DANNG ITS BEEN A WHILE GUYS ;P
i woke up at the sunlight streaming through the cracks of my dark velvet curtains. My throat was parched and my eyes all swollen from crying myself to sleep last night. The memories of the party kept flooding back, his arms around her, her head on his shoulder.... Stop it Raven your better than that.
i dragged myself out of bed and walked to the bathroom. i turned on the bright florescent lights and turned on the sink. i looked at myself in the mirror. I was still wearing the dress from last night, which was now all wrinkled from being slept on. My hair was a mess, all tangled up in knots and matted down with grease. my usual violet eyes were dark and my eyelids were all swollen and red. I peeled of my dress and climbed into the shower.
Afterwards, i changed into sweats and climbed into bed, not yet ready to face the world.
i thought he liked me
Well he was just playing you raven and so was starfire
but she promised
oh please who would keep a promise like that? i mean look at robin! he's perfect
but...
and don't forget your mentor aubrey? yeah she was plotting against you the whole time
well f her she betrayed me she's not my mentor anymore...
i guess i must've dozed off because when i got up it was 3 in the afternoon. there was a hesitant knock at my door.
"Raven? it is me starfire...please let me explain."
i saw red as i marched up and opened the door. "What is there to explain?!"
"Raven! you have to believe me, i never meant for it to happen like this!"
"This is such BS! you pretend your my friend and then you steal him from me?"
"Raven-"
" you betrayed me and i TRUSTED YOU!"
"But-"
"GET OUT!" i said using my powers to throw books at her as she ran away.
i slammed the door and plopped back into bed.
"You know that's not very nice..."
i whirled around and saw aubrey leaning against my door. i narrowed my eyes at her, "Oh and what do you know about being nice? or about anything at all for that matter."
"I have no idea what your talking about"
" ARE YOU F'ING KIDDING ME?! you are my MENTOR you're suppose to be ON MY SIDE!"
"Well you can't always have what you want"
"wht the hell is that suppose to mean?"
"Your always get what you want now that you can't have him you can't get your head out of your ass!"
"WHAT KIND OF MENTOR ARE YOU?! i trusted you with everything! and this is how you treat me?!"
"Well maybe i don't wanna be your mentor anymore" she kept your gaze steady and even.
"Fine... i don't need you anymore anyways."
"as you wish." she replied transporting away.
AHHHHHH! i let out a frustrated yell as i punched the wall.
I put my back on the wall as i slid down crying my face on my knees.
Will i ever be able to heal?