"You're back." Finn said leaning into Rachel, for a quick peck. "How was work?" "It was stupid." Rachel said hanging her jacket. "You wouldn't believe the idiots I had to work with." Rachel laughed. "So how is..." Rachel nodded her head towards the living room. "Kurt? Oh well- I'll let you know later." Rachel stared at him. "What happened?" She whispered. "I'll tell you later, I promise."
"For the last time Mercedes, I told you not to scare me like that!" Blaine said reading his book on the bench. Mercedes and Blaine were planning to spend the day at the park, but Blaine was in a crappy mood. "Well isn't someone a little happy camper..." Mercedes said sarcastically, sitting next to Blaine. "Whatcha reading?"
"Harry Potter."
"Of course..." She said with a smirk.
There was an awkward silence between them. All Mercedes and Blaine could hear is the wind, and the silent shake of the trees over them. "You ok Blaine?"
"Just. Fine." He said angrily turning the page of his book.
Mercedes sighed. "What's wrong?"
"Everything. Everything is wrong!" Blaine said furiously shoving his book into his bag. "I just thought that for once- I wouldn't be alone but of course, I can never be happy!" Mercedes stared at him. "I. Am. So. Tired. Of living a life I did not plan to live!"
"What are you talking about?"
"I dreamed. I dreamed a lot in high school! A LOT! I screwed up! I-I was an idiot! A STUPID STUPID STUPID IDIOT!"
"Blaine-"
"NO! Just no! I- I imagined life. With him. Now I am alone. Completely alone. You have Sam, kurt has Adam, Rachel has Finn... And then there is me. ALONE."
"Blaine!"
"I'm leaving- I can't take it. I'm sorry Mercedes." Blaine said grabbing his things. Blaine walked to his car, wiping the tears that were starting to form. He opened his car door and got in, and started the car.
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.
Blaine didn't see the car on time, and next thing you know,
The cars collided.
Oh geez...
Credits: Back to December- Taylor Swift