Okay you can all commence with throwing things at me for not coming through I'm really sorry and there really is no excuse. So instead of the filler chapters here's the next chapter of Deadly Love and I hope you all enjoy it.

'Blake is so dead.' I thought to myself as I watched Paul put his things into the guest room at my house. 'Stupid Blake. Stupid Paul' I realized how unlike myself I sounded but at the moment I didn't really care. Blake was going to be gone for 2 weeks. Two whole freakin' weeks with Paul living with me. It was going to be me at my house. Alone with Paul. This is going to suck.

"Hey Kira is anyone home?" I snapped out of my train of thoughts to see Paul leaning down to my height and waving his hand in my face.

"What?" I snapped. He looked taken back. "Just wanted to let you know that I finished unpacking so we can head over to Dr. Cullen's for your casts now if you want." I nodded and waited for him to open the door. I watched as he locked it and I had to wait again for him to open the car door. He opened it and I tried to get into the pickup by myself but it was proving to be difficult. 'AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!' To say that I was fustrated was an understatement. I was seriously contemplating kicking the dumb truck when I felt a pair of warm hands grab my waist. I tried not to shudder at the spark I felt when he touched me but as I was noticing that it was getting harder and harder to do. Paul lifted me up into the passanger seat and had to buckle me in. He started laughing all of a sudden.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked. I was not too happy with my predicament and him laughing irritated me more. He said nothing as he shook his head and went around and got in the truck himself. He backed the truck out and we were on our way to Dr. Cullen's. He had previously told me that Dr. Cullen lived in Forks so we had to head over there in order to get my casts. Minutes into the ride I noticed that we were in Forks but not near any clinics or hospitals. " Paul where are you taking me?"

"Oh sorry I forgot to mention that Dr. Cullen said to bring you to his house. He decided to take the day off from work but I asked him as a favor to see you." A couple of more minutes and we came upon a beautiful house. It was right smack dab in the middle of a forest. Paul parked the truck and came to open my door. He grabbed my face in my hands and spoke, "if anything happens let me know. I'm going to be with you the entire time so don't worry."

"Paul what the hell are you talking about?" Seriously he's insane. I thought I was insane, I thought Gizmo was insane but no HE is insane.

"Just stick with me at all times okay. I don't want anything bad to happen to you." He looked at me with genuine concern.

"How many times do I have to tell you to stop looking at me like that! Now are you gonna help me out of this stupid truck or what?" I did not like how he was looking at me and I especially didn't like how it was making me feel. Paul sighed and unbuckled my seatbelt. He carried me out of the truck and closed the door. We walked to the door and before Paul could even knock this pixie like girl opened the door.

"Hey Paul we were wondering when you were gonna get here, come in." Paul and I walked into the house. If I thought the outside was beautiful the inside was indescribable. "So Paul who's your friend?"

"This is Kira she's the one that I need Carslisle to take a look at." Paul said gesturing to me. I looked around and saw 2 other women and 2 other men. One man was a blonde who seemed like he was in pain the other was a buff looking one with the face of kid. The blonde girl looked like she was smelling something nasty and the other women had a kind gentle look to her.

" Hi Kira I'm Alice. That's my husband Jasper," she pointed to the one in pain "Emmett, Rosalie, and Esme." She introduced them and they waved a hello well except for the blonde girl. Just then another man walked in the door. Now I knew something was off about this family. All of them seemed to beautiful. I know that, that was weird but it was true and my instincts told me to run. I narrowed my eyes because my instincts always told me to stay and fight but now it was telling me to run.

"Hello Kira I'm Dr. Cullen but you can call me Carslisle. Now what seems to be the problem?" I wearily showed him my hands. They had gotten swollen and one bone was sticking out of my right hand. "Wow you did a number on them well I'm going to have to X- ray them to see the extent of the damage." He began leading me to a room and I saw Paul following us. Dr. Cullen took x-rays of my hands and told me the damage. He then took me into another room and proceeded to putting the casts on. " So what happened if you don't mind me asking?" Dr. Cullen asked.

"I do mind actually." Now why was I covering up for Paul simple, I have taken on guys bigger than Paul I'm not being cocky or anything but I know that I can hit hard. When I hit Paul nothing happened to him in fact I got the worse of it I felt like I was hitting steel. I looked at Dr. Cullen and saw that he was a bit suprised. He then smiled. "Forgive my intrusion. Well I'm going to have you sign some release forms but since you can't Paul can you sign for her?"

"Release papers for what?" I asked. "Oh just that I saw you and provided medical care and that I will prescribe pain medication. They're the forms you would have filled out at the hospital. So Paul I'm going to have you write in the answers for her."

"Answers for what?" I didn't like where this was going. "They're just simple questions on your medical history." He told me like it was no big deal. Wrong big deal paper trails can always be traced and that was something I was not going to allow. "No." "I beg your pardon?" "No file. No medical history. No questions."

"I'm sorry Miss Kira but it's necessary." " How much for it to become unnecassary?" I asked him.

"Is there a reason for you not wanting to have a file?" He looked at me specutatively. "That is none of your concern Dr. Cullen." I told him narrowing my eyes with more warning bells going off in my head.

"I see." I stared at him suspiciously and then another guy walked into the room. "Carslisle there you are I need to speak with you." "Just a moment Edward. Kira this is my other son Edward." Okay this doctor just gave my name away while trying to make it look casual and now his son was looking at me like he was trying to read me. "I'm outta here." I stood to leave but Paul sat me back down. "Paul I am really not in the fuckin' mood for your shit so get me out of here or I assure you, you'll regret taking up Blake's offer." I was freaking out. I seriously didn't like the way the Edward guy was looking at nor did I like the doctor asking me so many questions. 'Breathe in. Breathe out. Go to your happy place. Go to back to your first kill.' I smiled peacefully as I remembered my first kills. It was the two assassins that made the mistake of training me into one of them. As the images passed through my mind I saw the Edward guy look appalled. He looked at Dr. Cullen and a message seem to have passed between them. I jumped out of my seat and backed away.

"Who do you guys work for?" I was dead meat. I had no use of my hands no weapons nothing. I still had my legs but there was two of them and I'm pretty sure the rest of the "family" was in this too. There was no way I could take on all of them at the same time. Paul was just extra weight.

"Excuse me?" Edward asked.

"Don't play games with me who do you work for?" I knew something was up this family gave me really bad vibes. I felt like they were the predators and I the prey. I am not used to being prey.

"Miss Kira I don't understand your question-" "Miss Kira I don't understand your question. Bullshit!" I mimicked him. Seriously what did they take me for? Okay there was no way for Dante to survive. Hiroshi was in a coma. Olivander was still alive maybe he sent them but then again so could have O'Ren and O'Riley.

"So who sent you Olivander, O'Ren, O'Riley, or one of Hiroshi's lackeys? Huh?" All I needed to do was buy time while I worked out a plan.

"Kira what the hell are you talking about? Who are those people?" Paul asked me looking at me again with those damn eyes!

"Kira are those people the reason you don't want a paper trail. Are they after you?" Carslisle looked at me actually looking concerned. "Kira." I turned to Edward. "We can protect you. You don't have to go on living like this." I understood the double meaning behind it. I had a small caliber pistol maybe I wouldn't hit them but it would distract them and it would hurt like hell. I pulled it out but I didn't even have time to aim before I was knocked down. I struggled but Edward managed to get the gun out of my hands. Then I felt his weight suddenly leave me. I looked and saw that Paul had pulled Edward off of me and thrown him across the room. Paul was shaking.

"Paul you don't want to do this in front of her. Think about it Paul." Carslisle told him trying to calm him down. Do what in front of me? The rest of the family came in and next thing I knew where Paul stood there was now a giant wolf. The same wolf that was outside of my house the other night.

"What the fuck?" I looked at the wolf as it bared it's teeth at the Cullens. I was scared because images were going through my head and all the pieces conncected. "No way no fuckin' way!" Paul was the wolf the same wolf that stood outside my window every night.

"Paul calm down she knows." Edward told the wolf I mean Paul. I saw Paul look at me. Something on my face must have calmed him down because he left the room. "Kira." I turned to Edward. "We don't work for anybody my father was concerned about you." I looked at him scared and pissed off because I could have just given myself away. "Kira there won't be a paper trail if you tell us what is going on." Edward told me. "I don't actually feel like bargaining right now Edward." I told him.

"Well too damn bad Kira. Start explaining." Paul re entered the room back as a person. "I don't have to tell you shit. Why should I? It seems that I'm not the only with secrets Paul. And I know there is something up with you Edward." I told him.

"Kira please I'll explain everything later but I need you to tell me is someone after you?" Paul asked. Those damn eyes. They were a soft pool of brown that I wanted to get lost in. I wanted to tell him. I wanted to tell him everything but I-I couldn't I wouldn't I'm not Kira anymore I'm Shadow greatest assassin the crimeworld has ever seen. And I am not falling for a guy.

"How does someone so young become an assassin Kira? Or do you prefer Shadow?" Edward asked me. I couldn't hide the shock on my face. How did he know?

"What are you talking about Edward?" Paul asked confused.

"You see Paul you're friend here-" "Shut it I swear you say anymore and I will cut out your intestines and hang you by them. I will skin you alive and give you blood transfusions so you don't die and then I will continue with the torture. And I won't give a damn!" I could not have him telling him. I would be in serious trouble besides he might know that I'm an assassin but that's the extent of his knowledge I'm sure. There's no way he could know. I kept repeating it hoping with everything that I am that I was right.

"Damn Paul you're girl has one wild imagination." Emmett said. I had completely forgotten that the rest of the family was here. "Your threats mean nothing to me Kira but if telling Paul helps you so be it. Paul Kira is an assassin and from her thoughts before one of the most feared one in the crime industry."

"Edward there's no way. Kira tell him that he's wrong." Paul looked at me. He wanted to cry which was wrong those big brown eyes shouldn't be crying STOP stop right there don't even dwell on the matter anymore.

"I'm sorry Paul but it's true. She's killed without any hesistation." Edward told Paul. "And tell me Edward how do you know all this?" I asked him.

"Do you deny it?"

"No I don't I'm actually confirming it." I heard Paul gasp who cares I'll deal with him later. "But tell me Edward if you say that you don't work for anyone how is that you know about me? You don't seem the type to have need of someone who offers my type of services and you don't seem the type who also sells out my type of service." No one said anything. I was through playing games. "Tell me Edward if you know so much about me then tell me how many people have I killed?"

"You're going on to 3,000."

"Really that many hmmm I never bothered counting." I told him leaning back on the counter. The entire family was looking at me like I was a monster and so was Paul. Good let him see me like this let this image burn in his mind.

"But I know that you didn't go through with your last hit. You spared the little girl. Is it because she reminded you of you when you were little. Before the murder of your parents. Before-" "Shut it asswipe!" He was pushing it. "What? Upset because I know what happened to you. Upset because I know that you lied to Paul when you told him you were a virgin. Upset because I know how it is that they tortured you. Upset because-" I threw my knife at him and that was not helping my hand. "YOU KNOW NOTHING!!" I yelled in his face. I felt moisture on my cheeks. Edward leaned in and whispered in my ears. "I know everything." And I knew that he was telling the truth. "How?" I whispered broken vulnerable. I couldn't sustain my weight and fell to the floor on my butt. The images that I had blocked and tried so hard to forget resurfaced and ran through my head. I felt as if I was living through those horrible years all over again.

"Why Kira?" Paul asked me. I looked at him. I could practically see the thougths running through his head. He saw me as a monster and maybe I was but that wasn't my fault. I didn't want this! "Because they deserved it. And I don't feel regret or remorse for killing them. Those bastards took everything EVERYTHING away from me!! I enjoyed watching them wither in pain as the techiniques and skills they taught me were used on them. I laughed as I saw them claw their eyes out from the effects of the poison I fed them. I smiled as I saw the last of their breaths leave their bodies. And I would do it again and again because no matter what I did to them it was nothing compared to what they did to me." I told him. The life I lived the life I had been living was playing in my head. I knew that I had killed many and caused many the exact pain that I went through. But I don't care! Why should I no one cared about my family so why should I?

"Kira tell me. Why did they kill your dad?" Carslisle asked me.

"You wanna know why? Hahahahaha you're gonna laugh," I told him I felt as if though I had finally snapped and maybe I had. "Usually when I get a mark it's because they killed someone they weren't supposed to kill or because they owed money or betrayed their gang boss one way or the other. But what did my dad do? My dad worked at a company that was doing so well because of him. He was climbing up the ladder and my dad was going to recieve a promotion. He was going to become CEO of that branch of the company if he accepted. Some asswhole who was jealous and greedy put a hit on my dad so that way he could get the job because he was next in line. Here come's the funny part. My dad was going to decline. He liked where he was and he didn't want to advance no matter how much more he was going to get paid. " I started laughing. Laughing at the irony of all this at the unfairness of everything.

"Kira." I heard Paul I felt him wrap his arms around me. I didn't care anymore. I knew that because of this I was dead. I knew that they were going to come after me.

"So you decided to become one of them?" Edward asked in disgust.

"Well tell me Eddy what would you have done? Huh? Tell me what would you have done if you were in my shoes?" I asked.

"Certaintly not become one of them."

"Really that's what you think right now. You read my mind I know that, that's how you know all of this I don't know how you can do that but that's the only explanation. But tell me did you know that I was pregnant? Did you know that they would laugh everytime they raped and beat me?! Did you know that they rubbed it in my face everyday that they raped my mother?!! DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN THEY WOULD BOTH RAPE ME AT THE SAME TIME THAT THEY WOULD TALK TO EACH OTHER LIKE IF WHAT THEY WERE DOING WASN'T WRONG?!!!!" I was shouting at the top of my lungs. "Tell me Edward." I was whispering trying to hold on to consciousness, "tell me if you were 9 years old and pregnant with no family to go to turn to. no money nothing. Tell me Edward please tell me what you would have done. What you would have exactly done?" I looked up at him.

"I-I don't know." He looked away ashamed I think.

"That's right you don't know. Because nobody knows until they're put into that situation. You look at me like I'm a monster but I did what I had to in order to survive." Paul wiped the tears that were running down my face. The tears that I didn't even know I had. And then I welcomed the darkness that embraced me.

Paul's POV

I looked down at the broken angel that was laying in my arms. I wanted to throw up my little angel my love of my life went through hell and brought hell upon people. "Edward what is she thinking right now?" I asked my voice barely above a whisper as I pushed a strand of her fake blonde hair out of the way. "Nothing her brain shut down. I think it was too much stress for her and she's resting."

" How do I talk to her about it?" I asked no one in particular. "I did the same thing." I looked up at the blonde one. "I don't blame her for what she did because I did the exact same thing. True I stopped once I had my revenge but she was in a world where killing assassins meant you were now one. She's right in a way she did what she had to, to survive." I pick her up and take her to the truck. "Paul" I turn to Carslisle. "Here are some pain medication for her hands." I pocketed them. "Oh and Paul. Ask her if she doesn't want to talk about it then don't force her let her tell you when she's ready. But when she does Paul she is going to need you to be there calm. Not mad."

With that I took off back to my angel's house.