Hi everyone!!!! Well thank you all for being patient since I haven't updated! REALLY SORRY(bows for forgiveness) anyways here is the next chapter of Deadly Love I hope you enjoy!!


Chapter 5 Kira's POV (The Next Day)

I awoke from my sleep and looked at my alarm clock. 5:00 AM Well at least that part of me is normal I thought. I got out of bed and changed into my excercising clothes. (oh and something that I messed up her hair is supposed to be BLONDE NOT BLACK!! sorry forgot about that in the previous chapters) My mind was going weird from last night. Okay run through weird things that have happened:

1. I was a new charity case for the people of La Push.

2. Paul was the weirdest bipolar person on this planet.

3. Since when the hell do I get butterflies in my stomach because of mentioned bipolar (paul)?

4. There was a freakishly abnormaly huge wolf.

5. I talked to said freakishly abnormally huge wolf.

Yup that pretty much summed it up. God I really needed to go for a run. I left the house making sure that the doors were locked and the traps were wired. As I made my way to the beach I started thinking about the traps maybe they weren't a good idea after all. I mean what if someone broke into the house and set off one of the traps. What if it was someone I had met yesterday...okay now it's starting to sound like a good idea. If someone did go in, which would be breaking and entering cuz the house is locked, they would probably blow themselves up. Yes that would solve my problems. I had the weirdest rules:

1. Stay alive. By any means necessary.

2. In order to solve all problems blow things up.

3. When in doubt blow it up.

Gizmo did say I had a thing for things going BOOM. Oh well. I was already at the beach and decided to start running. It was still pretty dark when I started and when I finished the sun was rising. I walked back to my house as the cool down from my run when I saw Jacob, there was no way I would get attached and call him "Jake", on my front steps with his car parked next to mine.

"Good morning!" Jacob said rather cheerfully. Funny most teenagers don't like to be awake at this hour from what I would hear at the training facility. (A.N:That will be explained later on in the story.)

"Good morning Jacob." I said wondering what the hell it was he wanted.

"Aw Kira I told you already call me Jake." He said putting his arm on my shoulder."Where have you been I've been knocking on your door for like ten minutes now." He asked.

"I went out for a run. Was there something you needed?" I asked moving away and out of his reach.

"Um yeah my friends and I are helping you paint your house remember?" He said like if he was speaking to a 5 year old.

'Damnit I forgot!' "I'm sorry Jacob I completely forgot. I don't even have the paint." I told him.

"No worries the corner store opens early we can go get the paint right now if you want."

"Fine just let me take a shower first." I opened the door and disabled the traps. "You can wait inside if you want I won't take long." I told him.

"Take your time. I'll call the guys and tell them where we're headed." I didn't even have the chance to tell him no when he was already on the phone and speaking to one of them. I shook my head trying to control myself and any thoughts on how to kill him. I went upstairs and quickly showering along with my hair.

-10 minutes later-

I got out of the shower to notice that my hair was getting lighter. The stupid paint was falling off. I heard loud and gruff voices from downstairs and wondered how they all got here so fast. Nonetheless, I dried myself off and put on a black shirt, with black capris, and black running shoes. I went downstairs and found that Jacob had brought Embry, Quil, Seth, and Paul. 'Great this is going to be a long day.' I thought already feeling the dread of the day. I stepped quitely on the stairs but apparently not quite enough. Paul's head whipped to look at me so fast I swear I heard a few bones crack. His face showed nervousness but his eyes showed worriedness and something that I couldn't put my finger on. I had seen it before and it was familiar but I couldn't remeber what.

"Well looks like someone finally decided to grace us with her prescence (sp?)." Embry said. Was he joking or actually being serious. Paul came to stand besides me once I had made it downstairs. He was so close I could feel his body heat.

"So we going or what?" Quil said anxious to leave.

"If I'm keeping you from something important Quil then I apologize if you need to go then it's alright. Jacob brought more than enough help." I told him. I really did hope he would leave it would make the day a little less painful.

"Sorry I didn't seem to sound rude or anything." Quil said looking down obviously feeling embarrassed.

"You weren't rude. If you need to go then that's okay Jacob was the one who volunteered you guys." I told them giving Jacob a small glare. He rubbed the back of his neck and laughed sheepishly.

"Hey what's this?" Seth asked when he pulled out a small gun I had placed secretly apparently not secretly enough. All the guys looked at me with wide eyes.

"I've been living alone for a while so I rather have it and not need it then need it and not have it. Besides someone tried to break in last night." I wished I hadn't said that last part because I was spun by Paul so fast I felt last night's dinner trying to make an appearance again. He had me by my shoulders and was looking at me up an down.

"Are you alright? Did the person try to hurt you? What did the person look like? Why didn't you call someone-" I quited him by placing my hand over his mouth the only way I could think of so he would shut up.

"I didn't call anyone because they didn't even get in. The person left really fast. Alright. Now I'm going to remove my hand and you're not going to go firing off questions alright?" I took my hand off. "Besides like I told you last night I can take care of myself." I moved away from him and was going to get my keys when Jacob interrupted me.

"We can take my car. No offense but your car is tiny and in case you haven't noticed we're not exactly small." I gave in not wanting to argue. We got in Jacob's rabbit with him and Quil in the front, Paul myself and Embry in the back seat, and Seth in the very back. Everything was fine the boys were talking amongst themselves, Paul was playing with my hair, Embry was making really stupid jokes--wait back up Paul is playing with my hair. I looked out of the corner of my eye and sure enough he was. I turned to him and whispered so that only he could hear, "Keep your hands to yourself Paul. You really wouldn't want a repeat of last night now would you?" I told him. His hand slowly stopped moving until he wasn't even touching me, and I meant to keep it that way. Screw those damned butterflies! We went to the store and got the paint. We went back to my house and painted. Close to noon we finished. I thanked them and gave each of them $50 for helping me. Of course they started refusing saying they only wanted to help but they took it when I told them I would either shove it down their throat or up their ass.

They were leaving when Paul turned to face me. He motioned for the guys to leave and they did, which left Paul and I in my house, alone. He stared at me so intently trying to tell me something with his eyes but I was only starting blankly at him.

"We're all going to Emily's for lunch if you want to come?" He asked nervously.

"No thank you. I still have some things to take care of." I told him still looking blankly at him.

"Look about last night I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be -well- a jackass. I was wondering if you wanted to start over and be friends?" He asked hopefull.

I looked at him trying to word this right. "Look Paul I don't mean to be rude but I'm not here to make friends not with you or anyone else. You would be doing yourself a favor if you just stayed away from me and vice versa. And it's not only you it's everyone else." I told him. I saw the hurt in his eyes along with anger.

"Well then why the hell are you here Kira?!" He spat out. He was trembling again.

"I'm only staying for a little bit and then I'm taking off." I told him."You know the way to the door." I turned my back on him when he grabbed me by my arms and roughly pulled me back.

"What the hell is your problem! I want to be friends!" He yelled out. He looked so hurt like he was going through so much pain. I looked at him and let the dark and cold glint show through my eyes.

"Don't touch me again Paul or I will not hesitate to kill you." I said coldly. Paul let go of me and stormed out of my house. I had seen so much pain on his face when he turned to leave and the strange thing was that I was in so much pain it felt like my heart was being crushed. What the hell was going on here?


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