Head...exploding...so many...IDEAS...
'Chris!' Phil exclaimed as he opened the door to reveal one of his best friends stood before him. This boy was Phil's openly gay best friend who lived with another of his best friends, PJ.
'Wait, Dan, is this...' Dan nodded as a very shocked Phil put two and two toghether.
'Dan, quick question, this PJ guy, is his last name Liguori by any chance?'
'Yeah!' Phil turned to look at Chris
'What the hell is going on? How do you know each other? What about PJ? WHAT?' The look of confusion on the boys face was somewhat comical.
'Dan, good luck with the thing, I need to go and...do a thing'
Phil ran out of the flat before Dan could reply. He ran as fast as he could into the lift, out the apartment, through familiar streets and to PJ's house. He knocked rapidly and loudly on the door.
'PJ, it's Phil, I need to talk to you! Open this door now!' The door is opened by a rather tired looking PJ. His eyes are red and puffy, indicating that he has been crying. Phil pushes past PJ and makes his way to the living room.
'Please, come on in' PJ shouts sarcastically
'Save the chit chat, I want to know why I was just listening to Dan Whatever-his-last-name-is tell me that you're as gay as the day is long?!' PJ winced at the harsh metaphor.
'Sorry, that was a bit harsh, but still Peej, how could you not tell me? Do you not trust me? Do you think I would hate you? Because if you did then you clearly don't know me very well!'
'No Phil, it isn't like-'
'Oh it's never 'Like that' with you is it? It's always 'No, I meant this' or 'No, it's not how it looks'. I have told you everything about me! You were the first person I told about me being bi, about my sister having cancer, about my dad being in prison, but obviously my trust was wasted because you couldn't even trust your BEST FRIEND with something that could potentially be your biggest secret?!' It's no lie that Phil was angry, but he was also upset that he obviously couldn't be trusted.
What PJ said next though shocked him.
'You think I didn't want to tell you? The whole twelve years we have known each other I have been so head over heels in love with you that I spend every waking second cursing my damn bad luck that you are never going to feel the same way! That's why I didn't tell you! I would rather keep these feelings in than tell you and risk losing you forever! But now I've told you and you know the truth. Don't say that I can't trust you, I've wanted to tell you this whole time' Then he lunged forward, catching Phil's lips with his own. Twelve years of suppressed feelings had lead up to this moment. But instead of Phil kissing back like PJ had always dreamed, he pulled away.
'Peej, you could never lose me! But I'm sorry, I don't think of you like that. I mean, I'm grateful that you were honest, and now I know we can help you get over it. You're a good looking guy, I mean, I had a bit of a crush on you when I first met you, and one day you will make some guy very happy. But it's not me' The guilt is obvious on Phils face.
'Thanks, Phil. I'm sorry I kissed you, it was a bit uncalled for, and now that I know how you feel I can get over it. I think the reason I didn't move on for so long is because somewhere deep down inside I thought you might feel the same way. Anyway, enough with the depressing stuff, wanna play Sonic?' The boys hugged and then sat and played Sonic, as if the last fifteen minutes didn't happen.
Meanwhile, at Dan's flat.
That bastard, Dan thought to himself, He said he would support me!
'So Dan, are you going to tell me why you invited me over?' Dan had completely forgot Chris was still stood in the doorway.
'Oh yeah, Uh, Chris, come on in! Make yourself comfy, I'll put the kettle on!' Dan bustled around in the kitchen, fetching cups and teabags and milk and sugar and custard creams, arranging them on a tray, then joined Chris on the sofa.
'So, how do you know Phil?'
'Chris, shush, I need to talk, and I'm actually really scared about what I'm about to say, so just bare with me. I love you. That's basically all I wanted to say. Hm, maybe it wasn't as hard as I thought. Yolo, right?' Dan tried to make light of the situation by using a bit of ironic humour.
'Well, I really don't know what to say...except, actually there is one thing'
'A-and wh-what's that?' Dans nervousness got the better of him, and he barely managed to get out that sentence.
'Oh, just that I have been waiting for you to say that for ages.' Chris smiles and leans forward. Dan does the same. Collision. Dan had always dreamed of his first kiss with Chris. In films he always saw that two people in love had fireworks, so that's what he assumed. However, there were no fireworks. Dan wondered to himself why he couldn't feel them, but he just guessed that it was just a cliche movie thing.
The kiss became more passionate, and Dan thoroughly enjoyed it. Then Chris pulled away.
'Well. I enjoyed that. What about you?' They both smiled at each other. Then Dan's phone vibrated.
[Phil]-13:23pm
Courage
-Phil
Dan smiled. At least Phil didn't forget him.
[Dan]-13:25pm
Thanks Phil, come to mine tomorrow, I really want to spend the day together like we were going to anyway! :)
-Dan
[Phil]-13:27pm
Definitely, I'm going now, playing Sonic with the Peejmeister. Byesies! ^_^
'Peej has just text me saying that he is kicking Phils ass at Sonic and Phil is getting annoyed, and he wants me to calm Phil down. I'll be back tomorrow though!'
'Ah not tomorrow, spending the day with Phil. Wednesday?'
'Sure, oh and Dan. Will you be my boyfriend? Nearly forgot to ask!'
'Of course!' The boys share one more passionate kiss before Chris leaves.
Dan makes himself a sandwich, some popcorn and sits on the sofa to watch whatever film is on the telly. He sighs, discontentedly. He was disappointed with the lack of spark there was between himself and the boy he thought he had been in love with. He's shared more spark with one person that he hadn't even kissed. Yet...
This was meant to be a cliffhanger but it's a bit too obvious. I really hate my writing in this chapter but I have so many ideas for the next few chapters, and I'm too impatient to have a schedule for uploading. R&R, DFTBA, uuuh, I'm a nerdfighter (No shit) (REFERENCES)
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