Hey guys. I am back. I am not giving you guys excuses why I haven't updated. Well here we go I will try to make this chapter extra long.
*Recap*
I ran as fast as my legs could carry me to my dressing room and opened the door and couldn't believe what I saw. It was…
*End of Recap*
I had five min. until my concert started. I started replaying what happened in my dressing room last week.
*Flash Back*
I ran as fast as my legs could carry me to my dressing room and opened the door and couldn't believe what I saw. It was the rest of the gang. Utau, Yaya, Tadase, Kukai, Nagi, and Kairi. (I don't know if that's everyone.) I looked around the room to see if there anyone else.
"Is Ikuto here?" I asked
They all had sad faces on. Finally Utau answered.
"We still can't find him we think he is somewhere in Paris." She said.
I felt my eyes start to sting. I finally walked out.
*End of Flash Back*
"Amu your on." Rima said.
"Oh. Okay. Thanks. I said before I ran on stage.
"Hey guys. How you doing?" I said
There was a lot of cheering.
"Well let's get started"
(Fences by Paramore)
I'm sitting in a room
Made up of only big white walls
And in the halls
There are people looking through
The win.. the window
Though they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
Cause this is your night so smile
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be in now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
This is your night so smile
Yeah yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
When I got off the stage I didn't fell so good. I started to get dizzy.
"Hey Rima I don't fell good."I said.
"Here let me take your temperature." Rima said.
When the thermometer beeped I saw what my temperature was.
101.2
"Oh my gosh we have to take you home right now. " Rima turned around, "We have to cancel the concert."
"Wait. No, but-"
"No buts get in the limo."
*At Amu's house*
I was in my living room watching a movie but I was slowly getting uninterested in it. I turned off the movie and started to watch the pouring rain clashing with my balcony. While I was watching the rain I started to sing one of my songs.
(The Other Side of the Door by Taylor Swift)
In the heat of the fight
I walked away,
Ignoring words that you were saying,
Tryna make me stay.
I said, "This time I've had enough."
And you've called a hundred times,
But I'm not pickin' up.
'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over.
But if you look a little closer
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.
Me and my stupid pride
I'm sittin' here, alone.
I'm going through the photographs,
Staring at the phone.
I keep going back over
Things we both said
And I remember the slammin' door,
And all the things that I misread.
So babe if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to
Chase after me? Yeah
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.
And I scream out the window,
"I can't even look at you, I don't need you,"
But I do, I do, I do.
I say, "There's nothing you can say
To make this right again, I mean it,
I mean it"
What I mean is
I said, "Leave," but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.
With your face, and your beautiful eyes
And the conversation
With the little white lies.
And the faded picture
Of a beautiful night
You carried me from your car
up the stairs
And I broke down cryin'
Was she worth this mess?
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess,
I need you
When I was done singing I heard a soft tapping on the glass window of my balcony. I looked out and saw the one man I wanted to see the most right now. I ran to the glass and I opened it…
I will update sometime today maybe.
-Silver/Fang