I Want to be Adored Chapter 8: Dear Life, a skins fanfic

It's me again, hi! This chapter took me a while to write, but I hope it's perfect. I would also like to thank you for the reviews they're lovely :)

Emily's POV

I woke up feeling something I haven't felt in a long long time. I actually felt happy, or at least I did for a second before Katie came running into my room, "Emily, finally you're awake, fucking cow! It's like not normal to like sleep as much as you do or maybe it's just some lezza thing!" Typical fucking way to wake up. "Yeah, sure Katiekins," I spat back at her rather harshly.

Living with my twin sister has it's pros and cons. I mean she's a pleasure to have around sometimes when you have no one else to talk to, you know? On the other hand she's messy as shit, always has some fit bloke over and she's ALWAYS playing her shit music. My ears literally burn from listening to it all day, it's horrible.

"Anyways, I came in here to drag your arse out of bed. We're going shopping today, yeah?" I instantly rolled my eyes at her. I am not going to be dragged around for a near seven hours by Katie constantly bitching on how good everything looks on her and I had some plans of my own. "Uh, actually Katie, I was going to ring Naomi and see if she wanted to do something tonight..." trailing off the sentence because I could already see the steam coming out of Katie's ears.

"Ugh, whatever Ems. Blow me off as usual. I'll just get Panda or someone to come along." and with that Katie was already out of my room. Thank fuck I thought to myself as I got up making my way to my dresser getting out a clean towel.

While I was in the shower my mind was racing with different ideas. Where could I take Naomi tonight?! I didn't want it to be some typical dinner date thing because that's always so fucking boring. Even though I highly doubt doing anything with Naomi could turn out to be boring because well, she was different. Different in a amazingly perfect way.

Once I was fully dressed I walked out into my living room and plopped down onto the sofa next to Katie. I took my phone out because now or never right? Typing in the N in my contact list Naomi's name was the first one to appear, which made me smile instantly.

Hi, are you busy later today? Wanted to take you out xxE

I had the perfect idea to what I could do with her tonight, well that is if she even accepts the invi- My thoughts where inturupted by the loud beeping sound coming from my cell, signaling that I had a new message from Naomi.

Sounds good :) where should I meet you? xNx

I bit my lip in concentration whilst typing out my message,

Don't be silly, i'll pick you up at yours round 9? xE

She told me that would be fine and i'd see her then. If Naomi doesn't like what i've got planned for later tonight then all my hopes in this are going to end up down the drain. I really liked her and I wasn't going to do anything typical for such a amazing woman. Fuck, i'd better plan what to wear.

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Once I was fully dressed I took one last glance in the mirror. I had decided on a red dress with a black belt, black tights, a black cardigan and my usual vans. Hoping Naomi would love it as much as I did, I hear a honk outside signaling that the taxi was here to get me.

Just as I was about to touch the door knob, it burst open to Katie with at least nine or ten bags in hand. "Fucking bitch, don't just stand there! Like help me will you!" she shouted at me while stumbling into the flat. I took four bags and placed them on the kitchen counter for her.

"Lezzer, why the fuck are you dressed so nice?" she asked me, while taking off her hooker heals. "Uhm, i'm taking Naomi out which reminds me, the cab is here so i really need to get going. Love you, don't wait up," and with that I placed a kiss on her cheek and was out the flat.

When we where about a minute away from Naomi's I sent her a text to signal her that i'd be there very soon.

Pulling up in front of Naomi's flat she was already outside waiting for me and fuck, she looked beautiful. Stepping out of the cab when it came to a complete stop I walked straight up to her and attached my lips straight to hers. I could tell she was a bit surprised by my actions, but that was soon replaced with her wrapping her arms around my waist, pulling me in closer to her than possible.

Smiling into the kiss we finally broke away and just stared into each other's eyes.

"Hi," I said quietly, placing another quick kiss on her lips

"Hi, i've missed you Ems,"

"Glad to hear at least someone does. Let's get to the cab, we've kept him waiting long enough,"

And with that I grabbed her hand tugging her over twords our ride to our big night out. Naomi laced her fingers with mine, making a small smile creep up on my lips. Tonight is definitely going to be fucking amazing.

The whole ride there was full of shameless catching up on each other's weeks and other small talk. Along with some wandering hands and a very pervy driver in the front seat, fucking twat couldn't keep his eyes of my girlfriend. Fuck, well she's not my girlfriend yet..

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Once we arrived at our location, we made out way up to the small building,

"Em, what the fuck is this?" Naomi asked me, stroking her thumb over my hand gently.

"Well..I thought since you know i'm in a band and all, being the lead singer you might want to have a bit of fun with it?"

She looked confused, like she didn't really get what I was trying to say.

"It's a karaoke bar. Look if you want to go somewhere else, i'll gladly take y-" I was cut off with her lips crashing down onto mine in a searing kiss

"No Emily, this will be fun. Anything with you is fun" and with that she was already through the doors of the building. What is is about this girl that has me chasing her till the end of the fucking earth? I thought to myself as I soon followed hot in her trail.

When I stepped inside Naomi told me to go get some drinks and she'd find somewhere to sit. Nodding in reply I made my way over twords the bar with high hopes. Ordering eight shots of vodka and two red headed sluts I carried the tray back over to the table I saw Naomi sitting at. Fucking hell, how did me, Emily Fitch, win such a beautiful woman?

Out of everything i've done or anything i've touched it's all turned to complete shit, but hopefully this wouldn't turn out like the rest of my life's events.

"Wow, looks like you've got a fun night planned Ems," Naomi said once I sat the tray on the table, scooting in the booth. "Oh, definitely. Now drink up!" I replied back and picked up my red headed slut, slamming in down in one go. Mmm, fucking perfect.

Naomi copied my actions and did the same. Once we finished the whole tray of shots we where on our third pint just chatting and giggling round some small talk. I really enjoyed her company. No one's ever been this patient who my witty remarks and cheesy jokes. She's laughed at all of them which made my heart simply flutter.

"Come on Emily, let me see what you've got," Naomi stated eyeing up the stage from a far. I impliedly blushed, but fuck why?! I do this all the time, go up in front of people and sing my fucking heart out. Just something about Naomi made me want to perfect my performance. Letting a small giggle escape my lips I nodded and got up making my way to the DJ.

Once I whispered my choice of song into his ear he nodded and smiled.

"Alright everyone, we've got ourself another regular, Emily!" the crowd roared with cheers and wolf whistled from all around, but my eyes just couldn't leave the blonde's. The only person I wanted to impress tonight. David (the DJ) handed me the microphone and pushed me up on the stage. The first strum of the guitar to the song had me prepared,

'Mayday situation overload
I'm restless, obsessed with your future
And all my worries they don't bother you
Collected, you render me useless
But I carry on

I started getting more into it, not letting my eyes leave Naomi's

Right now, I think that you think that I'm
Half drunk, searching for something of
Substance, casually dropping a line, designed
To keep you next to me
I can't awkwardly craft in advance
I know, that you wouldn't fall for that
You say "Shut up and take my hand"
And we carry on

Her face was starting to get red, which had me thinking she was getting that this, this was for her. Me singing out what I want from her.

I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together
Why can't Thursday last forever
I don't wanna say goodnight
I've never been so sure
Just do it for the memories
Do it for Baltimore
And do it for me

Hot damn, look at me now
I'm all, caught up riding the high of my
Good luck, casually dropping a line, designed,
To keep you next to me
I bet you never thought you would fall again
So much for keeping this, just friends
Shut up and kiss me now
And we carry on

By this line, she was up and out of her seat making her way closer to the stage, still not letting her eyes wander anywhere but mine.

Mayday situation overload
I'm restless, obsessed with your future
And all my worries they don't bother you
Collected, you render me useless
But I carry on

When I was finally finished, I was up and off the stage, but before I could even let anything go through my mind like, did she like it? Did she get me? Was she feeling this strong like I am? I felt a pair of hands wrap around my wait and a pair of softly lips attach themselves to mine.

I kissed her back with my heart talking. We stayed like this for god knows how long, but when we broke apart due to the need of oxygen Naomi just looked into my eyes, smiling wildly at me. "Emily, that was beautiful. You're voice, it's amazing and you, you're bloody amazing" She kissed me again and again, making my heart grow twice it's size.

"Thank you Naomi. It means a lot," I replied back to the blonde who has my heart in her hands.

We stayed there for only a while longer because I still had something else planned for tonight. "Naoms, let's go yeah? I've still got a little something up my sleeve," Naomi nodded and smiled bigger in reply, taking my hand with her own as we made our way out of the small bar.

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When we finally got back to my flat I warned her that I had a bitch of a sister who's probably out or asleep so we had to be as quiet as possible.

Once I had the door unlocked and open there was a note I was greeted with which read,

Gone out with the girls. Needed to fucking pull. Don't wait up -Kay

A small giggle left my lips because fucking hell, Katie always needs to bloody pull. It's all she's good at really. I showed Naomi around the flat and she looked like a child in a candy shop. It was adorable.

"Aw Ems, if this one you?" she said while pointing at a picture of Katie and I with our faces covered in cake icing from when we where nearly 8 or 9. "Yeah, don't make fun of me," I pushed her gently making her laugh loudly. Naomi took her phone out and I saw a flash go off.

"Did you just take a picture of me a a fucking baby! Arse!"

"Calm down Emily, you look adorable. I'm so making this your caller I.D," She giggled even harder, clutching her sides.

"Yeah whatever," I pulled her in by the hips and shut her up with my mouth. Our tongues fought against each other and I could feel her hands roaming until they reached my bum, giving it a gently squeeze. I moaned in her mouth at the action and tried pulling her even closer than she already was.

When we finally broke away I knew I couldn't just fuck her because of what i've still got planned. "Come on now, outside we go," I said while taking her hand and leading her through the living room and out the backdoor to the garden.

Earlier today I set up a small tent with loads of blankets, a few bottles of red wine, spliff and of course some fags because Naomi seemed to smoke like a bloody chimney. I unzipped the tent and held it open for her in which she did end up crawling in.

"I've always wanted to camp in my yard, never got the chance," Naomi said as I was opening the first bottle of wine.

"Yeah well, everything once, right?"