So. It's been a while. Don'tkillmeplease. So this just poured out of me today and I remembered you guys. It's really weird and abstract, but it's a pretty close representation of how I feel. I'll write some more later. And my other stories, I'll finish them. Eventually.
It hurts.
I hate you. I hate .ihateyou.
I love you.
Hey, can I be the butterfly to your flower? Or maybe I could be the sky to your stars. But that's no good. I know. I know what you think of me. I can't handle it. It hurts. But that's okay, as long as you're happy.
Why. Why?
Why do you love her? Why can't you love me? Why her? Why?...
It's okay. As long as you are happy, I am. I'm sorry for being difficult. Just promise me. Let me stay with you. As a friend or as a partner. Forever. Definitely.
I love you more than she does. She doesn't care about you. I'm always there for you. I support you. Like Atlas to the world. I love you. Even if it kills me, I love you.
Nonononononono.
Please don't leave me.
Please.
I'm sorry.
I was selfish.
I'll never hurt you two again.
Don't leave.
Please.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for loving you.
I hate this game. It's not fun. This amusement park is stupid. Can't it be over already? I don't like this amusement park. Let me leave...
Dear, what's wrong? Oh don't worry, love comes and goes, it's no big deal. Just imagine life like an amusement park, there are many rides in your life, many ups and downs. And there's going to be long lines, but at the end of the day, you leave happy.
Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love.
I love you.
Do you love me?
It's okay.
I'm kidding.
I love you as a friend too.
I don't want to hurt anymore. Just end it all. Please. Just this once, please. Be there for me. I love you. I lied. It's all lies. It hurts. It hurts so much. Please. Take me out of the amusement park.
Thank you.
Goodbye.
I love you.