A/N: I know I said not to get used to me updating so quick, but I just couldn't resist writing this down.I am just in a writing mood today. The little plot bunnies are driving me insane haha. Well I hope you guys enjoy this chapter as much as you have the rest of them.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.

(BPOV)

I can't believe that pathetic human boy had the nerve to ask MY Alice out on a date! She is mine, you fool. You have absolutely no chance with her! Oh just the very thought of her even thinking about going out with him makes my body boil with anger.

Technically, she's not your Alice. You have no claim to her, just as she has no claim to you.

Oh shut up you stupid little rational voice. I am not in the mood for you. Does hearing voices in your head make you crazy?

Probably.

Didn't I tell you to shut up little voice? I sighed as I realized I was arguing with myself. Being alone for all those years must have fucked with my mind. I shook my head as if to clear my thoughts. I was pulled from my mental conversation by my teacher asking me what year President Lincoln was assassinated.

"1865 Miss." She nodded to me before moving on to her next victim.

"Are you okay?" I looked at Jasper from the corner of my eyes, only to see his face twisted in concern. I sighed again before answering him.

"I'm fine Jasper. Just thinking is all. I appreciate your concern." I smiled a small smile at him.

"You were jealous this morning." He stated rather than asked.

"I have no idea what you are talking about."

"You forget I can feel your emotions as clearly as you, yourself, do. You were jealous when that boy asked Alice out." I hate this empath. I remained quiet. I didn't know what I could say to get out of this one.

"You're in love with Alice, right? You have been since the moment you locked eyes with her on that first day in the cafeteria. I know that. You know that. The question is does she know that?" Why must he be so observant?

I sighed once again. "Yes. She does actually. I told her this morning, but we agreed to just be friends for now, and just let the chips fall where they may."

"You love her. I know she loves you. Why wait? I don't understand. Anyone with eyes can see you and her are made to be together. Why fight fate any longer than you already have Bella? Why make both you and Alice more miserable, by always wanting more but never having the nerve to embrace love? You're afraid Bella, and I understand that, but you can't let fear dictate your life. I know we have eternity, but do you want to spend eternity wishing that you would have done something sooner if you hadn't been afraid? Because make no mistake you two will be together one day. Its destiny, you are soul mates."

I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. The truth is that I never really planned to start anything beyond friendship with Alice. I didn't want to give her my heart again, I didn't want to take the chance of getting hurt, but honestly she has always had my heart. My own heart hasn't been in my possession wince the moment I first saw my little pixie. Jasper is right. Why fight fate any longer? It's just so hard to open up to her again after what happened in the past. I still think we will be better off just being friends right now. If it develops into more then I will gladly welcome it, but for now all we need is friendship.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by someone tapping my shoulder. I turned to look at Jasper questioningly.

"The bell rang thirty seconds ago." He chuckled. I looked around and noticed everyone leaving the room. I gathered my stuff, nodded my thanks to Jasper, and set off towards my second period with the oh-so-lovely Rose.

"Hey." She said quietly as I sat down.

"Hi." I replied just as quiet.

"So I just wanted to thank you for shielding our thoughts form Edward. It's nice to finally have some privacy to think freely. Can I ask how long you're going to keep it up?" I was still somewhat lost in my thoughts of my relationship with Alice. I was barely paying attention to what Rosalie was saying, but I replied nonetheless.

"It's no problem really. It's about time someone put him in his place, and I just happen to be the one with the power to do it. Nevertheless, you are quite welcome. As for how long, I really have no idea. Until I feel he has learned his lesson."

What if Alice's feelings for me aren't real? What if she just thinks she's in love with me, but really isn't? Or what if the Cullens are just playing me? Would they do that? I don't think so, but I didn't think they would the last time either. Is Jasper right about it being destiny? Am I overthinking this?

Yes. Great, the stupid little voice is back.

"You do realize that could take quite some time. It is Edward we're talking about here. Does that mean you are willing to stay for a while?" I vaguely heard her ask, as I was too immersed in my thoughts.

"Yeah sure." I say without even thinking. As the realization of what I just said sinks in, I see the truth in it. I am willing to stick around for a while. What are these Cullens doing to me? I haven't felt like this since my transformation. I haven't wanted to settle down. I hadn't wanted to love anyone. I was completely fine by myself. Well, that's not true. I was terribly lonely. I never had anyone to share the amazing places I had been to with.

"Bella?" I feel Rosalie poke my side. I jump slightly because I wasn't expecting the touch. I really must have been out of it if she was able to surprise me. I turn to her with my eyebrow raised, asking her what's up.

"Are you okay? You seem really distracted today." She looked genuinely concerned for me.

"Fine, just thinking." I answer her curtly. I don't want to talk about it. I just want to forget about it. Why did Jasper have to get me started thinking on this? I need to block him again. I don't want him feeling my emotions anymore.

The bell rang suddenly. Oh great, Edward's in my next class. This is going to be fun. Enter sarcasm. I sigh; I seem to be doing that a lot lately. I walk into Spanish to find Edward already seated in his chair. I sit as far away from him as possible. Surprisingly he doesn't try to talk to me. I wonder what his problem is, so I can make sure he never fixes it. I like this new Edward. Spanish and my next two classes flew right by, and soon it was lunchtime. I had a choice to make. I could either go to the cafeteria and sit with the Cullens. I could go to the cafeteria and sit by myself, or I could just not go to the cafeteria and just sit outside. I think I'll take the third option.

I walked outside and headed towards the rarely used picnic benches. I hopped up onto one and laid down the middle of it lengthwise. It was drizzling lightly, and the smell of the wet forest was so overpowering that I didn't know someone was standing watching me until they spoke.

"Hey."

A/N: So what did you think? Who came to talk to Bella? You'll just have to wait and see the next time I update :) I hope you all enjoy this chapter as much as I did. I really loved this chapter for some reason lol. Well until next time dear readers!

-Tink