Sorry, its been a few days. I have been busy with studying for final exams. eep.
Anyway i wrote this at 2am so i hope its okay :)

I knew I was being pulled into a dream walk instantly, the sky was blue and I was in a long silver silk dress.
"Adrian what do you want?" I asked crossing my arms.
"I wanted to say-" Adrian stopped and gaped at me eyes never wavering from mine.
"i-i-you slept with him?"He stuttered out, at first I was confused then I remembered his spirit and the ability to see my aura which was most likely a bright gold.
When I didnt answer he pressed on.
"Well did you?" he mustered up again.
With a deep breath I replied, "Dont ask questioned your already know the answer to Adrian" at first I didnt want to hurt his feelings, I mean even though our friendship was purely platonic now I felt like he still felt something...then I remembered I was mad at him.
"How could you Rose, after everything he did?" he said.
"If your so cut up about it why would you tell her who he is, what on earth possessed you to do that Adrian!" I spat back at him.
"she asked me!" he yelled "she said 'is that my daddy' in her little voice, what would I do, lie to her face? No way Rose, I love her to much to lie to her" he concluded his confession with a sigh and proceeded to take a seat at a bench he materialised.
"I know you love her, but I just needed time, damn it I feel like I just keep letting that precious girl down, I cant rise up to be the mother she needs"as the words came out I knew them to be true, all this past week I had felt guilty for not being honest, for raising her without a father for the first 2 years of her life and for being unable to be with her every hour of every day.
"dont say that little damphir. You always have me, and Elena is lucky your her mother. I hope it works out with you and Belikov, really I do, but if it doesnt, ill still be here, so you know."
Adrian closed the distance between us and kissed my forehead, then ending the dream.

I woke up that morning so see Elena had made her way between Dimitri and I, his long arm was draped all the way over her and me, It all felt so perfect, I closed my eyes drifting back to sleep only to wake up an hour later to just Dimitri watching me with his Rare smilies.
" I can feel you watching me" I spoke before I opened my eyes. When I did open them I was correct about his smile.
Kissing me on the lips he spoke "good morning Roza".
"good morning comrade" I replied and watched his brows crease at his nickname for only a second.
"wheres Elena? " I asked looking around the room and seeing her no where.
"In the lounge watching cartoons and eating, dont stress" he once again breifly kissed me.
"okay then" I smiled, quite content to lie in this bed with him forever.

That day Dimitri had a meeting with Lissa and the head of the guardians to arrange for a charge, Lissa's best idea was that Dimitri was to guard Christian, who as luck would have it, really didnt like his current head guardian. However this was not to be implicated for at least another week or two. Adrian watched Elena as he usually did whilst I worked for the rest of the night, and Dimitri well, I cant say I really knew what Dimitri did because I was busy flanking The Queen, Lissa as well as running security checks and ward checks. A mere half hour before we were due to retire to our homes at the end of the shift we were called into an emergency meeting, this meant all working guardians, and the close circle of Lissa were brought together.

Eddie had graduated with me, and currently been Jill, Lissa's illegitimate half sisters guardian began the conference. Dimitri entered the room and came by my side as we watched and listened to what was so important it couldnt wait till morning.

"Yet another Strigoi attack had occurred not to far from these very walls, this makes 14 deaths this month, thats 14 too many. We believe the strigoi have planned to surround court, of course we are safe and so are our charges however as discussed between The royal Guardians, effective immediately we are on lockdown, guardians who wish to leave the court will be escorted, Moroi will have no less than 3 guards when they wish to leave. Until we can contain the opposing threat this is our safest option. Now Guardian Hathaway has a few words." Eddies speech was perfect, formal yet still very soft and caring.
Eddie stood as I made my way to the front of the crowd.
"Yes as Guardian Castille just mentioned we are on lockdown, believe me we didnt make this decision lightly, a group of guardians myself included are working out a plan to have this under control in the next couple of days, thank you" I moved back to Dimitri who did not look happy at all, and I knew he wouldnt speak about it until long after we were in the privacy of my home. Once I was sure Lissa and Christian were okay with our decision for lockdown I met Dimitri at my place.
"How come you didnt say you were going into a fight?" Dimitri didnt wait a second more after I closed the door to start.
"It never came up" I shrugged.
He scoffed and continued. " Never came up, the predictions are that there is a group of at least 5 strigoi, dont be suicidal Rose" Dimitri thought I was being stupid? What was his problem.
"Dimitri this is my job, I have been in this situation plenty of times, its what I have to do to keep the people I love safe." I threw my hands into the air adding more conviction to my words somehow.
"I dont like it!" he added.
"Im not asking you to like it, but I will ask you to accept it" I closed the space between us and wrapped my arms around his 6'7 body, locking him to me until he gave up with a sigh and did the same.

"So if your both done ill be leaving now" Adrian spoke up approaching from the hallway.
I turned to look at him, "oh sorry about the noice, I forgot" I smiled but didnt release Dimitri.
"Its fine, good night guys" Adrian nodded towards us. Dimitri replied good night as did I when Adrian walked out.
As soon as the door closed behind Adrian, Dimitri's lips where on mine, hungry and passionate, within seconds we were making our way to the bedroom never breaking the kiss other than to breath, our clothes coming off at the same time, we reached the bed and our bodies became one, I needed him close to me just as he needed me.
For the next 3 hours of the night we expressed just how much we needed eachother.