Chappy 11 is a go! :) I don't own Gravitation

Everyone finished breakfast and went into the living room.

"So, did Uncle fix the machine?" Suki asked. Shu nodded.

"Tohma and Takahiro figured out what was wrong and they fixed it. It took a while but we were able to come back and it a couple of days we'll go back."

"Why a couple of days?" Sakura interrupted.

"It needs time to recharge." Eiri said. The siblings nodded. Suki sprang up.

"Since we're leaving soon, I'm going to make a special last night dinner for everyone to enjoy." She quickly walked to the door and put on her shoes. But a hand stopped her before she could open the door.

"Oh no, you're not going out there after what happened. We need to talk." Sakura said seriously.

Suki looked at him. "We can't talk now, not while we're still here."

"I don't care. Shuichi and Yuki could listen for all I care. I have a few questions for you."

Suki glared at her brother. "Nii-chan, drop it. We'll talk about this when we get home."

"No." Sakura and Suki stared each other down, willing each other to break. The three adults stared questioningly at the two teenagers.

"What are you two talking about?" Shu asked as he watched his children's confrontation.

"Don't you dare say anything Sakura." Suki threatened; her voice dripped venom when she said his name. Shuichi stiffened slightly at the sound of his future son's name. Suki's never called Sakura by his name, and I don't think it was supposed to be in a nice way.

"Suki relapsed." Sakura said anyways without breaking the stare. Shu paled slightly and Eiri just stood still.

"Relapsed? What does that mean?" Shuichi finally asked. Suki stopped her glaring contest and looked at Shuichi.

"I-I didn't want you, any of you, to find out like this…" Shu stepped forward and grabbed Suki's shoulders tightly.

"Suki, tell me now." With that, Suki exploded.

"What do you want me to tell you?! That the nightmares are back?! That I can still hear the bastard's damn voice in my head every single night for the past month?! That I've slowly started going insane because I ran out of my damn meds?!" Shuichi stood in horror as the words started clicking in place.

"God dammit! I hate feeling like this! I hate feeling like I'm not worth anything. The damn voice in my head won't shut up. It won't leave me alone!" By this time, Suki sank to the floor on her knees and hit the hardwood with her fist, but continued her rant. "But worst of all, I hate myself, I hate myself for making you worry, for being a freak! You don't deserve a horrib-" An audible snap was heard as a hand went across her face, stopping her confession.

Shuichi stood before her, his chest heaving, with a look that could rival Yuki's. "Don't say that, don't say that, don't say that, DON'T SAY THAT!" he sank to his knees and hugged her close. Shu sank to the ground as well and hugged his daughter and himself. You could see all three pink haired daughter, and mothers, shaking violently and crying into each other.

"Suki, listen to me, to us," Shu said shakily as he and Shuichi pulled back, "you, and your brother are the best things that has ever, ever, happened to your papa and I, and don't you ever forget it. Do you understand?" Suki looked at her two mamas, at her papa, and finally at her older brother, and smiled.

She nodded weakly. "I love you Mama." She leaned over and kissed both of them on the cheek. They smiled and hugged their daughter again.

Once they pulled apart, Suki hugged Sakura. "Gomen nii-chan, I didn't mean to worry you."

Sakura scoffed, "Like I would be worried, I just wanted to make sure I didn't lose my meal ticket." Suki giggled and let go. She turned to her papa, who had been silent until this point.

"Papa, I'm sorry." He sighed and tugged her into a hug.

"You know you can always come to me for anything, especially this. We have this in common you know, I wish we didn't though. I know exactly how you feel and I'm always hear to listen." He gave her a heartwarming smile that she happily returned. Suki snuggled into her papa's chest.

Unbeknownst to them, another certain author had heard the entire outburst. Great, it looks like my own daughter knows what it's like. Knowing this, he returned to his book. He would have to have a talk with another certain blond haired man later.

So this chapter was pretty angsty, I just hope you guys understand where I was going with Suki's problems. If you read the manga, you should know.

Shu: why is she like Yuki?

Yuki: Oi, brat. What's wrong with me?

Shu: well….. you do have a lot of problems

Yuki:…

Me: well, it's all going to be alright in the end you don't have to worry.

See you all next time.