Sorry I haven't updated in TWELVE BILLION YEARS, my laptop broke, and I've been working REALLY hard on the next few chapters, they're hopefully going to be super awesome ^_^ Enjoy this chapter, and I'll go back to listening to One Direction, tweeting and eating :3 DFTBA ~Georgie'xo~

*Chris POV*
I run out of Dans flat, down the lift and out of that building as fast as my trembling legs can take me. As I walk down the busy London streets, I can't help but smile. I've just made out with the boy I have been in love with for like a year, since I first met him over twitter. To think, if we weren't such fangirls over Shane Dawson we may never have met! Seriously though, the sparks were flying here there and everywhere, like fireworks...with rabies...on crack...on Gay Fawkes night...what the fuck is this metaphor? Anyway back to the matter in hand, I. JUST. KISSED. DANIEL. FUCKING. HOWELL. I am just in a daze, all the way home, barely noticing the explosion of sound erupting from my phone.

[PJ]-2:47pm
Hey Chris, Phil has left but would it be okay if you hung around at Dans or something? I just need some time alone. I'm quite upset at the moment.

[Chris]-2:49pm
Oh my god that's great! I mean, that I need to go back to Dan's not that you're upset...Oh I know what I mean.

He didn't text back after that. I don't care. My legs spin round on their own accord. I find myself walking faster and faster.

*PJ POV*

Once Phil leaves I have no reason to stop the tears from pouring. They pour and pour, but no amount of tears can wash away the sadness I'm feeling. Chris is going back to Dans and Phil is going home, so I have the house to myself. If I remember correctly, Chris has just stocked up on my favorite kind of ice-cream; Ben and Jerry's Phish Food. One giant tub of ice-cream and one giant spoon for one giant failure. That's all I am. Just a great big failure that will never be loved by anyone. The tears are coming full force now, and I make no attempt to wipe them away.

*Warning, from now to the next set of stars will be self harm. If you don't like, skip this bit*

Then I remember the thing that has got me through the last twelve years. A little box under the sink, with a sharp silver object inside. I run to the bathroom and grab the blade from its place hidden right at the back of the cupboard. It finds it's way to my arm, and I drag it up. The blood trickles out of the new wound, and I open up some old ones. I then sit on the floor with my knees pulled right up to my chest (Something not a lot of guys can do) and cry. I cry for the last twelve years. I cry for the years yet to come. I then find my eyes fluttering shut.

*Chris POV*
I get three quarters of the way back to Dan's and then remember that I had forgotten to take my lunchtime tablet for my migranes. I know PJ told me not to go back but he'll be in his room. All I need to do is grab my tablet from the bathroom and then I'll be gone. It's a lot of walking but the weather is nice for once in english history, so it isn't as bad. My legs spin around for the second time today, and I make my way back home.

I arrive outside my house within 15 minutes, and get the keys out of my pocket. I open the door and proceed to the bathroom.
'PJ?! PJ WHAT HAPPENED?!'
'Ngh, Chriiiis' PJ moans groggily. His arms are covered in scarlet red blood.
'PJ Why?'
'Phil doesn't love me' He cries into my chest.
'Right, you're going to the hospital' I try to lift him up but he resists.
'No, please Chris!' His eyes widen, and he looks so helpless. I run to the first aid box and grab the alcohol wipes and bandages.
'Fine, but if it keeps bleeding then you're going!' He nods at me. I bandage up his arms and help him to the sofa. He rests his head on my chest and cries. I rub comforting circles in his back, but carry on letting him cry. He needs to get it all out, rather than bottling it up after all.

*Third person; Dan*
Dan sits on the sofa in the silent room, still confused about his feelings for this boy. Maybe their friendship was just so strong that it made him think it was love. Chris makes him happy, but was it really love? Maybe a new friend he made willl help him figure it out.

[Dan]-3:11pm
Hey Phil, can you come over A.S.A.P. I need advice!

[Phil]-3:13pm
Of course, I'll be there in 10!

Dan didn't text back after that. Instead he just sat back and collected all of his thoughts. His head was in a muddle and he was so confused that he might legit burst into tears.

After 10 minutes of intense thinking, there was a knock at the door. Dan groaned and got up to open it.
'Actually bothered to get off your ass this time then' Phil laughed, as if Dan would find that funny.
'Haha, sooo funny. Where do you get your humour?' Dan laughed sarcastically. 'Just get in here' Phil walked through the door and sat on the sofa. Dan joined him.

'So Phil, I asked you to come so I could get some advice. Basically, you know Chris came round, and I told him that I was in love with him. Then we kissed, but I didn't feel anything like I should have. He looked pretty happy when he left and I just couldn't look at him because I felt like maybe our friendship was just so strong that it made me think I was in love. I don't know what to do Phil! What do I do Phil?' The brunette felt weird for sharing his secrets with someone he only met yesterday, but he felt like he trusted Phil more than he's ever trusted anyone. Phil pulled Dan into a hug, and his body completely relaxed.
Weird Dan thought to himself, but he soon shook it of.
'It's okay Dan. I know you might not want to hear this but if you're wondering whether it's love or not then it probably isn't. I think you should just call it all off. But that's just my opinion' Phil was worried that he'd said the wrong thing, so when Dan smiled up at him, he relaxed.
'Thank you Phil. You're right, I'll call him later'
'Oh crap, it's mothers day tomorrow and I still haven't gotten a present. I'm sorry to ditch you again but I really don't want to go to hell' Phil caught Dans eyes in his own, and in that moment time stood still. Then both boys began leaning in. Then Phil pulled away.
'So yeah, uh, by Dan, I'll see you...uh...tomorrow. Yeah? Uh...bye' He backed into the door and left. Dan sighed and leaned back again. He grabs his phone, ready to make a phone call.
'Hi Dan!' Chris' voice was so happy. It killed Dan.
'Uh Chris, hi, listen, about what happened earlier. I told you I was in love with you, but when we kissed I just didn't feel the way that I should have. I'm sorry, I just think that our friendship was so strong that it made me think it was love. Phil helped me realize that if I wonder if I'm in love then I'm probably not. I'm sorry Chris' The line went dead, and Dan cried. He may have just lost his best friend, he's allowed to cry!

*Chris POV*
Dan just ended the relationship before it ended and I just couldn't speak. I'm not going to cry because that shows weakness. What I am going to do though is go and give Phil a piece of my mind. Who the fuck does he think he is, telling Dan to break up with me?! What's it got to do with him?! PJ is asleep so I creep quietly out o the house. Then I break into a run. I sprint down the road, dodging people on my way. I arrive at the road crossing, realizing that Phil is just crossing there, so I wait.
'Hey Chris!' Phil smiles innocently at me.
'Who do you think you are?! Telling Dan to break up with me because you want that dick all to yourself. Well I hate to break it to you but the only dick you'll be getting is your dads!'
'Listen here Chris, I helped him. He was confused about his feelings for you, and he told me himself that he didn't think it was love. I don't want him all to myself, we've only just met for fuck sake!' Phil barely ever says any cuss words other than crap, so I know he must be mad.
'That doesn't give you the right to tell him to break up with me! It's nothing to do with you so just keep your nose out!' I push him, harder than intended into the road. Then, a squeal of brakes. A big metal object. A thump. A scream. A pile of Phil, hunched on the floor. A cry.

Longest chapter yet! My writing is shit in this chapter but I've been procrastinating about writing this and it's finally done!
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