"I want it to stop," Brittany said desperately.
"Me too, but we need to stay calm ok. We're safe in here," she nods her head furiously, I look into her eyes, there to scared and vulnerable. There's another crash from outside so Brittany hugs me tighter and hides her head in the crook of my neck.
"I've got you," I tell her but I just hear a whimper from her.
I got to sit on the bed taking Brittany with me. We sit there for a while; she's resting her head on my lap while I carefully run my fingers through her soft wonderful hair, we stay like that. Her shaking has stopped but I know she's still scared. Outside we hear the noise of the police, there is more shouting and banning. Something tells me the police are trying to take the man away so there is a struggle.
After a few minutes went by the hallway is silent, there is no more shouting, no more struggling, who ever was making all the noise has been taken away now. Brittany looks up at me so I take her in my arms and kiss her head. She holds me tighter and kisses me on the lips. Despite everything that had happened her kiss it still breath taking and soft. I can tell her kiss is thanking me that I'm here with her. I kiss her back with everything I have telling her that I will always be here to protect her.
"I was so scared, I thought that they maybe would come into my room. I was so close to them," Brittany says as tears filled her eyes.
"Don't cry babe please. You're safe now," I pull her closer to me and wrap my arms around her stomach kissing her neck.
"Thank you for coming," Brittany said in a small voice.
"Of course, I'd never let anyone hurt you ok," I told her, if anyone were to hurt her they'd have to deal with snix.
"Yeah, hey San?" She asks me.
"Yeah?" She holds onto my hand and starts playing with my fingers. It's such a Brittany thing to do, just being here with her makes me feel all warm inside.
"What's the time?" I don't know why she's asking that but I need to tell her anyways.
"It's like 4:30," suddenly Brittany jumps up in shock and rests her head on her knees, something's going on and it's scaring me. I don't like seeing Brittany like this especially after she was all scared.
"Oh no, no," she sais, she is making me really concerned.
"What's wrong Britt? Talk to me," I tell her.
"He's coming," she sounds really broken when she speaks like she's going to have another freak attack and I don't want that to happen.
"Who coming?" She's making me really concerned now, I don't want anyone to come hurt her especially after what she just heard.
"Tina told this guy to come to my room now, she's trying to set me up again. I don't want to meet him San. I don't want to deal with him, I don't want a guy but she doesn't listen. I can't deal with him or her now! I don't know why she doesn't listen, I just want you. I don't want nobody else!" I hold her in my arms again trying to calm her down but she's really rattled up.
This got me angry, how Tina was trying to push guys on Britt when clearly she didn't want them. I never liked her in high school and now I really don't like her. She's a bitch, and that's coming from me. I wanted to just bitch slap Tina for what she was doing to Brittany, she really didn't need all this now.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it ok," she nodded and smiled at me. It felt good to see her smile again.
"I just want her to stop," Brittany told me.
"I know, I wish I could just go all snix on her for you," I said, but she just shook her head and smiled more. I loved her smile, it could light up the whole room. She was so cute and beautiful when she smiled.
"No violence," she said.
"I know, I'll try not too."
"I think that maybe I should tell her about us soon, maybe she'll stop sending guys my way," I know how much she didn't want to tell Tina about us because of what she might do. This was a big deal for Brittany.
"We can if you're ready, but I don't want to push you to do anything," I told her, I wanted her to feel safe and not rushed. I wanted her to know she could count on me and that I would wait for as long as she needed me too.
"No I think it would be for the best. She might finally leave me alone, but there is one other problem," I looked at Brittany confused waiting for an answer. "I never told her I was a bi corn."
"I'm sure she'll be fine with that, maybe not the part about you dating me but remember that I'm always here for you," I said kissing Brittany again. I could never have enough of her lips they were like my drug.
Within that second there was a knock at the door, and the drama begins. This was probably the guy that Tina had sent for Brittany to date. He was about to hear from Santana. I promised Brittany that I wouldn't pull the violent card but if this guy pissed me off then he doesn't know what's coming. I know this guy doesn't have a clue that Brittany is dating me because we haven't gone that public about it and it was Tina that set him up on this thing but if he tries anything with Brittany he's gonna get a visit from Aunty Snix.
Brittany didn't budge from the bed so I got up and went to get the door. It was a tall man that stood in front of it; he had a short brown hair and blue eyes. I could tell he worked out and I must admit that if I wasn't gay that he would be pretty hot and in my liking of guys but he was here for Brittany, which made his hotness level drop way down. He was playing with his hands, I could tell that he was nervous. Loser.
"Can I help you?" I asked. I didn't mean to sound bitchy but it naturally came out especially if someone was trying to move in on my Britts.
"Oh um hi, I'm Ben. Is um Brittany here," the nervous man said.
"Hey um, Brittany um is here, but she can't um talk," I say mocking Ben, making him feel stupid about himself. I'm not being very nice right now but I just can't help myself.
"Oh will she be available soon, because I need to talk to her," Ben said to me.
"Like I said before she doesn't want to talk to you, like at all so please leave her alone." I said to him hoping that this time he would understand.
"But I'm supposed to meet her now, for a date," Ben tells me, I can tell he was getting more confidante and was going to be one of those guys that won't go away until he gets what he wants.
"Well I'm sorry to break it to you but she really doesn't want to go out with you, sorry, maybe some other girl will," I say through my teeth hoping he will leave but of course he doesn't, he just keeps getting more forceful.
"No Tina said I could date her!" He was getting angry.
"That was Tina, did you ever think of Britts feelings," I was starting to get really annoyed here.
"Well who wouldn't want this," he jesters to his body and I can't help but feel disgusted.
"Clearly another asshole," I say and I can hear Brittany snicker from the bed. He smiles cheekily and I know he heard her laugh too which means he's going to become all pushy now. He pushes me to the side knocking me into the wall. I felt my head screech with pain and I know that I hit it. From the corner of my eyes I see Brittany jump up from the bed to see if I'm okay but the asshole is blocking her.
I hold my head and try to regain my balance, for an idiot he's pretty strong. My head kills like a motherfucker. I'm ready to kick some serious ass. If he does anything to Brittany I swear to god the razor blades will come out. He stands right in front of Brittany who is looking at me with concerned eyes.
"Brittany, shall we go now?" He asks her, like she's say yes after what he did to me this guy is seriously fucked.
Brittany shakes her head quickly and looks back over at me. "No." She tells him.
"Come on, we'll have a great time together, I know you want a shot at this so be happy you can get it. Leave your friend here, come on, I'll rock your world babe," this guy got more disgusting by the second.
"She said no idiot," I said trying to make my way to Brittany. She quickly pushed Ben to the side and helped me to the bed. Her arms around me felt so warm, she made me feel so peaceful.
"What the fuck! No one rejects this," he said angrily.
"She just did, besides she's not looking for a relationship," I said, I really couldn't stand this guy anymore.
"Everyone needs one," he said snapping back at us.
"I don't, god just leave me alone!" Brittany snapped back as the guy went wide-eyed, he clearly wasn't expecting that. I had never seen this side to her before but I have to admit it was really hot.
"Come on babe, lets go out give me a chance," this guy was really pushy.
"No!" Brittany shouted.
"Babe," he said before Brittany cut him off.
"Don't call me that, my girlfriend is the only one that gets to call me that and she's better then you'll ever be. I do not want to go out with you or be your babe. I'm already Santana's and I'm happy so get out!" She pointed to the door, Ben started to get angry, I could see it in his face.
"You dirty little," before he got the last word out I kicked him in the balls causing him the scream out in pain. Pleased with myself I then proceeded to push him out the door and lock it on him. I was pretty proud of myself and Brittany for that matter. When she called me her girlfriend it made my heart flip.
I moved back to the bed trying to see clearly but my head was really being a pain in the ass and hurting like hell. I help my head where I hurt and instantly Brittany came to my side. I'm glad it wasn't her that got hurt, I would hate myself if I let anything happen to her.
"I'm so sorry, your head... I," I cut her off with a kiss. I wanted her to know she didn't have to be sorry for anything.
"Don't be sorry Britt, it wasn't you fault," I told her.
"But..." I cut her off again, I didn't want her to feel bad because a sad Brittany made a sad Santana.
"No, you have nothing to be sorry for," I said again sounding more convincing again.
"You hurt your head," she said putting her hand up to my cheek and stroking it gently. Her touch made me forget about the pain, her touch made everything feel better. I closed my eyes letting everything soak in. "We should take you to the doctors or something."
"Britt I'm fine, really, I just need you hear with me," Brittany hugged me tighter and this time it was my turn to rest my head against her. I'm glad I had her, she was my everything. She knew exactly what to do and what to say to make me feel better. I know I was really falling for her. I'm so glad I had her in my life.
"You're my night and shining armor," Brittany says to me and I can't help but feel all-warm inside. It was typical Brittany to say something like that. She loves her fantasy world.
"You've had a really dramatic day today haven't you," I say to her and she just nods her head sadly. "How about we take a quick nap and then I take you out for dinner and a walk in the park to get your mind off of everything."
"But your head, it's hurting you," she says to me. She's so concerned about me, it makes my whole insides turn but in a good way. I couldn't ask for a more amazing Brittany.
"It's okay, I just need to rest it a little, so what do you say?" I ask her.
"Alright, but only if your heads better after our nap," the seriousness in her voice is so cute.
"Deal." I tell her as I lay down on her bed. She lies on the bed and cuddled up next to me wrapping her arm around my waste and resting her head on my shoulder. I can smell her hair and it smells amazing, like fresh berries, perfect to match her personality. I hold her and lace our fingers together as I feel myself drifting off to sleep. I feel her kiss my cheek warming up my body completely before sleep takes over me completely.
Let me know what you think of the chapter. Pretty dramatic. Next one will be softer, promise. Tell me if you liked it, I want your thoughts.
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