Chapter 5
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Ally's P.O.V.
My breath feels heavy, so I decide to stop running. Its bad enough to find Austin at my prom when I'm with another guy, but its even worse when both guys start fighting. I don't turn back, I just walk, letting the tears run down my face. I thought if I was going to see Austin again, it would be amazing, and perfect. But it wasn't, I dreaded the fact that he was here. I'm not supposed to feel like this. But I was excited, excited that I had a date with somebody else, someone new. I think I finally need to accept the fact that I'm moving on.
"Ally, wait up" shouts a voice. I turn around and see a black limo pull up near me. The window open, Eddie sat inside.
"What?" I sigh, wiping the tears from my face for the millionth time tonight.
"I'm so sorry. I don't know why I acted like that. Please forgive me" he says, climbing out of the limo and walking up to me. I sigh before I take his hands in mine.
"Its my fault, I should have told you about Austin"
"Its fine." he takes a deep breath before saying anything else. "So, you two were together for a long time?"
"Ever since I moved to Miami"
"Wow" he sighs. "He's your first love?"
"Was" I smile, going on my tiptoes and planting a kiss on his lips. "Can we go home now? I'm so tired" I sigh.
"Sure" he smiles, helping me into the limo.
When we arrive at my house, Eddie walks me up to my door.
"I'm sorry it wasn't the perfect prom night" he says, looking upset. I felt the same as him.
"Some of it was" I smile, trying to reassure him I was having fun before the trouble happened.
"Your perfect" he smiles, leaning down and gently kissing me. But it doesn't feel right. When Eddie first kissed me it felt right, like we were supposed to be together, but now it just feels wrong. It doesn't feel real. The kiss only lasts a second before I pull away.
"I'll… I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Maybe" I smile, unlocking my door and walking inside. "Bye" I sigh, closing the door on a horrible night.
I look around the house, but its completely empty. My dad must have decided to go out, I wasn't surpassed to come home till tomorrow morning, because Rosie was having a party at her house after prom, since her parents decided to go out of town. But I cant handle it now, not after everything that happened.
I walk up to my room and go straight to my wardrobe. Grabbing my bright red pyjama shorts with yellow music notes on and a normal white short sleeved top. I take off my dress, remembering that I left my shoes back at school, an change into my other clothes. I stare into the mirror and regret it immediately, my silver make up smudged and my eyeliner and mascara running down my face. I wipe all of my make up off and brush my hair, loosing its tight curls and going back to the usual loose ones. I stare at my reflection, thinking of how messed up things are. I was so happy when Eddie asked me to prom, the first time he kissed me, I could feel the sparks flying. But then I saw Austin again, my heart started racing faster then it ever did when I was with Eddie. Maybe I'm not ready to move on, but I cant hurt Eddie. He's been one of my closest friends ever since I came here. But I cant hurt Austin, he was my whole life 3 years ago, I cant let that go.
I get so frustrated as I look in the mirror, and I spot the silver ring still place on my finger. I slip it off and stare at it for a second before I through it to the ground. I walk over to my wall where two guitars hang. The bright yellow one, but I choose my normal brown guitar hanging next to it. I sit on my bed and pull my book from my bedside draws, flipping to one of the pages in the middle. I strum my guitar trying to remember the tune. I haven't sung this one in a while, since it's one of the songs I wrote when I first left Miami. When I was first separated from Austin. I remember how desperate I was when I wrote this song, I would have given everything to have gone back, stayed with him.
"And if I, if I loose my head again
Please remind me that I have nothing
And I'd be nowhere without you
To protect me
If you, if you can reach me again
Well you are my only friend
And you'll find me at the bottom
Playing guitar badly
Cause life's a game, to me
But with only one controller
And he's unhappy
So please, please, please
Wont you join me?
Until the very end
Its adventure time again
so please, please, please
Wont you join me
Until the very end
Its adventure time again
And if I, if I enter motherhood
If I cant teach what if good
Wont you promise that
You'll refresh me
If I, if I loose my American charm
When there's grandkids hanging of my arms
We'll go on an adventure and relive history
Cause life's a game, to me
But with only one controller
And its out of batteries
So please, please, please
Wont you join me?
Until the very end
Its adventure time again
so please, please, please
Wont you join me
Until the very end
Its adventure time again
Oh, I fell in love with life
But only when I met you
You own me right there and then
So lets be what we could have been
Oh you could be most anything
But all I want is my boyfriend
So please, please, please
Wont you join me?
Until the very end
Its adventure time again
so please, please, please
Wont you join me
Until the very end
Its adventure time
Again"
By the time I stop playing, tears have already filled in my eyes. I feel silly singing such an old song right now. My feelings are so messed up. What can I do?
I stand up from my bed and place my guitar back on its wall. I stand there for a few seconds, admiring the bright yellow guitar hanging right next to it. I trace my fingers over the engravings on the front.
"That was beautiful" says a voice out of nowhere, making me jump.
"Who's there?" I shout, my breathing getting heavy again.
"Its me, don't worry" says the voice, suddenly a hand appears from under my bed, then another hand. Thank god horror movies aren't real, otherwise I would have been terrified. The hands stretch out, pulling out the rest of the body. Revealing the bright blonde hair which is way to familiar tonight.
"What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to apologize for tonight""How did you get in here?"
"Well, you know I'm good at climbing through windows" he says, trying to make me laugh, but I just stand silent. "Ally. I'm sorry about what happened. I was just so happy to see you, and then your new boyfriend? Just made me angry"
"Eddie is not my boyfriend" I say, I don't really know what Eddie is to me.
"So, does that mean you want this back?" he says holding up my engagement ring.
"I… I don't know. I haven't seen you in 3 years."
"I know. That's why I came here as soon as I could. I couldn't wait to see you again. I've never stopped loving you, and I thought you'd still feel the same"
"This is the problem. We haven's seen each other, or even said anything to each other since I left, and suddenly you arrive thinking everything will be the same as it was when we were 15." I sigh, running my hand through my hair, giving up with how I look tonight.
"I still love you Ally. Please tell me you feel the same" he says stepping right in front of me. A tear in his eye as he grabs my arms and starts tracing his fingers up and down them.
"I don't know" I sigh as I start crying again. I'm surprised I can even cry now, as I've done it so much tonight.
"Well, we'll have to find out" he say, leaning forward and gently kissing my cheek, working his way down to my neck. I place my hands on his chest and push him away.
"Stop it. You cant come back here after 3 years 0~
and expect everything to be the same. I have a new life here. New friends, and I'm going to University after the summer. I've moved on, and I think you should as well… you should leave" I sigh, tears running down my cheeks. He doesn't say anything else, he nods his head. Gently kissing my cheek one more time, he starts to walk towards the window where he entered in the first place. I start to pace up and down my room, running my fingers through my hair again.
"Ally" he says. I stop pacing and look over at him. Tears running down his cheeks.
"W… what?" I stutter.
"I'm never going to leave you" he says quickly walking over to me, smashing his lips with mine with such force I fall back against the wall. His hands slipping in mine, my heart beating as fast as it did the first time we ever kissed. It feels right to be in his arms. I know that this will be better then any kiss Eddie could give me. Because me and Eddie don't have the passion that me and Austin have always had.
Hey guys. I hope you guys like the chapter. The song used in this is called "Adventure Time" by BriBry and I don't own the song. I changed a couple of words so it worked for Ally. Anyway, I hope you liked it. Please review!
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