Wow so last chapter got about 20 reviews, thank you guys for the reviews. I know its mixed reviews and I'm trying to keep everyone happy but I may disappoint some, but don't hate me :( This is a romance and angst story and atm its angst I'm getting to the romance part slowly so please hang in there :)

Any who here is chapter 4 hope you enjoy :)

A/N: I do not own Rookie Blue :(

Chapter 4

"Are you excited?" Traci asked as she lifted her glass to her mouth.

Andy smiled as she nodded at Traci "I can't wait to get back to work you know I've missed everyone and believe it or not I actually missed working the streets."

Traci nodded understanding what she meant. "So…" Traci began.

Andy closed her eyes to prepare for what was coming she could read Traci like a book. "What's going on with you and Swarek?"

Andy sighed as she opened her eyes and shrugged her shoulders not really wanting to talk about it.

"Because whatever it is you two need to sought it out because he is even harder to work with than usual." Traci smirked.

"I'm sorry I tried to talk to him to sought it out but we just ended up fighting." Andy sighed again.

"What happened?" Traci asked putting down her glass to focus on Andy.

"We're both to blame but neither one of us will take the first step to admit that or apologise for it."

"You're both stubborn" Traci laughed.

Andy groaned "He is such an arrogant bastard sometimes. He seriously makes me so mad sometime I just, I can't be in the same room as him, but then at the same time I just want to shake him and knock some sense into him and tell him I'm right here and I still love him and."

"I bet he thinks the same when it comes to you" Traci said raising her eyebrow at her.

"Gee thanks" she frowned at Traci.

"What you're as bad as each other" Traci groaned "That's all I'm saying but you both still love each other and I know he wants to work it out but his not going to let you get off that easily and either are you."

"How do you call yourself my best friend?" Andy asked.

Traci laughed "I know you but I have gotten to know Sam too and I can see that he still loves you"

Andy smiled "Fine tell me what to do then"

"Well…"

Andy took a deep breath and she raised her hand to knock on the door. Andy heard a muffled 'I'm coming' just before she froze when the door flue open to reveal Sam. They both stood there and stared at each other for several moments.

Just as Sam began to close the door on Andy she spoke "I did"

Sam just raised his eyebrow at her.

"I wrote you a letter" Sam remained silent as Andy continued "I wrote it down on a piece of paper and I went to handed it to Luke at our first meeting but I was unsure of what you would think or say and I didn't want to. I don't know and I should have just given it to Luke and I'm sorry for that" Andy said rambling as she looked at Sam

"What did it say?" Sam questioned

Andy looked at Sam with an uneasy look "Uh um, here" Andy said as she handed a letter to Sam "I thought you could just read it yourself"

Sam took the letter and thanked her.

"So I guess I'll see you around then" Andy said as she began to walk down the stairs

Sam turned and walked inside. Tossing the letter on the coffee table in the lounge room.
Sam walked into the kitchen and got himself a beer returning to the lounge room he sat down and turned on a game.

Sam groaned as he tried to focus on the game but couldn't help looking at the letter. Finally giving up he open the envelope and pulled out the letter carefully unfolding the paper he began to read:

Dear Sam,
I know things have been hard between us lately and what I'm about to tell you isn't about to make anything easier and for that I'm sorry.
But Luke approached me this evening after our talk and gave me a spot undercover, I can't tell you any details because at the moment I know only the bare minimum, anyway as you can tell from this letter I have taken it.
I didn't take the job because of us, it's a really good job opportunity and I hope you of all people could understand.
This is not me running away, it, I simply just didn't want to be known as that girl, I didn't want to be known as the girl who is known for her relationships instead of her career.
Sam I'm sorry, I'm sorry I left and I'm sorry I left you at the penny hoping and waiting for me . I can't ask you to wait for me anymore because as you know all too well the op could be weeks, month's or even years, I want you to be happy Sam and if that means being with someone else then I'm happy for you.
I will always love you Sam please remember that.
Love always Andy Xx

Sam signed as he read the letter a second time.

"Attention cops of 15, today is the first day back for both officer McNally and Collins after 6 months under its good to have you back. Right assignments are on the board McNally the D's have asked for your assistants today, serve, protect and welcome back." Frank said as he walked out of the room.

Andy looked over to see Sam watching her as Traci walked over to her "Was this your idea?" Andy asked looking away from Sam to look at Traci.

"What are you talking about?" Traci asked trying to act all innocent.

"Oh please, what did you say to Best to get me on your team today?" Andy whispered crankily to her.

"I didn't say anything, it was Sam who asked I don't have that kind of pull yet" Traci lied.

Andy stood there confused thinking to herself 'Why would he ask for me?'

"McNally" Sam greeted roughly as she walked into the D's office with Traci.

"Sam" Andy replied quietly.

"Detective Swarek" an officer called for him.

"Yep" Sam said raising his head to acknowledge the officer.

"A Mrs Kyle is on the phone."

Sam nodded "Thank put her through to my phone for me?"

While Sam was on the phone Andy turned to Traci "So where do you want me to do today?"

Just as Traci was about to answer Andy, Sam butted in "Uh that was Mrs Kyle she's ready to give her statement, Trace you ready to head over there?"

"Um actually I have a heap to do here why don't you take Andy with you?" Traci said as she sat down and pulled out paperwork that was already to be filed.

Andy turned to Traci and glared at her.

"Fine whatever, let's go McNally" Sam said as he began to walk out the door.

"I know what you're doing and it isn't going to work" Andy quickly whispered to Traci before she followed Sam out.

Traci laughed "I still don't know what you're talking about"

After five minutes of awkward silences Andy had, had enough 'why would he asked to work with me today if he doesn't even want to talk to me?' Andy thought to herself, she was be on pissed folding her arm to her chest and turned to look out the window.

Sam looked over to Andy and tried to hide his smirk know it was killing her being this quiet.

"Glad to be back?" Sam asked looking over to Andy.

"Not really what I had in mind for my first day back" Andy huffed not looking over to Sam.

"What did you have in mind McNally being paired up with Collins?" Sam said taking a dig at Andy.

"You're an ass; you know that?" Andy said looking over to him.

Sam chuckled sarcastically as he shook his head.

"So you asked Frank to put me on the D's today because your jealous of Nick?" Andy asked raising her voice.

"Hold on a second first of all I'm not jealous of you and Collins, screw him as much as you want" Sam said looking at Andy. Andy glared at him. "And second of all I didn't ask for you!"

"Then why am I here?"

"How should I know? Why not ask Nash she's the one trying to fix things"

"Well I never asked her to"

"Neither did I!" Sam replied.

"Pull over" Andy said as she turned away from Sam.

"What no I'm not pulling over, we have work to do." Sam said as he continued to watch the road.

"PULL THE CAR OVER SAM!" Andy yelled.

"No."

"Why are you should an asshole?! Tell me what you want me to do Sam because right now, I have no idea what you're thinking" Andy said a little quieter this time.

"What did you think I would read your letter and everything would just go away?" Sam sniggered.

"No. I" Andy began

"I'm not your personal rag doll McNally! I'm not about to forgive you for walking away and the letter that you never gave to me until now isn't going to fix things Andy."

"I didn't walk away you did! You left me!"

Sam turned to look at Andy to reply "SAM!" Andy yelled as he turned to see the car in front had stopped. Slamming on the brakes Sam swerved trying to miss the car, and instead hitting the light pole.

Andy's head hit the dash boarded as Sam hit the steering wheel.

Sam groaned as he sat back holding his head. He looked over at Andy who to was unconscious. Sam ripped his seat belt off and moved over to try to wake Andy "McNally" Sam said shaking her "Andy wake up for me" Sam said trying again.

Andy groaned as she sat back, lifting her left hand to hold her head. "Hey, take it easy" Sam said as he brushed her bangs out of the way.

Andy hissed as she moved her right arm. "I'm bleeding" Andy mumbled as she began to pass out again.

"Hey McNally say with me" Sam said trying to keep her awake.

Sam jumped out of the car and made his way around to Andy's door carefully opening being mindful of the broken glass her lifted Andy's head causing her to wake up again.

"Hey McNally the Ambos are here ok"

"Officer McNally how you feeling?" the Ambo asked

"I'm fine"

After being cleared of any spinal damage Andy moved over to the ambulance to be checked out. Sam walked over to Andy just as she was walking off the ambulance.

"How's your arm?" Sam asked.

"Fine" Andy mumbled.

"You need to go to the hospital" Sam said as he went to have a look at her.

"I'm fine" Andy said as she brushed Sam's hand away.

"McNally you hit your head and you past out"

"I said I'm fi.." Andy said as she turned around and threw up.

"That's it you're going to the hospital"

"No" Andy moaned as she began to throw up again.

So that was chapter 4 let me know what you thought PLEASE REVIEW! I know it will make my Christmas :D

And with that I would like to say MERRY CHRISTAMS EVERYONE ! Hope you have a good one :D