Chapter Eight

Three Days Later

Santana's PV

Here I am lying on Britt's bed checking my phone. I haven't heard from Q since the night I kissed her. I still can't believe I did that. I have been feeling really guilty for the past three days, the inner turmoil that I have going on is going to kill me. I am still uncertain whether I should tell Brittany or not. I think telling her would cause more harm than good. I don't think she would trust me and I think she would be mad at Q. I have been thinking about Quinn a lot lately and I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. There is something that Britt and I need to talk about. It's been about six days since the wedding. I go back to New York tomorrow. Britt and I still haven't spoken about what that means for us.

Britt walks into the room after her shower and I know that this can't be prolonged for any longer. I get up and grab her hand and walk her over to the bed. She raises an eyebrow at me and winks.

"No Britt, this isn't what you think," her face drops and she looks really sad all of a sudden. "No, baby, this is a good talk, why do you look so sad?"

"The last time you sat me down to have a talk, we broke up, I can't lose you again." Tears well up in her eyes and I know that this is harder on her than I thought.

"We just need to talk about what's going to happen when I go back to New York." She looks at me and smiles.

"It is going to work this time, last time you were busy with schedules and cheerleading, this time you won't be as busy. So we will get to talk more." I smile at her.

"Your right baby, this one is going to be right and we will webcam and like Q did for Rachael I will buy us train passes so we can see each other whenever we like." The smile that she gives me is the biggest smile I have ever seen, it makes me realize that this is who I want to be with, I love Brittany so much, and I don't want to hurt her, but the last time we were together it ended with us both being hurt, I don't know what is going to happen this time but all I know is that it can't be the same. I need this to work. Everything that's going on with Q lately isn't really helping me out though.

Quinn's PV

Since I don't have classes for another few days I am thinking of taking a trip. Rachael and I haven't used the train passes I bought yet so, I am going to go to New York for a few days. I am sure Rach and Kurt would welcome me with open arms, and San being their new roomie will be totally fine with it. I lie down on my bed when a brilliant idea hits me. San doesn't get there till tomorrow; why not surprise her by going there tonight so when she arrives tomorrow, I will already be there. I jump off the bed and grab my phone to text Rach.

Q: Rach! I don't need to be back for classes for another three days, realized we haven't used the train passes, how bout I stay at yours the next three nights? Would that be ok? X

I smile as the text sends. I am so sneaky. I wait for Rach to reply, I know it will be fast, that girl never puts her phone down, it is always within reach. About 2 minutes later and I hear the familiar ping of my phone.

New Message: Rachael Berry.

I click on open, already expecting that she will be totally fine with it.

R: Quinn! I am so happy you text, of course! I would love for you to come and stay, since Santana moved in would it is ok if you two shared?

I smile at the last sentence of her message. San and I had spent nights sharing a bed at sleepovers and cheerleading camp, I don't see how she would suddenly have a problem with it now.

Q: No problem at all. How bout I head now? Can be there in a couple hours?

She replies within 30 seconds, she is very eager; I used to think that she had a thing for me. Pity, if she did I would totally be able to use that with San, I don't see why I couldn't flirt with her.

R: YES! SEE YOU SOON! TEXT ME WHEN YOU GET HERE AHHHHH SO EXCITED!

I smile at the message. This is going to be amazing. I go to the cupboard and start to pack my bags, NYC here I come.

Santana's PV

"Wow, goodbye sex is am-"

"hot." Haha trust B.

I am saddened by the fact that I have to go back tomorrow but it also makes me excited at the thought that when I come back, B and I are going to have super-hot I missed you sex. B comes over and snuggles into my side.

"I'm going to miss this."

"Yea me to" I wiggle my eyebrows at her and she playfully whacks me on the shoulder.

"Not that, like, yea of course I will miss that to but, I am just going to miss you being around all the time." I smile as she throws her arm over my side and sizzles herself into me.

"Yea B I am going to miss this to, so wanna help me pack or we could go for round two?" I wink at her and she laughs, then she crawls slowly over to me and connects our lips. Yea I was definitely going to miss this.

A couple of Hours Later

Quinn's PV

I get off the train and see Rach waiting for me. She runs over to me and picks me up into a huge bear hug.

"Quinn, I am so happy you came, I was really disappointed that we didn't really get to spend time together at the wedding."

"Yea, it was a bummer, you and Finn's duet was amazing though."

She smiles and looks down bashfully; maybe she did have a thing for me.

"Thanks, so err, I have a day planned for us, so we can go sightseeing, if that's ok?"

"Yea that sounds great, let's go!"

3 hours later

"I did not realize New York was that exciting," she laughs as she puts the last of my bags into Santana's make shift bedroom.

"Well it is the city that never sleeps."

We sit on the couch and turn on the TV we watch a little bit before Rach has to go to one of her classes

"I am so sorry I didn't realize, I will be back in about 2 and half hours."

"Seriously, don't worry, I am not going to go anywhere, I'm exhausted any ways I am probably just going to have a sleep."

"Ok, I can totally di-"

"No you're going to go to class, don't worry about me I will be fine, promise." She smiles and waves one last time before she leaves.

What to do. I decide that I am going to have a little look around the apartment and see if there is anything interesting that I could possibly do to fill in time. I walk into Santana's room and have a look around, I look at all her pictures and then I see one that makes me smile, the photo of her and I on graduation. We are in our red robes and she is kissing me on the cheek. Then there is the same photo except I'm kissing her on the cheek. I love that she has them displayed in her room. There aren't really that many of her and Brittany together in here, maybe it just brings back bad memories for her. Then I see it, on her dressing table, a photo of her and Brittany, she is in her red graduation gown and their kissing. I don't know why but the picture kind of makes me sad for some reason. That's right, it is because I am totally in love with her. This trip is going to be harder than I thought.

I yawn and realize I still have at least two hours before Rach comes home, I go into the closet and fine a jumper that San would always wear, I slip It over my head and crawl into her bed, drifting off into a peaceful dream filled sleep.