A/N: Yep. You're reading this right. New chapter. I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore tbh. It's like 5am and just... Ok. I have work at 9am and I might shoot myself. But whatever whatever.
I would have posted this at least at a more reasonable hour, but I just spent about an hour stroking out about Kendall and Logan and that fucking "Love Triangle" bullshit that I really have no time for whatsoever.
Anyway yes, enjoy this chapter... I think I may have topped myself again in "dirtiest thing i've ever written". I don't know. There's a lot of hitting and choking and kendall being bound with his own belt so it's just... I think i need help lol.
And kisses for everyone who likes this and is reading it. I love you more than... Oh haha I told my wife Ashely once on tumblr, "I love you more than Kendall loves taking it up the ass... whoops no, no love is greater than that"
HOW FUNNY AM I?!1
Bye bye :)
P.S I am highly aware that in a normal school they wouldn't be able to get away with having such rampant sex is classrooms lolol.
P.P.S Chapter titles have like nothing to do with the chapter. I'm currently listening to Same Love by Macklemore so yeah.
Chapter 3 - Keeps Me Warm
When one looks up the word "awkward" in the dictionary, they are met with a definition revolving around the general idea of a situation or a task being uncomfortable or difficult. For Kendall Knight, he would define "awkward" as breakfast with his Mother.
Kendall had wanted to die. Literally. And in so many ways more than one. It was a tie between the shooting pain through his spine and his Mom asking him about the "noises" she heard coming from his bedroom the night before.
He concluded that the latter was the more awkward of the two.
"Kendall... I know when you're growing up you get a lot of... urges... and it's ok to -"
"Oh my god" Kendall choked into his bowl of cereal. "Stop where you're going with this right now Mom"
Kendall looked up into her soft green eyes that mirrored his own, and could tell that she knew. But knew what? That he had phone sex last night? ... With a guy?
"Honey..." She said slowly, "I know being a teenager there's some, ah, things, you want to do... And I can't stop you from doing them but at least try to keep it down? I just don't want your sister to have to listen to that sort of thing... And then come ask me about it."
Kendall wanted to die. He did. He was just waiting for the ground to swallow him whole, or his heart to give out, or just anything to release him from this torture.
"Ok Mom ok, enough" Kendall coughed, standing from the table as quick as his back would allow and putting his bowl in the sink.
"Just one more thing!" She had said suddenly before Kendall could limp out of the room. "Were you... Were you talking to someone last night when you, um, when you -"
"No!" Kendall blurted out way too quickly, "I mean, uh, no I was just um... I'm going to school now!"
And that was that.
For now.
Because for now, as Kendall walks through the school halls, his Mom and breakfast are the last thing on his mind. Between every class he keeps an eye out, his head snapping quickly when he catches a glimpse of brunette hair or broad shoulders. But he hasn't seen them, not once, and he's starting to stress.
"You ok? You seem kind of on edge?" Carlos asks softly at lunch, snapping Kendall out of his eyes darting around the room and looking to their table where there are two empty seats.
"Um yeah I um, yeah I'm fine" Kendall stutters, picking at the fries on his plate.
"Kendall you know you can talk to me right? I mean... You seem sort of off today... And you seem like you're in some sort of pain? And I just want to help"
Kendall turns his head to smile softly at Carlos, seeing nothing but concern on his friends face.
"Ok..." Kendall sighs, "I need... I need to tell you something"
"Oh what is -"
"But not here"
Kendall grabs Carlos' wrist and smiles quickly at their friends before he's pulling Carlos through the cafeteria and out into the hall.
"Kendall what is it?" Carlos asks as Kendall is pushing him into an empty classroom, scanning the room quickly and shutting the door behind them.
"Ok um ok" Kendall says nervously, letting Carlos sit back on one of the desks as he starts to pace. "Well ok I have a secret, and it's sort of huge, and I promised I wouldn't tell and they're going to kill me but if I don't tell someone I'm going to scream and -"
"Kendall!" Carlos shouts, jumping up and placing his hands on the blondes shoulders. "Just spit it out"
"Fine" Kendall sighs. "But you can't judge me alright? You have to promise to still be my friend"
"Of course!"
"Well um... I may or may not have... Ugh, ok, yesterday I had sex with James Diamond and Logan Mitchell..."
Kendall swallows the lump in his throat, shyly looking at Carlos and waiting for any sort of reaction. But Carlos looks like he's gone into shock.
"Y-you... You what?" Carlos whispers.
"Yeah well look it's kind of a long story and it's whatever but, like, on my first day I saw them at their lockers... And they were ah... Saying some suggestive stuff to each other and James got mad at me for just being there at the wrong time and it was stupid and he punched me and then shoved Logan up against the wall and kissed him and -"
"Shit, really!" Carlos gasps, putting his hand over his mouth. "So James and Logan are gay, oh my god!"
Kendall rolls his eyes with a groan, "that's so not the part of the story you should be shocked about. Ugh. Anyway. So yeah I became a bit obsessed with them and -"
"Duh. You stare at them like all the time" Carlos interrupts with a shrug, but shuts his mouth to let Kendall continue.
"Yeah whatever, shut up, they knew that and caught my attention yesterday at lunch... Anyway long story short, I left, they followed me, I had sex with them in a classroom and that's it... Oh well that and last night Logan and I had phone sex but yeah..."
Carlos looks like he's going to have a stroke. He stares at Kendall, eyes wide and mouth slightly agape, and Kendall can tell there are a million and one questions that are about to come spilling from his mouth.
"Oh. My. God" Carlos breathes, eyes flickering over every inch of Kendall's face. "Oh my god you... And just... Wow! You have to tell me everything! Was it amazing? Like what did you do with three of you? So they're gay? YOU'RE gay! Oh my god. Are you going to hook up again? Who had sex with who? Did you bottom? Was James good because he looks like he would be good... All muscles and strong hands and soft hair and nice smile and -"
Kendall raises an eyebrow questioningly, beginning to chuckle softly when Carlos goes bright red.
"In answer to your questions... Yes it was amazing but... Weird. I'm not telling you what we did because that's soawkward. I assume they're gay, yes, or at least bi or whatever. I... I don't know if I'm gay... I guess I am wow. Um. I have no idea whether or not we'll hook up again... I mean the thing happened on the phone with Logan but that was... I don't know. And I am so not telling you who bottomed so don't even try."
"Because it was you" Carlos smirks, Kendall's blush being all the answer he needs.
"Shut up" Kendall mumbles, dropping his gaze down to his toes.
"Hey" Carlos says softly, putting a hand on Kendall's shoulder to capture his attention. "You know I don't judge you right? You're still Kendall. Nothing changes that"
"Thanks Carlos" Kendall smiles, pulling the shorter boy in for a hug and sighing into his shoulder.
"Well well well" Comes a voice from behind them, making Kendall jump about two feet in the air and out of Carlos' hold.
He's met with two oh so familiar faces, one leaning against the door with an almost angry smirk and the other just behind with a soft smile.
Kendall knew they would find him.
"What's going on here then?" James says slowly, his voice mocking and light, but Kendall can hear the anger that seethes beneath the surface.
"Um hi James" Kendall almost squeaks. Lame. "I was just chatting to my friend, Carlos"
"Yes, Carlos Garcia, I know who he is" James says in a bored voice, running his hand along the wooden desk at the front of the room.
"You know me?" Carlos says in a small voice, looking at James with frightened eyes.
"Of course" James scoffs. "We've been in the same classes since we were like 5"
"Oh I know but I thought -"
"Whatever. Shut up. Leave us now"
Carlos looks to be in complete and utter shock, finding it hard to breathe let alone find his legs to walk out of the room.
"Hey" Kendall says angrily, moving to stand in front of James. "Don't talk to him like that"
James smirks, titling his head to the side slowly and letting his eyes gaze over Kendall's face, before he snaps.
His arm snaps out like a cobra, fingers curling around Kendall's neck and squeezing tightly. James grins when Kendall instantly chokes for air, trying to claw at James' hand to release him.
Ripping his gaze from Kendall's face James looks over to Carlos, who looks so frightened it's almost cute.
"I said, leave us now" James smiles almost sweetly, tightening his grip on Kendall's neck which has the blonde squirming where he stands. "We have some... Business to attend to with Kendall"
"W-what are you - what are you going to do with him?" Carlos stutters, looking back and forth between James and Logan.
"Nothing he doesn't want, don't worry" Logan replies with a grin, speaking for the first time since he entered the room. "Seriously, go now Carlos. Kendall will be fine"
With one last pleading look to Kendall, Carlos leaves shutting the door behind him loudly and leaving the three alone.
The second the door is shut, James releases his grip on Kendall's throat, making the blonde gasp for air and stagger backwards.
"Oh Kendall I've missed you" James smirks, "what have you -"
James is cut off by a pair of lips smashed on his own, Kendall's to be exact. James doesn't even have time to question it, kissing Kendall back with force and need and gripping his hands at Kendall's waist hard enough to leave bruises. When Kendall's nimble fingers start to pull at the button James' shirt, the taller boy takes Kendall's hands in his and rips them from his body.
"Holy shit blondie" James breathes out, taking a step back. "I didn't know you missed me so much"
"I was angry" Kendall grunts, running a shaky hand through his hair.
"Makes sense..." James says slowly, regaining his breath and smoothing down his school blazer.
Kendall sits back onto the desk behind him and puts his head in his hands, releasing a groan and mumbling something that not even he himself would understand.
Logan flickers a gaze to James quickly before he moves to Kendall's side and sits on the desk next to him. He places a tentative hand on Kendall's thigh, and uses the other to cup Kendall's cheek and lift his gaze.
"Hey" Logan says softly with a smile, but before he can say anything else Kendall throws his arms around his neck and presses their lips together quickly.
Logan doesn't question it, instwad snaking his arms around Kendall's back and pulling him in closer. Kendall moves up on the desk and hooks a leg over Logan's waist, positioning himself so he is now straddling the shorter boy and his hands and gripping tightly at his shoulders. Kendall rolls his hips down harshly, taking Logan's gasp as the opportunity to find Logan's tongue with his and instantly let Logan win the battle for dominance.
"Ever since" Kendall's breathes desperately between kisses, "last night. I." His hands start to make light work of the buttons on Logans shirt. "I wanted". His teeth graze along Logan's jaw. "I wanted the real thing. No words"
Kendall pushes Logan's shirt off of his shoulders, leaning back slightly to let his eyes rake over every inch of pale bare skin. "Fuck, you're so beautiful"
Logan grins, wrapping a hand around the back of Kendall's neck to smash their lips back together in an almost desperate need. Between his other hand and Kendall's long fingers, it doesn't take long until Kendall's shirt is off too, the blonde pushing Logan backwards on the desk until he is completely on top of him and straddling his waist.
James watches with angry eyes, unsure as to whether or not this is turning him on or making him furious. He decides on a bit of both, well, if the throbbing bulge in his boxers isn't testament enough then he's not sure what is.
"James" Kendall moans against Logan's lips, reaching out a hand in the brunette's general direction, and James knows exactly what he wants. "James come here"
James peels his jacket off quickly, along with his shirt, and moves until he is behind the blonde and wraps his hands around his front.
"Shit" Kendall moans, leaning back into James' touch and almost losing it when James bites down on his neck.
Not even aware of what he is doing, Kendall starts grinding down onto Logan, causing their covered erections to roll together and make them both moan.
"Fuck, need you guys" Kendall groans, "need you so bad"
"So fucking needy" James mumbles against Kendall's shoulder blade before biting down. "We shouldn't give in to you so quickly"
"Please, shit, please"
James reaches around Kendall's front to find the waist band of Logan's pants, making light work of the belt before tugging at the material. Kendall lifts himself slightly, as does Logan, letting James rid him of the useless article and the boxers with them. Logan moans at the exposure, the sound increasing in volume when Kendall rolls his hips forward.
"Get up" James grunts into Kendall's ear, not even waiting for the blonde to cooperate before he wraps his arms around his torso and drags him up.
Kendall gasps when he is pulled back into James, his ass grinding into James' erection and making them both moan. Logan stands quickly, pressing into Kendall's front until he is sandwiched between them both, and lips are pressed to almost every bit of his skin they can reach.
Surely, this must be heaven.
James kissing up Kendall's shoulder blade, and Logan up his front, and when they meet at the top; they grin. James wraps a hand around Logan's neck, pulling him in to join their lips together quick and hot, biting down on Logan's bottom lip and making them press into Kendall harder. Kendall rocks his hips forward into Logan's, making Logan break away from the kiss with a groan and looking at Kendall with hungry eyes before kissing him, hard.
Kendall lets James rip his belt from its loops, quickly dragging Kendall's pants down his body and tossing them to the side.
"Shit, James, what are you -" Kendall mumbles startled against Logan's lips as James takes a hold of both his hands and brings them behind his body.
"James!"
Kendall's eyes widen in shock when he feels his own belt tied around his wrists, binding them together and binding them hard. Kendall starts to pull against the restraints but it's useless, simply the harder he pulls, the harder it hurts the leather cutting into his wrists almost painfully.
Not even almost.
"So remember what I said I wanted..." Logan says with a smirk against Kendall's lips, leaning back to run his finger tips down Kendall's cheek. "I want to watch James fuck you remember?"
Kendall releases a pitiful sound of need, leaning forward as much as James will allow him to kiss Logan as hard as he can. Logan kisses back hungrily, locking his fingers in Kendall's hair tightly and pulling against James' hold. But James has no time for this, pulling Kendall backwards by his wrists and off Logan.
Logan moves around to the other side of the table, until he is opposite Kendall, almost laughing at the blonde and his confusion.
Kendall lets out a strangled cry and almost loses his footing when James shoves him forward with force, bending him over the table until his cheek hits the cold hard wood and his chest rises and falls rapidly against the desk.
Kendall lifts his eye line and almost chokes on his own breath, Logan's dick in his face and Kendall knows instantly what Logan wants.
"Well, it's not going to suck itself" Logan grins, running his fingers through Kendall's messy hair before gripping tightly and bringing his mouth forward.
Kendall wastes no time in wrapping his lips around the head, the taste of pre cum exploding on his tongue. His bound wrists and the desk make it almost impossible for Kendall to move forward anymore, and Logan knows this. Tightening his hold on Kendall's hair Logan thrusts forward into Kendall's mouth with force, his cock instantly hitting the back of Kendall's throat and making him gag.
"Oh shit" Logan breathes out, holding his hips forward and giving Kendall no choice but to take every inch of him. "Almost forgot how good this mouth felt"
Kendall would cry in protest if he could, the tears pooling in the corner of his eyes and his gag reflex not standing a chance. He coughs and chokes around Logan's length, and salvia starts to run from his mouth.
When Logan finally pulls back, Kendall gasps for air coughing up spit and not caring for the way it runs down his chin and onto the desk.
Logan barely gives Kendall a chance to recover before he thrusts back into the blonde's mouth, but this time snapping back and forth in perfect time and allowing Kendall the smallest of seconds to breathe. But Kendall will take what he can get.
Kendall cries out against Logan's cock when he feels a searing sharp pain on his ass, not needing to turn to know that James has struck him with a ruler.
"Glad there was one of these in the front desk" he can hear James smirk from behind him.
In between thrusts Kendall cries out loudly when James brings the ruler snapping down again, the pain almost worse than being slapped by a strong hand.
But maybe Kendall was wrong, or maybe James read his mind, as he replaces the ruler with his palm, bringing it striking down hard and the sound echoing through the room. Kendall lurches forward from the brunt of the hit, also effectively pushing Logan's dick further down his mouth and making his throat scream.
"I've decided..." James says slowly, running his hand smoothly over the now red skin. "That I'm going to hit you for every time you've pissed me off"
Kendall groans in what is almost fear, knowing that he's probably pissed James off more times than he can count on both hands.
"One. The first day we met and you eavesdropped"
Kendall whimpers as James hits him hard.
"Two. Staring at Logan and I for fucking months"
Hit.
"Three. Kissing Logan in front of me yesterday"
Hit.
"Four. Having phone sex with Logan last night"
Kendall feels this one extra hard, grateful Logan has stepped back and let him breathe as the tears fall from his eyes.
"And five. For telling Carlos. And don't even try tell us you didn't"
Kendall doesn't, taking what he hopes will be the last hit with no more than a whimper, resting his head sideways on the desk and trying to control his breathing.
And the worst thing about this whole situation?
He likes it. Likes the searing pain, likes the anger radiating from James' palm, likes the feeling of knowing he is all theirs; utterly and completely.
"Good boy" James smiles, running his hands over Kendall's back and behind gently before he leans forward and starts to place kisses down every knot in Kendall's spine. Getting lower and lower until he is kneeling and his tongue circles teasingly around Kendall's entrance.
"Fuck" Kendall gasps, wanting to bite down on the wood and positively scream when James' tongue is pressed inside him.
Kendall ruts his hips forward as much as the desk will allow, his aching member begging for any sort of friction. James grabs his hips and stops him from moving, continuing to thrust his tongue in and out quickly before letting it trail over the entrance once more.
"Please, don't stop" Kendall gasps, trying to move his hips backwards in search of that tongue, but finding nothing.
"Just calm down" James responds, rolling his eyes and standing back up.
James is about to spit into his hand before he gets a better idea, reaching around to Kendall's front and almost smacking him in the face, Kendall grunts as James smirks, collecting the salvia that still drips from Kendall's chin and running it over his hand.
"Perfect" James grins, giving Kendall's head once last shove into the desk before he pulls his hand back and runs it over his cock.
Kendall has no warning, none, and he practically screams when James thrusts into him. James doesn't even give him time to adjust, instead bringing his hips back and thrusting them forward at a rapid pace.
The pain Kendall was already feeling in his spine increases by a million, and he feels like he is going to die.
Maybe a bit over dramatic, but he feels that it's appropriate right now.
"Hey" a quiet voice says in his ear, and Kendall's lifts his head from the table to be met with soft brown eyes. "Remember I want to look at you?"
Logan smiles as he frames Kendall's face in his hands, bringing their lips together softly and kissing Kendall in a way he's almost never been kissed before. And he would love to lose himself in it, but James fucking him into the point of near oblivion is sort of distracting.
"Oh fuck me" Kendall moans into Logan's mouth, the brunette pulling back with a grin but not removing his hands from Kendall's face.
Kendall tries to drop his head, but Logan doesn't allow it, locking their emerald and chocolate gazes and holding it. So many things pass through Logan's eyes, and Kendall can't possibly pinpoint a single one.
"You look so good like this" Logan breathes, his hand wrapping around the base of his cock and stroking quickly. "If you only knew how beautiful you are..."
Kendall doesn't believe that, not for one second. He knows he looks a mess. Knows his hair is matted and strewn, his eyes tired and his cheeks red, and not to mention the salvia that remains on his mouth and down his chin. He is far from beautiful.
"Hey Kendall listen" Logan whispers against Kendall's lips, so quiet that Kendall's not so sure James would even be able to hear. "Please believe me alright? I think you're the most fucking beautiful person I've ever seen"
The absolute sincerity in Logan's eyes makes Kendall almost believe it, and for some reason, his heart starts to beat loudly in his chest, and that's not because James is still slamming into him hard and fast.
Kendall's about to say something stupid, he can tell, but with one hard thrust from James that has him jolting forward on the table, the words that come out instead are a combination of curses and moans.
"Yes, fuck, James" Kendall gasps, pulling hard against his belt, he wants to touch Logan so badly it aches.
But this is suppressed, suppressed by the way James snaps his hips at that perfect angle, that perfect rhythm, that perfect force, perfect perfect perfect.
James is perfect and Logan is perfect and everything is so fucking perfect that Kendall's going to scream.
So he does.
Without even a touch, Kendall is coming undone, and he's positively yelling and screaming and shouting and being so fucking loud he will be surprised if someone doesn't come knocking. He keeps his eyes locked with Logan's, and something passes between them, something electric and intense and Kendall feels like he is going to pass out. James' nails dig into his hip bones and with one or two or five more "fuck's" and "oh shit's" and copious amounts of grunting, James is pulling out before he cums. Kendall doesn't even question why, the answer soon being revealed as James cums all over his back.
Logan quickens the pace of his wrist over his cock, unable to watch both James and Kendall reach their limits and keep his own inside. He straightens up, still keeping one hand cupping Kendall's chin and with one final look into those large, bright emerald eyes, Logan is coming, and coming all over his new favourite thing.
Kendall's face.
Kendall closes his eyes and takes it, letting his lips part to catch any of the salty substance that he can with his tongue. His breath still rapid and his mind still blurring at the edges, he wonders if Logan coming on his face is going to be a regular thing.
Honestly? He doesn't mind, not one bit.
"Here" Logan grins, coming down off his orgasm and leaning over Kendall to run his fingers through James' cum along Kendall's back. "See what James and I taste like together"
Kendall parts his lips wider to let Logan put his fingers in mouth, not hesitating to nip lightly at Logan's skin and make him chuckle.
"You should taste it too" Kendall smirks with a tired voice, surprised when Logan actually takes his fingers from his mouth and pops them in his own.
"Mm delicious..." Logan laughs around his fingers, leaning down to kiss Kendall softly and let the cum on both their tongues intertwine.
Logan leans back and rests their foreheads together, smiling at Kendall before placing soft kisses over his nose, his eyes, his cheeks, his lips, and not caring for the cum that gets on his lips. Kendall is quick to kiss it off anyway.
Kendall sighs happily against Logan's lips when James undoes the belt from around his wrists, allowing him what he had wanted to do for what felt like a lifetime.
Touch Logan.
Kendall's hands go straight to his face, framing it perfectly and kissing him so hard he sees stars. He pulls Logan into him whilst he sits up on the desk, Logan wasting no time in wrapping his arms around Kendall's body and pulling them flush together.
James simply watches, and doesn't say a word. There are so many things he could say of course, so many things burning on the tip of his tongue, but he swallows them.
He has a better idea.
"Hey Kendall" James coughs, breaking the two out of the bubble they had created for themselves.
Kendall turns to look at James, eyes widening for a split second in what James can only assume is fear.
"I was wondering if ah... Do you want to go out for dinner with Logan and I tomorrow night?"
Both Kendall and Logan stare, even Logan himself is questioning whether or not he heard that right.
"Really?" Kendall asks shyly, "Like as a, a –"
"A date? Yes"
"A threeway date?" Kendall awkwardly chuckles, unsure what to say.
"I guess? I'm not really sure what's going on at the moment to be honest... But I think it's only fair we get to know you better" James shrugs, moving closer to Kendall to brush his finger tips down Kendall's cheek.
"O-Ok sure, sounds good" Kendall almost whispers, his breath dying his lungs when James leans down to place the softest of kisses to his lips.
When James leans back he smiles, looking back and forth between Logan and Kendall and yeah...
It's on.
Omg what's on? What's James going to do?
:)