I own nothing but my plot and some seriously mean ideas.
Chapter 8
Wow! This is even less time than I thought. What are we going to do? Why does he even want me he already knows I'm defective? What if I don't get pregnant, what if I am the cause of the war? Oh Jareth would just be better off with some who deserves him. I don't deserve him, even though I want him. This is living proof of what I learned in the Labyrinth. It's not fair, but that's just the way it is. Even if I love him he deserves some one that can give him children.
After seeing the way he was with Toby as a baby all those years ago just proves I don't deserve him. The way he played with Toby and cherished him when I was selfish and sent him away. Jareth deserves so much better than me. There are plenty of others out there that will love him like he deserves, I don't deserve him.
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Still not what I expected. She began silently crying and pushing me away. I expected the crying but not for her to push me away! I know it's a bad situation but it's not like I caused it. So why was she pushing me away?
This woman completely confuses me. I love her deeply though. She pushed away from me to go sit in the corner like a hurt child.
I crawled over to her and pulled her onto my lap. At first she was reluctant and was trying to get away but I tightened my grip on her. She finally relaxed into me so I could ask "Sarah love what's wrong?"
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I just wanted to be left alone to die but Jareth is to stubborn to leave me alone. He forced me to relax into him, when I finally did he ask the question that I knew would unhinge me. "Sarah love what's wrong?" I couldn't help but sob a little. Here I am contemplating why I would ever deserve him and he's using terms of endearment. How did someone like him ever fall for a spoiled beat like me? How can he not hate me? His offer all those years ago "Fear me, love me, do as I say... and I will be your slave!" Sure that was a great offer but it wasn't what I wanted. Yes I did fear him, I will do as he ask and I most certainly love him but I don't want him to be my slave all I want is by some miracle him to love me too. He was getting worried so it was time to explain why I was pushing him away. "Jareth I do love you I love you more than you will ever know. What I don't get though is how you could ever love me. I'm a terrible person for making you feel like I did in the Escher room all those years ago. I would like to think that I matured while in he labyrinth but if I had I would never have rejected you. I know now the reason I forgot the last line of that dreadful saying that tore us apart, it was because in my mind I was fighting the internal battle of my brother or my desires. I wanted you Jareth even if I didn't want to admit it and the way your eyes showed how I crushed you will forever prove how I don't deserve you."
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I can't believe it she pushed me away because he STILL doesn't think she deserves me. Wow does she have that backwards. I can't believe she doubts so much now. "Sarah my beautiful, precious, lovely Sarah mine." as I was speaking she was still trying to get away, I only held to her tighter. "Sarah what happened to you that you belittle yourself so much? What happened to that spark in your beautiful jade eyes? Why do you doubt that I could love you or that you deserve me? I do love you, I have loved you for the past ten years! I loved you even when you were a young naive girl who ran from her desires. Sarah if you remember I sang to you twice while you were in the labyrinth, once in the ballroom, once in the Escher room. When a Fae sings to someone it's like practically giving them your heart on a platter. We can never love another and I never want to. Your it Sarah. Even if you reject me again which I'Dm begging you that you don't, I will never live another. I would rather live my days lonely and without you than with another. If I didn't love you Sarah I wouldn't have proposed. Sarah I am asking you to be my queen, my wife, my lover, my ruler. All of it! Because I love you Sarah. Fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave."
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He loves me, he actually still loves me! There is that saying again too, ah oh well this is still more then I could have hoped for! "Yes Jareth I do fear, but I fear of losing you. Yes Jareth I will do as you say, because I know your here to help me. I most defiantly love you Jareth no ifs ands or buts." He had a huge smirk plastered across his face but now was a huge boyish smile. "But you don't have to be my slave. All you have to do is love me." When I was done he pulled me into a bone crushing hug. When he loosened up I pulled back and captured his lips in a searing kiss. The kind of kiss that sends tingles through your whole body. He tried to deepen the kiss but I pulled back. "So in short yes I do love you Jareth."
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She captured me in the kiss of the century. I kissed her back for all I was worth. It felt so good I wanted to deepen it but to my disappointment she pulled back. "So in short yes I do love you Jareth." That was all I was waiting for I jumped off the floor pulling Sarah with me. I took hold of her hands and looked her in the eye. "Sarah come with me. Back to the Underground I don't think I'll live another day without you by my side now. I won't spend another night without you in my bed. There is much to do, much to plan and I don't think my heart could take it if I left you hear and I had to return alone. Come with me Sarah?
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Did he seriously just ask me in the most dramatic way possible to go back with him? How could I object though? He's so, Jareth not to mention how sexy he looks when he's being dramatic. "Jareth why are you asking me to go to my home?" Now he looked thoroughly confused I decided to enlighten him by elaborating. "Well I am still your fiancée right? By being so that would make me almost Goblin Queen. So the Castle Beyond the Goblin City is my home as well. Right my soon to be husband?"
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"Right you are my beautiful fiancée. So let's to home my Queen." I scooped Sarah up in my arms and was prepared to transport us back to the castle when Sarah spoke up. "Uh Jareth I know how much you like grand appearances... But I don't think you or me want to appears like this." Yet again my Sarah has confused me. "Why? What ever do you mean?" I asked. She looked at me with those beautiful jade green eyes and they were filled with laughter and she said "Jareth were still naked!" Right my beautiful Sarah was. Sure enough my beautiful Sarah was laying naked in my arms while I was holding her bridal style. "Right" I said I put her down for the briefest of moments so I could conjure us up some clothes in a snap. I was once again wearing my grey breeches tucked into my knee high black boots and loose poets shirt that I knew Sarah likes so much. I pulled her to me and said "Ready?" Her reply came with a smirk all her own "Almost"she said as she ran her enticingly up my stomach. She she reached my chest running her hand palms down over my chest coming back towards the middle of my chest she untied the laces of my poets shirt so that she could see all of my chest. Running her hands all over my chest she began lightly kissing chest. I felt good, I threw my head back in a moan. She suddenly stopped, I looked at her and she had a smirk worthy to rival mine on her face. "Fine, two can play that game Sarah." I pulled her close as I could get her. I leaned in and missed her, kissed her until she was gasping for breath. When I pulled away she whimpered and clutched to my chest. "Now I'm ready." I said with my smirk. I scooped her up bridal style in just enough time to hear her whisper "Jerk" under her breath. Once she was in my arms I kissed her on the lips and said "You know it" with that we were gone.