Hi Mistress Persephone here um everyone I am so sorry i have not updated in forever but unfortunately my computer crashed and it took forever to fix it!!!! If any of you out there have ever had your computer crash on you then you know how horrible it is. Well thankfully my poor baby is fixed YAY!!!!!! so here is my next chapter I hope to make it longer so I'm going to be combining two chapter to make one extremely long chapter!!! So I hope you all like it!! Now on with the story!!

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Chapter 7

Blake and I came up with our plan. Unfortunately Dante would not be at his house until later that evening. Blake decided that we should go get lunch at one of the cafe downtown. Unfortunately my hair dye was already fading away. I told him that I would meet him as soon as I finished dying my hair blonde again and putting on my blue contacts. After 30 minutes (okay I've never dyed my hair by myself so I have no idea how long it takes so don''t get mad if I'm wrong) I left my hotel room and met up with Blake at El Cafe de Madrid. We had lunch. We went back to the hotel to start planning our little visit with Dante. Turns out that Dante owns this very expensive summer home just off the coast of the mediterranean sea.

"What is it with evil drug lords and their big fancy houses on coasts?" Blake asked as wer were climbing up the cliff to where Dante's house was.

"How the hell am I supposed to know?" I said as I thought about what we were going to do about Dante. Blake and I were going to place explosives all around Dante's house and just before we would leave things were going to get a bit loud. That what was in the third bag my babies which had everything from C-4 to sniper rifles and automatic weapons and knives lots of sharp pointy knives. Heh I giggled as I thought about my knives. Blake and I spent the rest of the day placing the explosives. We then snuck into the house and placed the speakers. (You'll find out soon) We made sure that all the maids and butlers that worked there got out but apparently one of the maids or butlers told some guards that we were here and a load of them came into the living room while Blake and I were placing the speakers.

"Blake I'll take care of them you finish up here." I told him getting out my guns.

"Sure thing." Blake said. Three guards came at me and I shot one in the head and kicked him into the other guard. The third one came at me and tried to tackle me but I ducked and he went over me. After dealing with our uninvited guests. Blake and I headed to the kitchen for a bite to eat. Kicking ass does tend to make someone hungry. Finally after scrounging around I found what I wanted. I popped two slices of wheat bread in a toaster, once that was done I slapped on some PB&J and ate it. Blake and I high tailed our butts out of there back to the hotel and waited patiently for Dante to show up in one of our camera screens. That's what sucks about these type of missions the waiting we could be waiting from an hour to a week or sometimes even a month and after a while it tends to get a little bit boring.

So Blake and I decided to play goldfish while waiting for Dante."You got any fours?" Blake asked. I handed him the one four that I had. "You got any eights?" I asked. Blake answered "Go swim with the fishes." I drawed my card and waited for Blake's move. "Hey so who was Mr. Tall Dark and Handsome that was mad at you?" I looked at him like he had grown an extra head. " The guy who was at the door before we came over here." I finally realized that he meant Paul. " He's just some guy who won't take the hint that I don't nor do I want a friend. Now stop asking me questions and play the damn game." I don't like people asking me questions about my life I was even more upset becuase when I finally realized that it was Paul I remembered how Blake called him.

'Mr. Tall Dark and Handsome...well Paul is really all of those things especially when he is not wearing a shirt...Wait bad thoughts don't think about Paul and his nice abs or his GAAH STOP THINKING LIKE THAT!!!!

"What's a matter Kira thinking about how sexy Paul is?" Blake asked mirth in his eyes as he somehow knew about my struggle within.

"NO! And don't talk about him it pisses me off."

"Why? Is it because you know you like him but you can't bring yourself to admit it?"

"I said shut up!" And with that the game of goldfish was forgotten as Blake and I wrestled. I had Blake pinned to the floor when Blake distracted me.

"So do you think about him kissing you having his hands exploring your body..." With that he flipped us over and I started struggling trying to get the upper hand.

"Aww don't be mad Kira I know you were wishing that I was Paul." Despite my hardest efforts I couldn't stop the blush that crept up from my neck and to my face. "Oh so I was right." I was pretty sure that I was now a bright tomato red as images popped into my head. Images that if I had never met Paul I would not be having.

I pushed Blake off of me and went to the restroom. I stayed there until Blake called me and told me that Dante had showed up in one of the screens.

Dante was pissed because no one had come when he ordered someone to bring him some wine. Blake and I were laughing the entire time. Finally he went into the dining room. There he waited and waited and when he turned a lovely shade of red I spoke into the mike.

"Good evening Dante. My you should really calm down you're heart isn't as young as it used to be." I had to supress the urge to laugh when I saw him go from red to a very pale white.

"Shadow?--what the hell- where are you?" Dante finally managed to speak.

"I'm sorry Dante but that's for me to know and for you well where would the fun be if you knew?" I told him loving the way he was cowering in fear. "Well I'm going to take pity on you Dante I am nowhere in your house. I just decided to drop by and tell you hello. Oh and Dante." I paused letting the anticipation sink in. "Have a blast!" At that time Blake and I triggered the explosives we had set simultaneously. I laughed maniacly as I saw the beautiful bursts of gunpowder flying through the air. (She is kinda crazy when it comes to thing going BOOM and sharp objects)

-15 minutes later-

Blake and I were on a plane back to La Push. I was hyper the entire time because the blast kept playing in my head. At one point Blake told me to stop smiling because I was starting to creep out the other passengers. I turned to look at one passenger an old man with the creepy smile still on my face I flipped him the bird and mouthed "Fuck you."

3 DAY LATER

We were finally back at La Push. Blake and I got out of the car and I was suprised to find that Jacob was waiting for me on my porch.

"Hey Emily wanted for you guys to come over for lunch." Jacob said. Under his breath I heard him say "don't know why though." I was about to decline but Blake had to open his mouth.

"We'ld love to go! We are starving! Lead the way!" I smacked the palm of my hand to my forehead. Jacob looked like he wanted to, too.

"Alright so lets go." Jacob led us to his Rabbit and I sat in the back and Blake sat in the passenger seat. We arrived at Emily's house and went inside. Emily saw me and enveloped me in a hug. She pushed me away at arms length but still held onto my shoulders.

"Kira where were you? We all thought that something had happened to you?"

"No Blake and I visited his grandma in Florida."

"Oh well I'm glad that you decided to come over." She left and I saw that Paul was staring again from a couch.

"Awww how cute you're boyfriend was waiting for you to come back. So sweet!" Of course Blake had to say something. I thought Paul was going to ignore me but fate or God must hate me because Paul got up and walked over to me.

"Where were you? I had no idea where you were?! What were you thinking? Were you even thinking?" Paul ranted on and on when he stopped he seemed out of breath.

"Are you finished? Look I don't need to tell you where I'm going and I don't have to tell you what I'm do! Just leave-" My rant was cut off by Paul who grabbed me from my waist and bend down to kiss me. I stiffened up.

'Paul..is..kissing me.' I thought as I remained frozen. I felt a warm feeling spread through my body and a feeling of ecstasy made me feel dizzy. I so desperatly wanted to give him. I made a move to return the kiss when I heard Blake.

"Paul really shouldn't have done that. Kira is going to kill him." That made my brain start working. I pulled away from him and threw a punch at his face. It hit and I heard something go CRACK!! I realized that it was the bones in my hand as I felt my hand start hurting. I tackled him to the ground and only because he wasn't expecting it did he fall. I straddled him and even though my right hand was broken I still punched him and even threw in my left hand. Of course that hand broke too. Blake managed to pull me off of Paul. I was pissed and that is why in Blake's hold I was having trouble breathing. I started yelling and I was using such a colorful language that I would have made a sailor blush. Not only had Paul kissed me but I punched him and he looked like I hadn't even touched him. I was struggling against Blake trying to reach Paul and hurt him somehow. I was reaching for my knife but Blake grabbed my hand.

"Kira think do you honestly want them to know. Use your brain women." I stopped struggling and I noticed that Paul had gotten up from the floor and was looking at me. I once again lost it.

"Stop staring at me damnit!! Will you leave me alone!! Is there something wrong with you. Why can't you just leave me alone!" I started struggling again as Paul was about to come closer when Sam held him back. Paul looked like he wanted to protest but Sam just shook his head. Paul looked back at me with pain as he looked down at my swollen hands. "Watch your back Paul because next time there will be no one to stop me from killing you." With that I got out of Blake's grip and was about to storm out of the house but Emily dragged me to the kitchen. She put ice and wrapped my hand in a bandage. Blake was with me and I heard whispering coming from the living room.

'Can you believe she punched Paul?"

"Yeah what a total bitch."

"You know you didn't have to punch him." Blake told me grabbing my hands and looking at them. Paul came into the room and glared at Blake. I rolled my eyes because he looked jealous. Blake looked at me, "You ready?"

"Just do it." I told him annoyed. Apparently my shoulder was dislocated so Blake was going to pop it back in place. He grabbed my wrist with one hand and with the other he held onto my shoulder. He popped it back and I didn't even wince.

Paul was mad..again. "What did you do to her?"

"Her shoulder was dislocated so I popped it back in." He looked at Paul I noticed that look in his eyes it was the same I look I would get before I went out on a job. It was the look that we would get when we were planning someone's death. "Well I'll leave you two lovebirds alone. Mrs. Uley could you kindly introduce me as to who everyone is Kira kinda forgot." And with that Blake left along with Emily and closed the door.

There was an awkward silence in the kitchen as Paul looked at me and I looked at anywhere but Paul.

"Why do you hate me?" Paul asked.

"I don't hate you or anyone here. The only two people that I hate are dead." I told him as it was true.

"Then why don't you like me?" Paul looked at me begging me with his eyes to tell him.

"Simple I don't like getting attached to anyone. Causes way too many problems." I told him. It was that simple.

"So what about when you get married. How are you going to manage then or is Blake your lover?" I noticed that when he mentioned Blake he seemed to get mad.

" Listen get it out of your head that Blake and I are together because we are not. As to marriage I don't plan on getting married." I told him and I said under my breath "I doubt that I will live till then anyways."

"What do you mean? Are you sick or something?" Paul's eyes were now concerned. 'Damnit I can't keep up with his damn mood swings!'

"You heard that?" 'How the heck did he hear that?'

"I've got really good hearing."He said that like it was part of some inside joke or something.

"I'm not sick but I have this feeling that I won't live till the age of marriage. I doubt I'll even be able to live through college." As I finished telling him that I realized that I had said too much and I snapped my mouth shut.

"Why is someone after you?" I didn't say anything. I didn't even open my mouth for fear that I was going to say even more than I shouldn't. I wanted to tell him. I wanted to tell him everything. How I was tortured to become an assassin by the people who murdered my family. How I killed them with the skills and weapons that they gave me. How I was suck into this world that I hated but knew no other. How once my parents died I died and became this killing machine. I wanted to tell him and for once in my new life I was scared.

"Kira why won't you talk to me? You don't have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders you know." I looked at him " What do you mean?"

"I mean that everytime I see you your always so guarded. I know what your going through." He looked at me thinking that he truly understood what I was going through. It almost made me laugh.

"No you don't. Don't ever say you know what I'm going through because you don't. You don't even know me." No one knows. Maybe only Blake but not anyone else.

"And whose fault is that! Your too guarded to tell me anything!"

"Did you ever think that maybe it's because I didn't want to tell you anything! I don't want to be around you or anyone else. The only reason I'm here is because Blake dragged my ass over here."

"Then why are you here?"

"I just told you!"

"NO! I mean in La Push. Why are you here?"

I hesistated why was I here. I've stayed here longer than necessary. Usually I would be halfway around the world right now. "I don't know but trust me I won't be staying long enough for me to find out." I turned to open the door but having both your hands broken prevents that.

"Where are you going?"

"The doctors I need to put these things in a cast."

"I'll take and I don't care what you say I'm taking you." With that he opened the door. Blake popped out of nowhere and gave me the worst news ever.

"Kira unfortunately the hospital just called and told me that my grandma was sick. I'm going to have to go back and take care of her until she is better."

"But what about her hands? Kira needs someone to help her because both of her hands are broken."

"That's right." He thought about it for a while then he got this evil look in his eyes.

"Blake no I know what you're thinking and the answer is no."

"Paul I'll pay you to take care of Kira."

"ARE YOU INSANE!!" Everyone in the room asked.

"No you see this way Paul and Kira can sort out their differences and get to know each other. All this sexual tension is too much and they need to release some of it."

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU FUCKIN PSYCHO!!!"

"Kira you really don't remember what we were talking about at my grandma's house?"

Everyone turned to look at me as they could kinda figure out what Blake was talking about. And for the second time in my life I could not keep the blush down. I smacked my head with my palm. Bad idea I winced as the pain spread. Paul was standing behind me as he grabbed my wrist and put it down.

"Try to not injure yourself anymore." Paul told me rubbing my wrists. 'What is wrong with this guy. Him and his 180 attitude is driving me insane!'

"Are you bipolar or something?"

"Why?" Paul looked at me with this confused look on his face that made him look even cuter. 'GAH!! Stop thinking bad thoughts!' I closed my eyes to get rid of the image in my head. I pictured Dante instead. 'yup that did the trick' "Well we were just arguing and now your rubbing my wrists and stop doing that!"

"Doing what?"

"Stop looking at me with the god damned look on your face!" Paul and I started a staring contest his playful and mine I hoped evil.

Blake or Gizmo's POV

"Awww how cute!" I said to no one in particular as I looked upon Paul and Kira.

"What is?" Kim I think her name was asked me.

"You know the only reason she's like this all hostile and bitchy is because she likes Paul." I told them.

"Yeah right and hell frezzed over." Jacob said while he rolled his eyes.

"Trust me she likes Paul." I told them knowing that if Kira found out that I let her secret out she would kill me. "Kira just doesn't want to admit it."

"How can you tell?" Kim asked but everyone looked at me except our little lovebirds.

"Easy. I know Kira and besides when we went to my grandma's house we were talking and Paul came up and she started blushing. It was the funniest thing ever. In all the time that I've known Kira I've never seen her blush!"

"But why doesn't she want to admit it? I mean shouldn't she be happy that she likes someone and that person likes her back?"

"That has a lot to do with her past which I am not going to go into details about. You see Kira is already going to kill me for telling you that she likes Paul, if I tell you guys about her past well I'm going to die a slow painful death." I told them with a smile on my face.

"We need to help her admit it!" Kim and Emily agreed.

"I really wouldn't try that. In case you haven't noticed she isn't taking this thing too kindly." I told them knowing that Kira would probably kill them. But then again considering how she was changing maybe she wouldn't.

"No if what you say is true we have to help get them together!" Emily said.

"Right!" Kim said as they looked at each other determination in their eyes.

"Haha well you two try but don't say I didn't warn you." I looked away as Paul and Kira started arguing again. 'Kira this is for your own good. No one deserves this more than you. Please realize that.'

YAY!!! I'm done. Well I would really like it if you would review. Sorry it took so long.