"Okay, Maur thats everything." Jane said dropping the girls bags into the room and she saw Maura sitting on the bed, gone deathly pale

"Maur? Hey, Maura? Look at me Maura!" Jane said placing her hand on the girls shoulder but immediately removing it when the girl jumped away

"I-I-I.." Maura mumbled,tears in her eyes

Jane felt helpless. What could she do now?

"Maura. Listen to me, you're in your bedroom, you're safe. I'm here Maura, me, Jane. I'll protect you, I'll keep you safe. Maura, talk to me"

After a moment, Jane cups Maura's cheek "Sweetheart, listen to me. I'm here"

Maura meets Jane's eyes "J-Jane?"

Jane nods "Yeah baby. I'm here"

Maura breaks down, crying her eyes out and Jane moves closer to the girl, wrapping her arm around her

"Maur, baby. Talk to me?"

Maura continues crying and Jane holds her. When she regains composure she whispers to Jane

"It was you"

Jane looks confused "It was me?"

"That was being raped... I-I tried to get to you, b-but I couldn't and every time I screamed for him to stop he just ignored me.. You were screaming for me to come and help you and it was like I couldn't move.."

"Maura. I'm safe. We both are. I have you"

"Jane? Will you stay here tonight?"

Jane nods "As long as its okay with your parents I'll have no problem staying babe"

"Thank you Jane" Maura said and Jane nodded "No I mean it...Not just for staying here tonight but for everything"

"You'd do the same for me sweetheart. It really isn't a problem Maura"

Maura nods and lays on the bed and Jane lays beside her.

Maura moves closer to the girl and wraps her arms around the brunettes waist

"Thank you Jane"

"Sleep well Maur"

xx

'You're powerless. He has you pinned down, laughing as you squirm beneath him. He rips your blouse and you cry as he slides his hands over your breasts, groaning and pressing himself against you.

You feel him against your leg and the bile rises in your throat. You feel as if you will vomit at any second but somehow manage to hold back.

He must notice you've gotten paler because he smirks. What a fucking prick.

This is getting him off.

You keep trying to kick. You know whats coming next and this spurs you on, you begin thrashing violently but that still doesn't stop him.

You cry for him to stop but he ignores you and thrusts himself inside you. This is the most amount of pain you have ever been in.

You start to give up, your body tiring. He had smashed your head pretty hard but up until now that hadn't been a problem.

You feel his thrusts speed up and you feel his length smash harder into you, the pain feels as if its killing you.

The tears are collecting on your cheeks when you feel him finish. He pulls out and laughs as you groan in pain. Your body feels like its on fire.

All you want is Jane. Jane can make this better. Jane can make anything better because she is wonderful. Not flawless, but in reality who is?

After this you wont be even close. You'll be broken. You begin to doubt if Jane can make this better now. Thats if Jane sticks around.. You wouldn't blame her if she left though She deserves better than some weak little rape victim who couldn't even defend herself..

What has this done to you?

Ruined your life. That pretty much sums it up'

"Maura! Can you hear me?" Jane says as Maura slips from her dream, nightmare sounds more accurate

"Maura? Hello. Baby, answer me?"

Maura whimpers, still feeling the pain from her nightmare

"J-Jane?"

"Maura open your eyes. Its alright"

Maura winces and runs her hand down to her thigh Jane notices and takes her hand

"Whatever happened, its okay. I'm here?"

Maura feels the tears rush to her eyes as she remembers the thoughts. Jane doesn't deserve you.

Its the truth. Shes here now, but what about later, when you still cant handle intimate contact. Will she stick around then?

Maura cries harder and Jane pulls the redhead close

"Whatever it is. I'm here"

"You promise?" Maura asks, almost childlike

"Of course Maura. What, did you think I'd just leave because of this? I love you. Don't think I'm leaving you baby"

Maura smiles a watery smile "Thank you Jay. You don't realise how much that means to me"

"No problem Maur" Jane kisses the girl "Love you"

"Love you too babe"

Jane holds Maura as she drifts back to sleep. Safe in her girlfriends arms.