hey guys, here is another update. i hope you guys like it

sorry for the miss spells, revieuw please!

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(Mitchie's POV)

she is so beautiful

i thought to myself, i woke up like an hour ago but i stayed in bed and just starred at. Alex

she came for me

i smiled and leaned in to peck her lips lightly, she stirred a little before opening one eye. I giggled at her as she opened her eyes before pulling me closer.

"do you always watch me in my sleep" she asked, i could tell by her voice that she was still tired.

"i just really missed you" i whispered, she gave me a little smile before kissing my cheek. i watched as she sat up before i followed her, she looked at me and sighed earning a confused look from me.

"what's wrong baby?" i asked as i grabbed her hand, she smiled down at our hands and interwinded our fingers. She looked back up to me and looked me deep in the eyes, i was about to ask her again but she leaned in and kissed me roughly. She pushed me down before hovering over me and i couldn't help but moan as she licked my bottomlip. I opened my mouth and her tongue quickly explored my mouth, i felt her hands slide in my shirt and my hands went to her hair.

"i want you so bad Mitch" Alex mumbled into the kiss, she pulled away from my lips and kissed down my neck. As she sucked on my neck she thrusted her hips against mine and i moaned loudly at her actions.

"A-Alex" i moaned. She began to grind and thrust her hips against mine harder and i knew i had to stop her before we went to far.

"Lex w-we should stop" i said as i slightly pulled her hair to make her face me. She looked up at me and i could only see lust in her eyes.

"why?" she asked out of breath. I pushed her shoulder and she sat up, i sat next to her before taking her hand into mine.

"i was scared that we would take it to far and i want our first time to be special" i said smiling at her, she growled and got up from the bed. i looked confused at her as she started to pace around the room

"what first time? we already fucked Mitchie" she said while glaring at me. i stood up and crossed my arms.

"i thought we agreed that we made a mistake that day!" i almost yelled at her, she knew i didn't like to talk about that night.

"ugh, don't act like such a bitch your my girlfriend your job is to please me" i couldn't believe me ears right now. i walked to the door and opened it before grabbing Alex's arm

"get the fuck out!" i yelled, she winced and pulled away

"no Mitch i'm sorry" she apologized

"Alex just get out i'm not in the mood right now" she sighed before walking out. I closed the door before running to my bed and cried my eyes out. I can't believe she said that.

(Alex's POV)

fucking idiot!

i mentally scold myself as i walked down the stairs. i saw Justin, Dianna and a man sitting in the livingroom chatting and laughing. i walked to the couch and sat down next to Justin.

"where is Mitchie" he asked, i turned to him before breaking down. i felt two arms wrap around me and held me as i cried.

"don't cry sweetie" i heard Dianna whisper in my ear as she held me close. after a few minutes i calmed down and sat straight before wiping my tears away.

"what happend?" Dianna asked as she rubbed my back.

"i'm so stupid!" i yelled

"why sweetie?"

"i-i..it went so good she was sleeping in my arms i loved it, i kissed her and i let myself carry away.." i trailed off, it was a bit awkward telling her mom that i tried to forced myself into her daughter

"go on?" she said sweetly, i'm just gonna say it

"i-i forced myself into her" i mumbled with my face in my hands.

"oh wow.."

"i'm really sorry miss Torres i-" i started to apologize but she cutt me off.

"don't call me miss Torres hunny, my last name is De La Garza but just call me Dianna" she said smiling, i thought she would get mad

"sorry" i looked down at my converse, she put her hand under my chin and lifted my head up

"i'm not mad if you think that"

"y-your not?" i asked confused

"no but i think someone else is" she said pointing to the stairs, i sighed and shook my head. Dianna stood up and pulled me with her, she stopped at the stairs and turned back to me.

"it hurted me so much to see my babygirl break down infront of me, she never spend one day without crying since the day her dad brought her here. it hurted me so much to listen to her sobs in the middle of the night but i ignored it because i know that she doesn't want me to worry. but it hurted me the most that my daughter is in love but she couldn't be with the one she loved. now Alex tell me, you came here for a reason right?" she asked me, still holding my hand.

"y-yes" i stuttered nervously. i had no idea why i was nervous, i guess her little speech got to me.

"and what is the reason?"

"to get the love of my life back" i said with more courage. she smiled at me before pulling me upstairs, she stopped infront of Mitchie's door before facing me

"do what is right Alex, you love Mitchie and she loves you. i have never saw her so happy till the moment you called, i'm gonna leave you alone now" she gave me a smile and walked down the stairs. i took a deep breath before letting it out, i turned the doorknob and walked in.

"Mitch" i called out but she was nowhere in sight. i sat down on her bed before i saw that the bathroom door was closed, i walked to the bathroom door and knocked.

"go away" i heard Mitchie say. i sighed and rested my head against the door before knocking again

"Mitch, baby please open the door" i pleaded and she scoffed.

"why would i, so i can please you."she said and i coud hear her voice crack. she was crying.

"baby please don't cry, i'm so so so so sorry. i was stupid and i let my frustration get to me. Mitch i didn't want that to happen and i didn't mean anything i said, baby i love you. i was scared, scared that i would lose you cause of your dad. i love you and i know you love me too but he still has more power then us and you also know that. but together we can do everything baby, you and me against the world remember?. and if he does find a way to seperate us i still will fight for you even if it takes years i will find my way back to you Mitch cause i can't live without you, your my nerdy MitchMitch and i'm your rebel Lexy. Baby i love you please open the door."

i took a deep breath as i finished talking, i didn't realise i was crying until i felt the tears fall. i have never ever opened up about my feelings like that but i really love Mitchie, i just hope she believes me.

a few seconds had past and i sighed, i leaned against the door with my back and just waited. i was about to walk out but the door opened and i fell backwards onto my butt.

"oh my gosh Lexy your ok?" Mitchie asked as she sat on her knees next to me, i groaned and sat up.

"i think i broke my butt bone" i pouted. Mitchie laughed before helping me up.

"that was sweet Alex" she said smiling. i smiled back and leaned my forehead against hers as i wrapped my arms around her waist.

"i ment every word Mitchie, i'm sorry. and i don't care what your dad or anyone else thinks, i love you and one day you are gonna be my wife and we are gonna have beautiful kids with your cute booty chin and we are gonna live happily ever after" i said. she blushed and ducked her head, i put my fingers under her chin and lifted her head up

"don't hide, your beautiful" she smiled and leaned in to kiss me

"one day i'll be ready to really give myself to you Lex" she said making me frown

"baby i just gave a kick ass speech and that's what you think about" i said with a laugh, she laughed with me and shook her head

"sorry but nobody has ever talked to me like that, it's just unbelievable" she said

"well believe it cause i'm gonna do it more often" i chuckled and pecked her lips. we pulled away and she leaned against me, i slide my arms down her legs and picked her up it took her by surprise cause she squeeled and wrapped her arms around my neck. i walked back to the bedroom and threw her on the bed before jumping ontop of her and tickled her.

"n-no Lexy s-stop" she laughed as i kept tickling her

"ok fine i'll stop" i said as i dropped my hands to my sides and sat up, straddeling her. she swung her arms around my neck and switched our positions so that she was on top

"i like it this way better" she said smiling, i smiled back and sat up with her still on my lap

"how did i get so lucky to have such a beautiful, smart, sexy, funnny and gorgeous girlfriend as you" i said as i pecked her lips with every word, she giggled and blushed at my words

"i'm nothing you just said" she said sadly and looked down

"baby yes you are. your so beautiful, other girls are nothing compared to you. your so smart even einstein would feel dumb. your so sexy that sometimes when i look at you i just want to throw you on my bed and have my way with you. your so funny, even if your jokes don't make sense sometimes you still manage to crack me up. and baby your so gorgeous that everytime i look or even think of you you take my breath away, mark these words Mitchie Torres. you are everything and more" as i finished i saw that Mitchie had tears in her eyes and i panicked

"don't cry, did i say something wrong?" i asked nervously. she gabbed my face in her hands and kissed me hard, she pushed me down and layed flat on me as she kissed me. when breath became a problem we pulled away and starred at eachother

"it was perfect, thank you so much i have never felt so loved. i love you so much baby" she whispered against my lips. i smiled at her and pecked her lips

"you deserve it sweetie. i love you too, so much" i wrapped my arms around her as she rested her head on my chest and hugged her tight.

"don't ever let me go" she said as she held on to my shirt tightly

"i would never do that" i said and kissed her hair