"The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space." – Marilyn Monroe

After lunch me and Edward decided to go to his apartement for a little while. I had my first technical drawing class in the afternoon. It reminded me that I had had only been here for a week, even though it seemed longer, much longer. I felt like my relationship with Edward was going to fast but it just felt so right.

"I didn't know Alice was joining us," Edward said. His tone was a little angry.

"Alice can be pretty convincing," I explained. "I didn't think you'd mind it."

"I don't, it just would've been nice to talk with you alone. After all we don't know each other that well yet." The way he said those made me feel like he actually meant it and like he wanted to have a relationship with me.

"I'm sorry. But ask me about anything you want to know," I said. He gave a beautiful smile.

"Do you want something to drink?" He asked as we arrived in the apartement

"No, thank you, I have class at 13.10."

"Okay, can I ask you something?"

"Yes, go ahead but I want to ask something in return," I said.

"Okay, how come you didn't do civil engineering? "Oh that's what he wanted to know. I felt a little dissapointed.

"I guess I just want to play safe. Now it's my turn. You said you and Rosalie broke up because she used you. In what way?" This question had been bothering me ever since he told me about it.

"She asked me to make sure she would pass the year. To tell Dr. Masen that she was a good student and change some of her grades. Rosalie wanted me to praise her to the other professors. I didn't have to do a lot in the beginning, but after a while I had to help her with tasks and stuff like that. Bella, I know you're not the same person, but can I just ask you one thing? Can you please be honest?" I felt wounded he would think I wouldn't be it, but I kind of understood why.

"I promise." And in that moment I knew that I would try to never break his heart the way she had.

"Well, let's go. I'll drop you off at your dorm." I looked at my watch and I saw it was already one o'clock.

"Can't you just drop me off at the uni? I don't want to be late. It's my first class of technical drawing."

"Bella, you know we can't be seen together." His expression was stern.

"I know. And no one will see us. Just drop me off one street before the uni or something,," I smiled softly.

"Fine," he replied curtly. I knew he wasn't happy with this but we had to do it.

"Can you pull over here?" I asked after a few minutes of driving, pointing to a spot on the right.

"Okay."

After he pulled over, I leaned in for a kiss but he stopped me. I sighed but I knew I couldn't kiss him in public.

"Bella, I'm sorry. " He held my face between his hands and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead. The way his soft lips touched my head felt just magical.

"See you tomorrow," I said as I left the car.

I saw Angela looking at me. I was schocked. No one was supposed to be here.

"Hey, Bella. You look like you just saw a ghost. "Angela said laughingly.

"It's okay, you know, I kinda already noticed the way you looked at him yesterday," she said.

"Uhm, I'm sorry. It was kinda obvious, wasn't it?"

"Yeah, just a little. Come on, let's go to school." I knew that I liked this girl for a reason. And I was glad to have someone on my side and someone that wasn't involved with the entire drug thing last year.

When I came back to my room later that day, I took out my diary from under the matress.

Dear Diary,

Last night was the best night of my life. Having sex with Edward felt so magical and it was so pleasurable.I know that what we did wasn't right, and happened way too soon, but it felt right to me and I know it felt right for him, too. I'm aware of the fact that being with my teacher is going to cause trouble and I know that he could lose his job because of me but why end something so great?

Bye for now

A/N: thanks so much to my readers, it means so much to me :) I know the story is going fast but just trust me!

Thanks a million to attacklikealeo, my dear beta.