Write guys here is Chapter 4, I have tried to do something different with this chapter so I hope you like it.

Life may be hard and you struggle to cope

To forget about the past and to live in hope

Your childhood memories cast a glow

Of painful times you wish to go

Your mother left you all alone

Young and scared without a home

The walls built up far and wide

Any emotions cast aside

Your job came first above the rest

And any such feelings became repressed

You put your heart and soul on the line

When a certain Joseph began to shine

At first you thought he was no good

Until he talked you knew you should

His father the one holding the key

The future bright for all to see

You took advantage and soon you saw

The other side of a large large door

All good things must come to an end

When your actions destroy your once good friend

All secrets shared you were soon found out

A family destroyed without a doubt

Lord Byrne soon died your life in tatters

Your career however was all that mattered

You tried again to lie and cheat

But you did not know when to concede defeat

When Joseph left baby in tow

Despite everything he asked you to go

Your reasoning you say was your life and job here

But deep down you knew he had to disappear

For Joseph was no longer the man you once knew

Destroyed by your lies, he had grown all new

A shadow of his former being

Changes being made had you both agreeing

He went left and you went right

Him a start for a future bright

You carried on with the ice queen title

Your heart clasped closed was ever so vital

Never again would you ever be

Laid wide open for all to see

A heartless bitch was fine by you

And your career just grew and grew

Soon you were in a place so high

Filling the heels of times gone by

One time in theatre you went too far

Sent to a meeting it became so bizarre

A cocky Scot got under your skin

Lied about himself and wore you thin

Ending up in bed you disregarded him

It was a onetime thing and you went out on a whim

But how were you supposed to know

That he would end up working in your shadow

You tried to ignore but he would not leave

Your passion so much you had to relieve

As time went by you carried on

Unknown to you your feelings called upon

Feelings grew much bigger than before

Unlike Joseph, Jonny made you explore

He stood his ground and took no shit

And you must admit you liked his wit

All good things must come to an end

When you pushed the button and slept with a friend

You ran off to Japan too scared to face

The consequences you left in your place

In the tiny Japanese bed your stomach all in knots

With your mind filled with Scottish thoughts

Of what you did to both of you

The pain, the suffering all cut through

You're beating heart the most affected

For you found the most unexpected

Returning home you're glad you found

All that you'd lost safe and sound

You tried your hardest to stay as friends

But more was needed to make amends

Your first day back crashed and burned

But what was not expected was his concern

After everything you had done

He still came to you with one long run

He patched you up but still he spoke

Something inside then just broke

Declaring your love, you knew you had to

You understood this was a major breakthrough

Weeks went past you tried your best

Bubblegum toothpaste you all but confessed

Just like before it all came to blows

When your mind decided that it must close

Shutting off from the world around you

Your boyfriend decided that you were through

Your condition stayed silent but you did not

Because of all the pain it brought

Slapping him was the wrong thing to do

For all it caused was more pain for you

Back at your flat you curled into a ball

Your mind replying events making you fall

You fell from reality with no where back

Pulled from your dreams with a loud shout of "Jac"

Jonny was there holding you tight

Then you knew everything would be alright

You talked and talked about all that you had done

To ensure the best when your new life begun

Through all the truth and tears and cries

He was always there by your side

And that's how it's stayed throughout the years

My love has grown replacing my fears

Jonathon Maconie you have changed my life

And I am very proud to have become your wife

We start today united as one

Together forever with more to be done

We now have a focus which we can call ours

A special surprise delivered by the stars

And with one final note a new story begins

Myself and Jonny are expecting twins

I have begun a new a life and I must say

I really hope you enjoyed my wedding day

Thank you

I hope you enjoyed it, and please review to let me know.

I am going to write a sequel as I feel this story here is complete. It should be up soon.

Thank you to all my readers.