Hey guys. Sorry it took sooooo long for me to update. I had a lot going on such as finals, etc. Also sorry that this chapter is kind of short. It took me awhile to get what I wanted out of this chapter and I didn't want to put another scene in here so it is what it is. This is probably the 'What the holy fuck' chapter of the story so I hope you enjoy it.

Note: I do not own Glee, it's affiliates, or any characters you may recognize.

A hand reached up and knocked on the door that belonged to room 217. A few seconds passed by until the door knob began to turn and the door slowly swung open revealing the slender shape of Sebastian Smythe. Sebastian grabbed the hand that knocked and pulled the other boy into his room, closing and locking the door behind them.

"You're back again?" Sebastian asked.

The other boy nodded sheepishly.

"Just can't get enough of me huh?" Sebastian said pressing his face against his visitors'. "I've been told I'm irresistible."

The other boy stared at his shoes and didn't answer. Sebastian lifted the boy's chin and moved his lips only centimeters away from the pair in front of him.

"It's okay Jeff." Sebastian whispered and then kissed him.

It took a little bit, as always, for Jeff to kiss back. Then, Jeff remembered why he was here and he started to slowly deepen the kiss with Sebastian. As the boys continued, Sebastian put his hands on Jeff's shoulders and slid his blazer down his arms. As Jeff's blazer hit the floor, he reached for Sebastian's tie and pulled him closer.

Jeff was confused all the time these days except for when he could get away for an hour and a half to Sebastian's room. He loved it because Sebastian was so experienced. He knew what would make Jeff feel warm and happy inside. But he also felt really terrible about it. Sebastian's reputation wasn't a secret but Jeff's sexuality was. That was a secret even kept from himself sometimes. Jeff didn't know what to do or who he was anymore but Sebastian was helping that problem even if it was just making Jeff forget about his confusion. The fact that Sebastian happened to not have a roommate was convenient. For some reason, Jeff wasn't even worried about Sebastian letting the cat out of the bag.

Jeff came out of his thoughts as Sebastian broke the kiss to un-tuck his white dress shirt. He took Jeff's hands and led them under his shirt and laid them to rest on his waist. Jeff felt Sebastian's smooth skin. Sebastian quickly removed Jeff's tie and began to unbutton Jeff's dress shirt. He stopped half way down and started to kiss around Jeff's neck. He hit a spot that made Jeff a little weak and he gripped Sebastian's waist tighter. Sebastian continued to unbutton Jeff's shirt, leaving a kiss where each button had been. He then placed a kiss to Jeff's lips.

Jeff, who was now standing in front of Sebastian completely shirtless, rested his head on the taller boy's shoulder so he could catch his breath. Sebastian ran one hand through Jeff's blonde hair while the other hand found a spot on Jeff's back, dangerously close to his belt. Sebastian's next move took Jeff by surprise. He had scooped Jeff off his feet and carried him to his bed. He then proceeded to remove his shirt and tie and lie down next to Jeff, wrapping his arm around the confused boy's middle.

"Relax Jeff, it's okay. I promise I won't do anything that you don't want me to do. But, I figured those legs of yours weren't going to hold you up much longer." He winked.

"Apparently I have that effect on people." Sebastian said, kissing Jeff's forehead.

Jeff not really knowing what to do placed his hand on top of the one that was currently on his waist. Sebastian took this opportunity interlace their fingers, flip Jeff on his back, and pull himself over top of him, their bare chests touching. He looked down into Jeff's brown eyes and then lent down and crashed their lips together.

Sebastian continued to place kisses on Jeff's lips as well as his cheeks, neck, and stomach. While this was happening, Jeff couldn't help but think how attractive Sebastian actually was. Others described him as having a meerkat face but at this moment, Jeff didn't see that. Jeff saw that perfect little nose and those beautiful gray eyes that slightly crinkled at the outside corners. But best of all was that smile that Sebastian gave as he looked down at Jeff in-between kisses. His shiny teeth were all perfectly in line and those lips, those lips. Jeff closed his eyes as their lips met again.

Jeff knew he wasn't straight anymore but he wasn't sure if he was completely gay or maybe he was bisexual. All Jeff knew at this moment was that he didn't want these kisses to stop and fortunately for him, it didn't seem that Sebastian was ready to stop any time soon.

But Nick couldn't know. Nick was comfortable with his sexuality and that was great. It wasn't that Jeff was uncomfortable with his but he didn't even know what his was yet. If Nick knew that Jeff was gay, there would be tension. Nick would probably get paranoid that Jeff would suddenly have feelings for him or something. Jeff hated to picture Nick angry with him all the time. He liked seeing Nick's beautiful face smile at him. Wait what?

The truth was, Jeff was scared of what might happen if both he and Nick turned out to be gay. If they started to fall for each other, their friendship could be ruined and there was no way that Jeff could deal with that. He wasn't sure why Nick would fall for Jeff anyway but he knew he might fall for Nick, after all he just had admitted to himself that Nick was beautiful right? But meanwhile, there was another beautiful guy who was kissing him right now. And if Jeff was being honest, Sebastian was beautiful.

"What's on your mind?" Sebastian said softly.

Jeff hesitated for a moment before responding.

"You."

Sebastian smiled and placed a kiss to Jeff's forehead.

"Oh Jeff you're going to make me blush." Sebastian said, rolling his eyes and moving so he was beside Jeff again.

"I mean," Jeff paused, "I'm definitely not one hundred percent straight."

"Well that wouldn't be the first time I've heard that in my bed." Sebastian smirked.

"Can I ask you something?" Jeff asked.

"Hit me." Sebastian said, staring at the ceiling.

"Why did you agree to help me?"

"I don't know Jeff." He was starting sound annoyed. "I was living in France when I hit puberty. It's just how I roll."

"So you'll just make out with anyone?" Jeff could feel the hurt building inside him.

"Not everyone."

"Well, why me?"

"God Jeff, you sound like my ex." Sebastian said giggling.

The boys made eye contact and Sebastian's smile faded.

"Do you know what it feels like to be in love with someone who is in love with someone else?"

Jeff shook his head.

"I'm not a whore Jeff. But I can't have Blaine and I've started to come to terms with that. So I thought if I helped you, and you turned out to be gay, you might be able to help me."

Sebastian looked straight into Jeff's eyes and he saw something there that he had never seen before. It was frustration and hurt but most of all affection and oh god did it remind Jeff of Nick.

Thank you so much for reading this story! Reviews and such are more than welcome but definitely not expected. Hope to see you next chapter!