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Chapter 2: "Wake up"
I woke up in a room that smelt like a hospital would. I could hear the beeping of monitors. I opened my eyes and saw my mom asleep in a chair on the other side of the room. "MOM! WAKE UP!" She flew out of her chair. "Bella? Your awake. Oh thank the lord. You had me sooo worried." I sat up and winced as my left side felt like it was pulsating with pain. "Sorry mom." Wince.
"You okay hun? I'm gonna go and grab the nurse. I will be right back." She made her way for the door. "Wait. Do you know how i got here or who brought me?" She looked like she was gonna answer but the door opened. "Bella? Oh thank god your okay. I came as soon as i could." I looked at the man who walked in.
"Dad? What are you doing here?" "I got a call from your mother and she said you were in the hospital because of a stab wound. What Happened?" I looked down. "I don't really want to talk about it. But someone did pick me up. That someone brought me here after I fell down. I didn't get a chance to look at his face." "You mean that nice young man? The man who found you is Edward Masen. He semms like a really nice kid. He is in the waiting room. I will tell him you have woken up." I Turned my head to look at my mother.
"If he is just waiting for an thank you for saving my life don't bother. he was one of the guys who were calling me the new emo chick. If thats all he wants tell him I am in a coma and he should just go home." I looked down in anger. "Don't be so rude. He is not just waiting for a thank you he seemed genually worried." I was still looking down. I thought: "why would the best baseball player on the Darrington Loggers be worried about me?" Whatever." I said aloud.
"I will be right back. Charlie come with me." My dad looked at my mom. "What? wh-" "Now." Charlie left with her. Which ment I was alone. I don't mind the quiet though. Even though the beeping of monitors isn't really quiet. I closed my eyes and rested my head on the back of the hospital bed. I heard the door open and close. I opened my eyes and saw the most gorguouse human being in my life. I heard my heart quiken be cause of the stupid heart rate thingys. I tried to calm my heart rate but i found it was useless.
"Um... How are you feeling?" "Not really that good at the moment considering I got stabed in the side." "heh... True... My name is Edward." "NIce to meet you Edward. I am bella." Its a pleasure." He smiled and my heart skipped a couple beats I think. "Thank you." "For what?" His voice was that of an angels. "For saving my life." He looked down. "I didn't save you life. I just brought you here. By the time i found you the guys around you were knocked out and you were face down in the mud."
Suddanly the door burst open and 4 guys came in and pulled me by my feet out of the bed. The needles in my skin got ripped out. I screamed as I fell to the floor. The same guy I punched got on top of me. I could tell that my wound re-opened. I tried to punch the guy on top of me but he had my arms pinned. He lifted up my hospitle gown and unzipped his pants. I struggled and screamed. edward loked at me and both pain and anger flashed threw his eyes. He loked away and was surounded by the guys at the door. "I am not willing to let a bitch like you be 'the one that got away.'" The guy smiled as I felt his *BLEEP* go into me.
I screamed in agony. He kept thrusting into me. I pleaded for him to get off of me. I kept struggleing. "BELLA!" I heard off in the distance but it was drowned out by my screams. I heard the guy on top of me moan in pleasure. He smiled at me. I felt him thrust deeper. "STOP! PLEASE STOP!"I tried to struggle again but He still had me pinned. His body preasure was ripped off of me and he was thrown in to the wall. I scramble up into a ball and crawled backwords untill my back was tuching the was calling for help as he was running towards me. "Its okay I'm not going to hurt you. Your gonna be okay Bella. I won't let any one else hurt you. I promis you that."
He said as He kneeled down. I cringed as he put his arms around me and just held me there. "Can someone please HELP!" About a dozen people came in. Two of them were Renee and Charlie. half of them were police men. I Felt Edward get ready to get up. "No! Please don't leave me." I clunge to him. he sat back down. My mom came rushing towards us. "What hppened?" She looked acusingly at Edward. "He did nothing mom. He saved my life again." I looked down and saw I was losing alot of blood. "I got your shirt all bloody." I saw him smile a little as i looked up again. My eyes were starting to get droopy as my body began to numb. I rested my head on Edwards shoulder as my mothers voice began to fade away.
~4 Hours Later~
I heard talking... "--- look edward you can't stay with her." "Shush she is waking up." I opened my eyes. "What are you... Who?" Edward was by my side. "Shhhh Bella. You need your sleep." I shook my head "Okay" I was half asleep. Edward grabed my hand and left a small peice of paper in it. I heard the door open and close. My eyes shot open."Edward?" I got up and almost fell by the hospital bed. I ran to the door and opened it. I looked out and found no one. i walked back slowley hoping to see him again.
I opened the note as i sat on the floor.
"Dear Bella
Please forgive me for leaving. I can not stay with you. It isn't safe for you and me. I am sorry.
~Edward~
I sat on the floor next to the wall and noticed something. I reached up to the bedside table, I felt somthing tuch my hand. It was my Zune. I grasped it into my hands. I brought it down and put my head phones in my ears. The song that came up was 'Cry by jay sean'. I started singing along to it.
Had me convinced that I just wasn't enuff, me and you fussing and fighting cussin all of that stuff now I know, tht I mightve dun you wrong, didn't know I'd pay so long, til u did the same
I know I'd dun u wrong I was making it up to u, I apologised in a million ways but I thought that was that, but I guess u got me bak, didn't know itd be like that, but u did the same
[Bridge:]
Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry
[Chorus:]
Let me see you Cry cry cry
I need to see u cry cry cry
Until your tears run dry dry dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want ya tears to fall down on me [x2]
Before the love just turns to hate
Before I ask for u to stay
And just before u walk away
[Verse 2:]
What is this, what happens to relationships, started off so good and ended up so bad baby I just wanna know, OoH Tell me do u know, baby
Before we knew it we were at it again, no no no, somehow I don't think we can ever be friends, wish it wasn't so
Wish it wasn't so, but u did the same...
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
So we go on and on on this merry go round trying to chase a love that can never be found time to say goodbye and step off of it now,
It's over girl it's over [x2]
Let me see you Cry cry cry
I need to see u cry cry cry
Until our tears run dry dry dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want your tears to fall down on me [x2]
Before the love just turns to hate
Before I ask for u to stay
And just before u walk away
It made me cry. I didn't know the reason why i was crying but it happened. I think it must have had to do with the last two days. it also could have had something to do with Edward leaving even though I did not know him. Actually I knew nothing about him. Why am I crying over someone I will probaly never talk to again. I..... i felt something though. Like I felt a sort of electricity between us but... Ugh I am so confused. Why didn't he just let that happen to me? Why did he sav e my life? Did he fell the same concetion I did?
I can't imagine that he does. He can't possibly feel that way. Ugh why did he leave? Why did he leave without actually saying good by? All i got was a stupid note. I threw the note across the room only for it to land right infront of it. The song kept playing over and over again. I got up and sat on the bed. i layed down and cried. probaly more then I should have. I fell asleep with his writeing in my head. All i could see when I closed my eyes was his face. His face was pale and smothe. i dream't of touching his face.
His soft face. I saw nothing else in my sleep for days. sometimes I would wake up crying other times I was smileing and then i would cry because he wasn't there. I didn't know if I could go to school again. But it was monday and school would start again for me and I would have to face 'Him'. I would have to see his face again. I didn't know if I could do it. I still don't know if I can do it. I got up out of my bed put on my sweats and a wife beater shirt. I had my back pack and my head phones in my ears. the song that was playing was 'Teenagers by My cheamical romance'. I couldn't help but smile because its true.
Teenagers do scare the living shit out of me. I relize I am a teen but still... Huh Oh well. I started towards the door and stared at it for a little while. I took a deep breath then openedthe door and walked out shuting the door behind me. I walked to school that day. I could feel People stareing at me. I didn't want to look up . I just walked to my first class and sat down. I heard the chair next to me slide back and then slide forward. I saw a hand infront of me. I took off my ear phones.
"Hello my names james whats your?" I looked up and saw a smileing face stareing at me.