For the first time since obtaining the Death Note Light questioned if he was doing the right thing. Could he really keep up creating his new world and deal with an infant? He could barely keep up the double life he had now adding a baby to the mix seemed damn near impossible. However he couldn't just stop either. He had already sacrificed too much. Not to mention he'd practically be announcing to the world he was Kira if suddenly the criminals stopped dying the moment he had a kid.

It was too much at one time. Light was use to things piling up and getting himself out of tight situations but he wasn't ready for this. He was beyond excited to finally be a father but he was also terrified at the same time. He had never been so scared about something in his entire life. Not even when his dad had held that gun to his head all those years ago. That was nothing compared to how he felt now. A child was much more frightening than a gun and much more trilling than writing names in the Death Note. Light was very conflicted about the whole thing.

Lying in bed he contemplated all this while gently rubbing Misa's stomach. He was in awe of how a baby was actually growing there, it was still so flat. Knowing that he helped create said baby just made it even more amazing. However he forgot that Misa was a light sleeper until she began to stir.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you." He mummers with a smile.

"Mmm it's kay." She slurs sleepily. "What are you doing up anyway?"

"Just thinking about how different our lives are going to be after the baby's born. Hell how different they are now."

That woke Misa up completely, "I know, I'm so scared Light."

He shifted so that she now rested comfortably against his chest. The hand that seconds before was holding his head up was now running soothingly through her blond locks. "Me too Misa, me too."

They laid in silence for a while until Misa decided to change the topic to a lighter one. "So what do you hope we have, a boy or a girl?"

Light thought about it for a minute then answered, "Well both have their pros and cons but I want a boy more. I think a little girl would be dangerous."

"Why's that?" Misa asks chuckling.

"Because that's all I need, another female to keep me wrapped around their little finger."

Misa laughed, "So what makes a boy better?"

"Simple boys don't have that evil mind power girls have. They work for what they want unlike girls who bat their little eyes at you until you give into their every demand."

"That's so not true!" Misa denies with a pout.

"Mhmm whatever you say."

"So what are the cons of having a boy then?" she asks ignoring his pervious comment.

"There's a very high possibility he will end up like me."

"What do you mean? Handsome, charming, intelligent?" she asks kissing him in between words.

He smiles, "Not exactly."

She chose to ignore him in favor of kissing him some more. Running her hands through his silky hair she climbed on top of him deepening the kiss. Taking the hint Light began to slowly undress her. As they broke apart for air Misa took the opportunity to take charge. She pinned his arms down before leaving a trail of butterfly kisses down his toned chest. He let out a low growl as she nipped at one of his nipples playfully. Giggling Misa does the same to the other causing Light to throw his head back in pleasure.

"You like that huh?" she asks seductively in his ear before nibbling his earlobe. His reply was a deep moan.

Misa giggled again giddy from the power she felt from being in control for the first time. Normally Light would never allow something like this and would have already had her pinned down. It was a fantastic change but only if on a few occasions. Otherwise she would grow bored with it and it would cease being as fun.

Light too was enjoying the change. He wasn't particularly fond of not having control but seeing the look on Misa's face was worth it, just this once though. For tonight she can have her fun and he was just going to lay back and enjoy it. Tomorrow, he decided, he will put her in her rightful place.

"Misa, I want you." He whispered huskily raking his nails down her back.

She smiled down at him with lustful eyes moving one of her hands down to wrap around his member. He let out a throaty moan, bucking his hips in pleasure. Grinning triumphantly Misa descended down his chest kissing and nibbling in time to the movement of her hand. All the while relishing in the delicious sounds Light was making.

Everything was sexy and exciting until suddenly Misa broke down into tears. All pervious arousal either had was lost. As she was making her way to her desired destination Misa had caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. All she saw was a disgusting monster on top of a tanned god looking like it was getting ready to devour him. Which Misa had planned on doing but the mental image she now had in her head ruined everything. How could Light even look at her right now?

Concerned and overly confused Light quickly shot up, wrapping his arms tightly around her as he did. He feared he may have pressed down too hard when he ran his nails down her back and hurt her. "Shh, Misa, please don't cry. I hate seeing you cry."

She said nothing in reply, only buried her face in his chest. She couldn't look him in the eyes right now. She felt so ashamed. Her insecurities ruined everything. They were having such a great time and she destroyed it in seconds.

"What's wrong Misa?" he asks kissing her hair, "Please tell me what's wrong."

He received no answer.

"Was it something I did?"

Still no answer.

"Misa?"

His only reply back was a choked sob.

Realizing it was pointless trying to get her to talk Light just held her closely letting her cry. He placed random kisses in her hair and face wishing she would calm down. He was beginning to worry.

"I love you Misa."

She still didn't answer. Sighing Light gave up and just held her until she cried herself to sleep.

After spending half of his night awake worrying about his fiancé Light really was in no mood to meet with Takada however the Task Force made him. He already knew that this was going to end badly. The woman was pissed at him, he knew this since she was very short with him when he had called her earlier, and yet he had to end things with her today. Light was actually a little nervous about this considering she had access to a death note. He wouldn't put it pass her to get pissed off even more and kill him. That's why it was with great effort that Light made his way up to the hotel room.

The moment Light opened the door he was tempted to slam it back shut. Lounging on the couch was Takada wearing a sickly sweet smile on her face; her eyes however were filled with rage. "Hello Light."

"Takada, I'm sorry I haven't been able to see you for a while. I've had a lot to deal with lately." He says with a false apologetic smile.

"Oh? So much that you couldn't even so much as text me?"

"Yeah pretty much." He replies taking a seat beside her on the couch.

"What was so important then?" she asks rudely.

Light pretended to take a moment to gather his thoughts, he figured it would look more dramatic that way, and replied, "Misa's pregnant."

Takada stared at him with wide eyes and an open mouth. Never would she have expected him to say that. She begun to feel awful about the way she's been acting. He was only doing what he felt was right and here she was acting like a spoiled brat. "Oh."

Light saw the remorse on her face and had to hold back his laughter. Women were just too easy sometimes. "Yeah it was a shock. We've been told for years she was unable to have children so I've had to handle this delicately."

"I understand Light. Please take all the time you need to settle things."

"Actually Takada that's what I'm here to talk to you about," He tells her solemnly. "You see I've decided to stay with Misa. I'm sorry but this is the last time we're going to see each other like this."

She was at a loss of words. This night was not going the way she imagined! He was supposed to grovel and beg for her forgiveness as she played hard to get. He was definitely not supposed to be breaking up with her!

Tears welled up in her eyes as she watched him get up to leave. He didn't even look back as he slammed the door behind him. She felt so used! Soon rage filled her completely and she began plotting her revenge. She was going to destroy that no good lying bastard!

The first plan of action was to let T know what kind of person Kira really is. A wicked smile graced her face as she left the room, cellphone in hand. She quickly dialed the number she was given to reach him and waiting impatiently for it to connect. He answered after the first ring.