Disclaimer: As you all know I am not Stephenie Meyer. I do not, in any way profit from the Twilight Saga. I just use her characters to fulfill my dirty fantasies. Now, my dear readers, on with the story!

(BPOV)

I was dead. That's the only explanation that could possibly true, the only one to explain the unbearable pain. I was dead, and in hell. I always thought I would come here. It was the most unimaginable experience. The church's priests could not possibly convey what this torment feels like. There is no way to describe the sensation of being burned alive from the inside out. It felt as if someone had replaced my blood with acid. I knew that was the venom working its way through my body. Changing me, transforming me into a dark creature of the night. Just like the monsters who abandoned one they called their own.

I clamped my jaws shut, refusing to let out as much as a whimper of pain.

My mind was overcome with red hot rage at the thought of the family I once thought of as my own. The family I willing gave my love and trust to. The family who so completely broke me. They family I wanted revenge against. I deserve revenge after what they did.

Carlisle, with his warm smiles and gentle gold eyes. He made me feel welcomed, a part of their family. It was all a lie. Vampires are good liars after all.

Esme, who was like a second mom to me. Her hugs filled me warmth. She made me feel cared for and loved. Then, she just left without even saying goodbye. I guess everyone does that to one they say they consider a daughter, right? Ha right!

Emmett, the big brother I always wanted. He made me feel safe. He was my giant teddy bear. He was just so adorable. He left just like the rest of them, though. His absence was the second most agonizing.

Rosalie, the only one I have any respect left for. She never tried to hide her distaste. She never lied to me.

All of a sudden the world faded to black. I could still feel the venom working its way through my bloodstream, but I was not aware of anything outside of my body. I don't know how long I burned. I became aware of the outside world little by little. It was like each of my senses returned to me one by one. I could feel that I was no longer on the beach where Victoria bit me. I was on a soft surface. I would guess a couch. I could hear wind brushing against wood and glass. I must be inside a house. The one sound overpowering everything though was my pounding heart. It sounded as if it would burst from my chest any minute now. I could smell seven different scents other than mine. That's what made my eyes snap open. The fact that I was not alone.

I flipped backwards over the arm of the couch, and before the other vampires could even move I was crouched defensively against the wall, an angry hiss falling from my lips. My eyes darted around the room mapping out possible escapes. I would get out of here and away from them as quickly as I can. After taking notice of every possible escape route, I turned my attention to the others in the room with me. Ah so the Cullens have found me have they? This might turn ugly…for them.

Jasper and Emmett stand in front of the family as if for protection. As if they could stop me from shredding every last one of them. Carlisle and Esme are just behind them and slightly to the left. I don't look at them for too long however. My attention has moved to the right. Where he stands. He has the nerve to smile at me. He fucking smiled at me! I smirked at him, as I took a step towards him. Before anyone could even think to stop me I had him pinned to the wall, my hand wrapped around his throat.

"Hello Edward. How have you and your distractions been?" My voice is sickly sweet. I tighten my hand around his throat, and cracks appear in his marble skin. He winces in pain.

"Oh I'm sorry. Did that hurt? Good." I whisper in his ear, before slamming his head into the wall.

"You're hard headed, who would have thought?" I laugh darkly as he pulls his head from the wall.

"Bella love? What is wrong with you?" He asks as he shakes drywall out of his hair.

I tackle him through the window this time. We land with me straddling his waist, while using my legs to keep his hands pinned to his side. I once again wrap my hand around his throat, but apply more pressure this time. I could hear the rest of the Cullens following us outside.

"You don't have the right to call me that anymore. You don't even deserve to be able to talk to me, Edward." I sneer his name, while tightening my hand some more. He's gasping for unneeded breath by now.

"If you ever even look at me the wrong way again, I won't hesitate to kill you. Do we have an understanding?" He managed to get one arm free, and attempt to push me off of him. I felt a small hand rest lightly on my shoulder. I growled as I rolled off of Edward and away from her hand. I once again dropped into a defensive crouch. My teeth were bared, warning them not to come any closer. I bite. I noticed Alice had a hurt look on her face, but she tried to hide it.

"Why am I here? I'm a vampire now so you all decide to care. That's a fucking joke. I loved you all, I trusted each and every one of you." I looked into seven sets of gold eyes. "I'm surprised you even have the balls to look me in the eye. You want me around now that I'm like you. Well I have news for you; I don't want to be around you. I would rather spend eternity alone than with any one of you Cullens. You claimed to love and care about me, but then you all just left without a fucking backwards glance. You don't even deserve to look at me after what you did. You all fail at not being a monster by the way. Except for you Rosalie. You never lied and pretended to like me. You made sure I knew that I wasn't really a part of this family from the beginning. At least you were honest. You're only Cullen I have any shred of respect for. The rest of you are the worst kind of monster. You don't physically kill people, instead you kill them on the inside so they have to live everyday with the pain. So they have to walk around pretending they're not falling apart at the seams…" I couldn't continue after that. All of the Cullen's just stood there in shock.

"Bella." I refused to look at the owner of that bell like voice. Her voice conveyed so many emotions. Pain, hurt, regret, and…love. No, no, no. They don't get to do this.

"No! You don't get to just worm your way into my life again! I won't let you! You don't deserve it!" I shouted at them before backing into the forest, not taking my eyes off of them until I could no longer see them. They tried to follow me, all the while shouting my name, but they hit an invisible wall. They couldn't get passed it no matter what they tried.

I just kept running. Not once did I ever look back. I didn't care what the Cullens were doing as long as I didn't ever have to see them again.

I don't know how long I had been running before the burn in the back of my throat became too painful to ignore any longer. I was just outside a city, and I could smell the humans. I gave into my instincts, and went hunting in the city. I remember what Edward had told me about the Volturi. I didn't want to deal with them so I kept a low profile and only drained two homeless people that no one will miss.

After I hunted I continued running. I had no destination in mind. I was simply running away from everything. I needed to get away.

A/N: I don't think this chapter is as good as the others. I had a hard time writing this chapter. Please don't hate me lol. Review please and let me know what you think. Thanks :)

-DarkestTinkerbell