Twilight Fanfiction

Chapter 3: Doesn't make sense until…

~1 year forward~

I hate these bras they're so uncomfortable but I have to wear them every day from now on out according to my mom, last year I was wearing training bras but this year I'm a B-cup which means too big for training bras, it seems awfully inconvenient for women to even starting to wear them. Jacob sure has changed a lot too, he's a junior, and he also joined my dance company to dance with me. My advanced techniques allow me to participate in his age group. I'm 12 and it's the end of the 6th grade year and there's some big debate between my current teachers and the school leaders I don't know what about but it's a pain in the butt.

I'm working on my overly easy homework waiting for Jacob to get out of tutoring so he could walk me home. I was sitting in the hallway right outside the door. An hour or two after I finished my homework Jacob came out and I smiled at him warmly.

"If we don't leave now, we'll be late to dance class!" I said grabbing his wrist and my backpack and started running out the door when Jake scooped me up in his arms and started running I giggled and he stopped at his truck. He opened the passenger door for my and helped me in. I buckled up and put it on my favorite station the one that plays classical music.

"I don't know how you like this kind of music, I mean I don't mind it; it's just that I wouldn't play it on my free time." Jake said after he got in and closed the door. He buckled up and started his truck. He backed up and started driving to the dance studio.

He parked in his usual spot as always. I got unbuckled and smiled and got out of the truck and climbed over the bed of the truck to get our dance stuff and crawled back down and ran in. Luckily we got there before the alarm rang and the doors got locked. We were giggling and panting until Ms. Skerzki was staring straight at us and then we straightened up.

"Sorry Ms. Skerzki. We need to go change." I said getting my stuff out of the duffle bag and ran into the changing room, I went into the stall locked it and then changed. I came out then put my hair in a some-what messy bun. I put the ribbon around my hair that I wore for my auditions a year ago. The ribbon was always good luck. Always.

Eventually class got started and things went their usual ways, Fiona teased me because my tutu was bejeweled like always (but in my opinion it was because she was stuck in her age group and I was 5 years ahead of her.), the warm ups began and everything was running well. But we got a new teacher for my group; she looked at me then laughed as if I were a joke to be standing in this group.

"Hun I think you need to go back to your group you must have gotten confused." She said practically pushing me out.

"No I'm not confused I was put in this group because I have the technique and I'm not going to be pushed out because you think I'm just a confused little girl." I said and walked my way back to my spot on the bar and she just laughed. Laughed like a wicked hyena and had the looks for it too. She played the music and we all did the starting movements for the dance we were going to learn today but we had to be paired up and I got partnered up with this guy Justin I don't really like him but I have to dance with him.

A couple times Justin messed up but it's a hard dance to learn, luckily I didn't hear any snarky comments from the new teacher. Other than that normal day like any other was. But today my heart broke, my ribbon was no longer lucky; and I didn't figure this out till now when it would hurt the most. Christa was wearing Jake's mom's necklace, the one he knew I loved. He promised me that he would only give it to someone he really loved. This doesn't make any sense until I realized I was hurt... because I wasn't the one wearing it. I ran off still in tutu and hid somewhere deep in my thoughts. My feet took me to wherever I felt safe or where they did. I found myself in the old abandoned dance studio we had a while back ago.

I hastily took my ribbon out of my hair threw it on the ground and stomped on it. I couldn't help but cry I don't remember where I started crying but it seems like hours but I was a little girl who didn't really have a concept of time. I ran out of tears and just curled up in a ball to keep warm. A while later Jacob was frantically calling my name and saw me lying on the floor.

"ALLI WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?! YOU SCARED ME AND YOUR MOM SO BAD!" He yelled at me trembling with anger.

"I was on my way home. And I was wondering what they were going to do with this building so I decided to visit. Please stop yelling you scare me like that." I said playing with the dirty ribbon.

"I'm sorry but you scared me really bad. And if you ever decide to do this again call someone okay?" He said helping me up.

"Why did you give it to Christa?" I asked looking up at him and he smiled slightly.

"Because she's been in my life for a while that's why." He said holding me.

"So do you love her?" I asked as I laid my head on his abdomen.

"I don't know." He said with his half smile that looked so casual on his face. It was raining and cold. Jacob took his jacket off and put on me, it smelt just like him and that made me feel special. He put me in the middle of him and Christa in the truck and I just smiled smugly at her as if telling her 'I got his jacket he never gives to you.' She just rolled her eyes and looked out the window. Christa was the first to be dropped off.

"Listen I hope you don't get hurt but there's a lot of things I can't tell you yet, but just know I'll always be here for you." He said while driving to my house. I was listening to the raindrops hit the windshield before and I looked over at his frustrated face that always appeared when he over thought things. It wasn't becoming of his casual behavior.

"You can tell me everything Jake." I said confused slightly.

"And that's the thing I kinda can't. It's not my secret to tell you yet." He said patting my leg. "And I wish I could."

"Ohh okay but you will tell me in the future right?" I asked smiling.

"Yes. Eventually." He said smiling.

"Does this change anything?" I asked a frown on my face.

"Kind of but not really just know there is always a good reason to how I act around you okay?" he said and I nodded smiling and he continued driving to my house and then he parked when we got there. Today was the last day so he got to sleep over. He and my mom talked all night that night though. I tried to listen but it was hard to hear with Mikey blasting his music. I plopped down on my bed.

If only he knew… If only he realized… Maybe it would be easier. But what if I only knew? Would that change things? And if so for better or for worse?

Ohh I don't know. But I'd like to.