Rose's point of view
The next morning I woke up feeling dizzy in the head, when I sat up the room spun around. I laid back down and let out a moan, someone must have heard because there was a knock at my door.
"Come in" I said still lying down, it was Dimitri wearing a worried look. In all my life I never thought that some would care about me, yet here he is.
"Are you ok?" he asked, sitting on the side of my bed and brushing away hair off my face. His fingers are so soft, for a big man he is so gentle towards me.
"Fine, just a bit dizzy. I will be fine after a shower" I said, slowly sitting up.
"Ok, we have some food in the office ready for you" he said getting up. When he left my side I felt alone and cold, something inside me had changed. I had no idea what it was or why.
"We?" who was waiting for me?
"Just Rob and another lady who is here to talk to you" he said in a small voice, he wasn't giving anything away.
"Ok I will be there in a minute" I said getting up; when I got up the sheet fell away. I heard a growl behind me, I saw Dimitri giving me a look full of lust. It should have scared me but it made my nipples go hard, I had the strangest feeling to pinch my nipples and beg him to take me. I saw him looking at my nipples, it made them harder. My heart started beating faster and my blood rushed through my body, up to cheeks.
Dimitri took a step toward me, but then he shook his head. Then turned around and left, when he left I let out a breath. In the shower I decided to sing again, music was my only way out in this world.
(Jessie J song called Who You Are)
I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like whoa!
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile that's my own!
That's my own, no...
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah
When I finished I felt better, but my nipples were still hard. I turned the water down to cold and waited for them to go down. It took five minutes for my nipples to get back to normal. I got out of the shower and decided to cover up; I didn't want to show a lot today.
I walked down the hall to Dimitri's office, before I opened the door I took a breath. After that I walked in with my head held high, I was met by dark brown eyes that ran all over my body.
Dimitri's point of view
I walked back into my office and sat down; in the bedroom I saw how hard her nipples were. It made me want to throw back in bed and make sweet love to her. I wonder how tight she would be, I would love to hear her and moan. How sweet would it be to taste something that is so forbidden?
DIMITRI! STOP IT, SHE IS HEALING AND YOUNG! SO YOUNG, YOUR SEVEN YEARS OLDER THEN HER! I screamed inside my head, I knew it wasn't long before I gave into my lust and take her.
In my office I heard her singing; I must have been the only one because Rob and Kirova were talking. I heard her sadness in the song yet she was still strong and fall of power. When she finished singing I heard her getting out of the shower.
After a while she walked through the door, I saw she covered up in long jeans and a big blue coat. Even if she was covered up she was still sexy as all fuck, I ran my eyes all over her body then met her eyes. She had the most beautiful eyes in the history of mankind. Rob and Kirova just between us, I swear to god the room started heat up.
"Rose there's your coffee" said Rob breaking my train of thought, I shook my head and sat back.
Rose took her coffee and sat down with us, we all got to work.
"Rose we need you tell us everything about your past" said Kirova.
Rose's point of view
I let my breath out in a rush; I could talk to Dimitri about my past but not with anyone else.
"Who are you?" I asked the woman.
"My name is Kirova and I'm a lawyer, one of the best. I'm here to help your parents pay for what they have done to you" she said, I could tell she was strong and willing to get her hands dirty.
"You can't stop them they are too powerful, they have friends in high places. That's what has kept them safe all these years." I said drinking my coffee, she just looked at me.
"Believe me no one is safe from me, I go places no one has ever gone before. So don't tell me because they have friends that means they get away with shit, that doesn't happen in my books." She said, there is no way in hell I was getting on her bad side. She's out for blood.
"Ok" was all I said.
"Ok I will tap this and take notes, I need you to start from the start" she said, setting up her tape recorder.
"I was born a mistake, my parents didn't plane me. so they treated me like a mistake, they would lock me up in this cell to me it was more like a box.
For years I would sit inside the box drawing on the walls and singing to myself, when I was six my sister Lissa was born. To everyone she was perfect; she had blond hair and blue eyes. My family loved her, they would make me whack as everyone talked about how perfect she was. After the parties where over I would be taken back to my cell. To them I was nothing but an "it" that's the name they gave me.
I would hear them putting her to bed at night and singing her to sleep. When she woke up at night I would sing for her, one night she screamed and told my parents. I was beaten so hard that I couldn't walk, in winter was the hardest. The cell was made out of metal, where we would snow. Inside it was hard to stay warm; they would only give me a cotton blanket. It was still too cold.
As I got older I got us to it, I didn't cry as much. But it was still hard to live with, I tried killing myself several times but they would always bring me back. When I was 12yrs my father gave me a room with a bed and cloths, at first I thought he had a change of heart. Till I got my period, my father came in a raped me. he wasn't gentle he just fucked me so bad it hurt, I screamed and cried. Later I found out it was all a business deal, a man saw me and liked the way I looked so he wanted me but not as a virgin. That was the only reason I was given cloths all for the business deals and money, I got nothing.
One night my parents got drunk and gave me a real name Rose. My mother hated Rose's, that's why she named me Rose, after that my parents filmed me been raped by my father. Some times at night I could hear my mother whacking it over, over again in a sick way it turned her on.
At age fourteen my sister Lissa started beating me and telling lies, my parents would believe her. One time she said I was with child so my mother beat me with a baseball bat for two hours. Somehow I lived.
As I grew up I learned how to read and write, I would write my music on the walls of my cell. Somehow it took the pain away, at night I would dream of snow-white and all the fairy tales. My dreams would take me away and make me feel better.
I was at the age of sixteen when my family was visited by a rich man, like all the other men he wanted me for a night. But once he had me he started paying my parents to let him do things to me, the man was into blood, fire and been tried up like an animal. My mother loved to whack, it would hurt so much.
Sooner or later he got tired and the money stopped Lissa would beat me with a pole, which was one of the reasons why they got rid of me. None of the men wanted me, so I was at no use so they didn't anymore.
Three months ago I knew what they were planning to do, I was happy till that night. They hit me on the back of the head and throw me away like trash, then again I was nothing."
After I told my story I realized I was crying and sobbing, the woman named Kirova was pale as snow. Dimitri and Rob were in shock; Dimitri was the first person to snap out of it. He came over and wrapped me up in his arms, his arms was my strength. He felt so strong and warm. I knew he could kill me in a second yet he didn't.
"Do you know where you lived or what the house looked like?" he asked while holding me, I could face the world while been in his arms.
"All I saw was it was white and big. I did know it had a garden, when I was thrown in the sea it was on the cost of Miami." I said, I could feel my tears drying.
"It's going to be ok we will find them, would you like to go for a walk?" he asked me, I just nodded my head.
"Ok my dear why don't you get some shoes and we will go for a walk" said the other woman, I got up and got ready.
Dimitri's point of view
In all my life I have never met someone so strong, Rose told her story like it was nothing yet she stilled cried. She was so brave to live through such a life, when she was done I had to hold her. I wanted to cry but I also wanted to be strong for her.
When I asked if she would like a walk I was grateful that Kirova jumped in and offered, she needed some woman time.
Next chapter is about the woman's walk. Will Rose find out what love means? Will she realize that she is love with someone? And will Dimitri give in?
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