Adam's PoV:

I stared at Matt, who was still sleeping. It was almost one pm! I knew that he always slept a lot, but this was excessive.

"Matthew! Wake up! I'm sick of being alone!" I shouted at him and all I got was a moan and the fact that he turned, so he was facing the ceiling.

Oh my! I just had the most brilliant idea ever. I got onto the bed and put away the sheets and the blankets. I opened his pyjama shirt and looked at his chest and abs. He was so fucking hot! I let my torso fell and I licked one of his nipples.

Nothing. Nothing yet.

I insisted on licking and sucking it while my right hand started to jack him off, softly, I wanted to have some fun with him. In a few minutes he wide opened his eyes and looking at me, without understanding anything and when he opened his mouth to say something, he moaned.

"Did you sleep well honey?" I asked him, whispering, right on his ear.

"Wh-y are you d-doing… uh… this?" He asked me, without answering me.

"Cause I've been alone all this time… because you wanted to sleep all day… And now you have to compensate me." I muttered against his skin before I sunk and took his member in my mouth, sucking gently.

"A-adam…" he shivered under me and I laughed, softly, what made him to moan higher.

I kept sucking on his cock until he came in my mouth, filling it with his delicious seed that I swallowed. I lifted and kissed his lips, letting him to put himself together again.

"You taste amazing, love." I whispered into his ear and he just blushed.

"Damn Ads…" he looked at me, still panting.

"Your fault. If you'd have woken up early nothing of that would have happened." I said.

"Not that I'm complaining, babe." He finally got up so we went to the kitchen. "Did you eat anything?"

"Of course I have! I got up at 7am Matty, and it's already 1pm!" I exclaimed. "What do you want to do today?" I hugged him from behind, resting my chin on his shoulder.

"Wanna go to the movies or something?" I nodded, still holding him. "Which want do you want to watch?"

"I don't know. We'll figure it out once we're there." I kissed him on the cheek. Matthew was so sweet; he always wanted to know my opinion, even when we were friends.

We did absolutely nothing productive during the rest of the day unless lying on the sofa talking and kissing counts as doing something productive. Well, we cooked something for lunch.

We went to the movies around eight pm. We watched Django unchained. It kept me thinking. Not about the KKK, I wasn't American. It kept me thinking aout the storyline.

This was a story about a man who killed other men to find his wife? Would Matty do the same for me? I knew I would for him. I would do everything for him. He put his head on my shoulder and hugged me, ignoring the whole bunch of people that were staring at us, even with the room's darkness.

"Matty" I whispered to him. "I love you so much"

"I love you too." He answered me back.

Two days after that I was waiting outside Vince's office for Matt. They were talking about his new contract. I didn't hear any shouting, so I guessed everything was ok in there. An hour later Matt came out so I jumped onto him.

"What? What? What?" I asked frenetically. I was so nervous.

"Meet the new trainer of the technical rookies." I let out a yelp of excitement: I was so happy for him.

"Oh Matty! I am so glad everything went right!" I kissed him softly, but as the time went by the kiss turned more passionate.

"And I would be so glad if you two wouldn't make up in front of my office. Specially if the door is still open." We looked at Vince who raised an eyebrow.

"I think we should walk away." Said Matty taking my hand. "Have a nice day, boss." We started walking down the hallway.

"Matt!" we both turned to Jeff, who was running towards us. "What did Vince said?" right behind Randy came as well.

"Well… he said it was okay…" I rolled my eyes, knowing that he was playing with little Hardy boy.

"Just okay?" We all knew that Jeffrey was really emotional went it come to Matt, so I just pinched Matty's ass.

"Maybe more than okay. I'm the new technical rookies trainer." Jeffrey jumped onto him, laughing, cursing and crying at the same time.

I moved to be next to Randy who was looking cheerfully the scene. We both knew that out boyfriends were so close to each other and that if the meeting with Vince had gone wrong, Jeff would have been devastated.

"Shawn and Paul will take care of Ruby tomorrow until eleven pm. Do you want to have dinner with us?" Randy proposed to me.

"Sure. It'll be fun." I agreed, nodding. "Matty," he looked at me. "Are you going to tell the others?"

"Guess I have to." He hugged me and, in response, I kissed his nose playfully.

"It'll be ok." Randy assured. "Jeff, we better go. Shawn must be waiting to give as a lift."

"Right." He and Matt split up their embrace and Jeff held Randy's hand, making him blush slightly.

"Come around eight, Adam." I nodded and we waved them as they walked away down the hallway.

"Where are we going?"

"Randy invited us to have dinner with them and I said we'll go. Or do you want to do something else?" I asked.

"Uh-uh. It's fine. As long as I am with you, everything is fine." That was so tender of him to say. "Can we go back to the hotel?" he questioned. "I want to take a shower."

"Sure baby." I took his hands and I kissed it. He blushed so brightly. "You are truly beautiful Matthew."

"A-Adam…" I smirked when I saw him so nervous.

"Let's go."

He didn't say anything else until we arrived at the hotel. While we were in the elevator I looked at him: his dark and long hair was tied back, his brown and warm eyes looking at me shyly (since when was Matthew Moore Hardy shy, by the way?). He was wearing some of his usual cargo pants and a black T-shirt. We entered our room and I hugged him from behind.

"What's the matter? You have been very silent." I said, resting my chin on his shoulder. I loved to be in that position because I could smell him.

"It's just…" he shrugged.

"Did it bother you when I said that you're beautiful?" I turned him and make him to look me on the eye.

"Not really… Is just that not a single person had ever said to me that I was beautiful… They usually say so to Jeff." We sat down on the sofa. I knew there was something else.

"What is it?" I said, lifting his chin since he was staring at the floor. "Matt."

"What do you love from me, Ads?"

I blinked surprised. Why, all the sudden, was he so shy?

Matt's PoV:

I looked away from him, putting my hands on my laps. Why wasn't he answering? Was he angry?

"Ba-Baby?" I said, affraid.

"I love everything from you, Matt. I just couldn't choose one." He caressed my cheeks. "But if you really want to know, I would probably say, and I know it sounds so cliché, your eyes. I could look at them for hours and never getting tired of them. Also your hands, I love to touch and held them. "He did so. "They are so soft." I felt how I began to redden.

"And why do you love me?" I said, burying my face in his chest.

"Why are you asking this all the sudden?" He inquired.

I whimpered, hugged him tightly, straddled onto his lap and looked at him in the eye.

"I don't know… I just feel like I want to know." I whispered.

"Matt…" shit. He always knew when I was hiding something or lying. "Tell me the truth. Now." I shivered at his tone of voice, husky, low.

"I never thought that someone could love me again… Not since Maria." He frowned, but didn't say anything, letting me finish. "Look at me! I'm fat. I have my back injured. I'm ugly. I'm not funny. Everyone prefers Jeff before me. They look at me with mercifulness. They include me in their plans because they want to hurt Jeff. My niece always asks me for his Daddy. She doesn't want to be with me, but she is getting used to it." I felt like my eyes were starting to get watery.

"What? Are you nuts, Matt?" He shouted at me, standing up and causing me to fall back onto the sofa. "Everyone likes you Matt! I have heard most of the rookies and the youngest ones that they consider you one of the best technical wrestlers of the generation. No one looks at you with pity: Shawn, Paul and the others are your friends because they know you're a worth it." He kneeled in front of me. "Ruby? My love, she is only two years old. Of course she misses his Daddy! But this does not mean that she doesn't love you."

I was crying. No one ever said anything like this to me. I kneeled next to him and hugged him, making his shirt wet with my tears. It felt so good to know that he thought all this about me.

"Fat? Ugly? Matty, sweetheart, you are not fat. You are just perfect. You are a god to me." I looked at him, surprised, pleased.

"Really?" he hummed, starting to kiss my neck and cheeks. "I love you."

"I love you too." He lifted me. "Let's go take a bath." We went to the bathroom and while the bathtub was being filled up he started to kiss me, removing my clothes at the same time.

Between kisses we stripped each other naked and got into the tub. He embraced me from my back and I rested the back of my head against his chest. We interlaced our fingers and I kissed his hands, slowly, tenderly.

I started to feel sleepy. After almost a month being worried about what Vince would say I began to feel really relax, with nothing to worry about.

"Matt, baby, let's get you out of the shower." I didn't answer, I was too far away in that very moment. "Matthew, come on."

"Carry me…" I solicited and he just chuckled, but spooning me into his arms. He sat me down on the toiled and dried my body and hair off. Then put my sweat grey trousers on and put me into the bed. "Thanks babe."

"Not a problem. I'll go grab some food downstairs. I'll be right back, ok?" he whispered to me.

"Yes. Just hurry up." He kissed my temple and abandoned the room.

I didn't fall sleep, I just fell into an estate of semi-consciousness, I could hear the noises around me (the cars, the bell of the elevator, steps on the corridor, someone opening the door next to us…) but I could not analyse them at all. Some minutes after I notice that the other side of the bed sank and slowly I rolled and cuddled next to Adam, who hugged me.

"Are you still awake?" He said, his breath smelled like coffee.

Delicious. I actually remembered that particular fact when I woke up next morning.

"More less." I mumbled. "Just stay here." I said and he laughed softly and grazed the back of my neck. "Love you."

"Love you too. Good night." He said in response.

"Night."

That was the last thing it was said that night in our room.

Next morning I was woken up by the feeling of fingertips caressing my nose and cheeks. Felt so good.

"Adam…" I moaned, cuddling up next to him, as much as I could.

"Do you pretend spending the whole day on bed?" he asked.

"Yes. I'm really tired. I haven't really slept since almost a month ago so I want to sleep as much as I can." Adam looked at me with concern and traced the bags under my eyes.

"Ok. Just because I love you I'll let you sleep some more hours. But then I'll give you a massage and we'll go to take a bath, alright?" he asked me.

"Whatever you say, love." I hugged him tightly. "Stay with me. Sleep some more. I'm sure you need it too." He didn't reply, but didn't move either.

I woke up some hours later and Adam was still with me. Sleeping. He looked so cute. His blond hair fell over his face, his brown eyes shut, a peaceful expression, one of his hands was resting on my hip, the other one under his head.

I still couldn't believe all the things he said to me last night but I know he would never ever lie to me like that. I was afraid about my father, Jeff had not told yet about him and Randy, so I was going to ask Jeff if he wanted to come with us. It wasn't like we could hide it from our dad for always, right?

His eyes fluttered and I smiled, leaning to tenderly kiss him. He moaned softly on my lips, pressing me against him.

Then I noticed it: he had a hard-on. A very hard, hard-on.

"Looks like someone wants attention…" I whispered, looking at him hungrily.

"Can't help it if I'm sleeping with you." He answered, brushing my hair off my face. "Will you help me, babe?"

"Of course I will… I can't let you suffer."

I threw the blankets away as well as his clothes, licking my lips when I saw him naked and hard in front of me. I started to nibble his neck, leaving little love bites on it. I played with his nipples as well, hearing the soft and almost shy whimpers. Damn! To me were like music!

I went down to his belly button and I bit around, playing with him. After a few minutes I followed my path until I arrived to his cock. I licked it, tasting it and loving it. I never expected to taste like that: salty and sweet at the same time. I teased a bit by just tonguing the base of his erection and wrapping his balls with my hands.

"Damn you Matt! Stop teasing already!" He looked desperate. His cheeks red, his face and body sweaty, his hair messed over the pillow.

"Ask me nicely." I said, smirking.

He looked at me as he was going to kill me, but then he put his arms around my neck and pulled me to him, kissing me hungrily.

"Please Matty… Stop teasing. Fuck me already." He whispered, looking at me, doing his famous pout.

"No baby… I am not going to fuck you. I'm gonna make love to you." He smiled widely and kissed me again, rubbing the back of my head and neck.

I went back to work and after a few minutes, once I deep-throated him he was like a moaning Jell-Oh. I felt his fingers pulling my hair and I groaned with pleasure, action that yanked a louder wail of pleasure. I kept sucking and grazing his shaft while rolling his balls.

"Uh… Oh Matty! God!" I laughed softly. "I'm go-gonna…" I pulled back and I sucked his head and gave a hand-job at the same time until he came in my mouth.

"You taste good, Addy." I said before I kissed him so he could taste himself on my tongue.

"You are right. I taste amazingly." I laughed at his cockiness, hugging him against and nibbling his neck again.

"Are you sure, Ads?" I caressed his face and he nodded.

Between kisses I started to stretch him. I grunted when I felt how tight he was. It would be heaven inside of him. After a few more minutes I was slipping in him as slow as I could, trying to not hurt him.

Adam hummed something and then he spoke.

"You and I… we just fit." He said holding my hands, looking at me with all the love he had for me.

I swallowed before this realisation: he was right; we fitted. I started moving slowly while kissing his chest.

"Faster Matt… Please baby. Faster. Harder." his pleas delighted me to a point that scared me, but I did it.

And his pleasure cries were more aloud than before. He clung me with his longs legs. He pulled me to him and kissed me with all he was worth it. He moved his own hand so he was touching him self, pulling himself to the edge even more.

Damn! His rapt look made him look more beautiful. His eyes had a glow of love and lust; his body was wet because of the sweat; his lips were swollen and red; his hair was messed on the pillow but some were stuck to his face because of the wetness of his skin.

"Adam…" I groaned.

"Matty… Oh Matty…" I moved even quicker. "GOD!" He came on his own hand, staining the sheets, our abs and chest. When his tight passage tightened even more it send me right to the edge. I came inside him, breathing rapidly. I collapsed on top of him and he stroked my wet hair.

"Are you alright?" I asked softly, pulling out of him.

"Damn yes. Of course I am. I have wanted this for so long." He cuddled on my chest, embracing me. "I love you Matthew."

"I love you too Adam." I leaned and kissed him, smiling on the kiss when he did it. "What is it?"

"I am just so content. I have loved you for so many years and I always thought that you would hate me if you ever find out." He sat up and looked the sheets which he curled on his hands. "That's why I did what I did with Amy. I just…" I knew he was going to cry and I sat up as well.

"Baby, baby. It's all right. I know, I know." I pecked his lips and hugged him tightly. "It's Amy's fault. I understand why you did it. Not the cleverest decision you made, but neither is the dumbest you've made, but I don't blame you for anythingth."

"Really?" He sobbed.

"Really." I assured. "Amy put you to this. She blackmailed you. And you did what it seemed the best to you. I think you should have told me, but it is ok now. Don't you worry, ok?" He nodded.

We laid back and I realised that we were a weird couple: it seemed like everyday one of us was going to have to be comforted by the other. But I liked this thought. Because if we had to comfort each other it meant that we were trying to pull our insecurities out of us, to let the other one know what we were afraid about.

And a relationship is about that: to trust the other and to tell him all about you.

Adam's PoV:

As we were lying on the bed I could feel myself becoming stickier at every minute that went by. It wasn't quite uncomfortable and disgusting, being all covered with semen.

"Can we take a bath please?" I asked.

"Sure thing." We got up from the bed and headed to the shower. We waited until the bath was filled up.

We entered to the bath and with giggles we washed ourselves.

"Hey. Wanna hear a joke?" I asked, looking at him because he was resting in my chest (why was he resting in my chest, by the way?) and he nodded. "This guy is standing on a corner snapping his fingers. His friend comes up and asks him what he is doing. He responds that he is keeping the elephants away. His friend says: "You fool. There are no elephants in Ohio". He says: "Works good, doesn't it?" I started laughing hysterically.

For me, this was the best joke ever.

"You know what? I find funnier you thinking that joke is this funny." He turned so our chests were together.

"You're mean." I said, trying to intimidate him.

"And you love me just this way." He said and I chuckled before kissing him on the top of the nose, pulling a smile from him.

"Damn right." I whispered.

I was about to put our lip together when the doorbell rang.