Chapter 2 - Sadism & Masochism
Coldfang sat in the thick shade outside the leaders den, listening to the silence that RapidClan upheld. Outside the nursery, Heatkit, Snowkit, and Auburnkit were laying around, they had run out of games to play hours ago, and now suffered in boredom. He smirked a bit, and looked away. Cobaltstone was teaching Echopaw in the center of camp, how to masturbate. "Sometimes when there are no toms around to please you, this is the next best thing." He caught his words, Echopaw radiated in anticipation.
Briefly he wondered if this was what his clans fate really was… The same old thing, over and over, mating endlessly… While others were like families, not sex buddies… But, this bleak cloud past over him as Angeldust approached him, her white fur catching the rays of the afternoon sun. He looked up at her, raising up to a sitting position. "Hello Angeldust." He greeted curtly, with his deep, lower class English accent that he had acquired in a city far from these forests.
"Greetings, Coldfang." She dipped her head, her own voice angelic, as the name might put off. He looked at her expectantly, all of the clan knew he wasn't the very sociable kind, and they only talked to him when they needed something. He had gotten used to it, so it didn't hurt much anymore, being isolated. "I couldn't help but notice… You're completely alone, almost all the time I spot you across camp… Do you need a friend?" She asked kindly. Coldfang quirked an eyebrow at her questioningly, someone opening up to him?
Everyone knew Angeldust was the sweetest cat in all of the clan. Ever since she was taken in as a kit, she loved to listen to others people's problems, and help others. However, when she was made into an apprentice, everyone was surprised to find out, the only thing that brought this stubborn shecat any pleasure, was sadism. Which must everyone backed away from, with a few acceptations, such as himself, Poisionstream, and Thunderheart. But, still she hadn't changed.
Finally, the blue and grey dappled tom shook out his long thick fur, and flicked his ears back. "Yeah sure…" But, truthfully he was happy to have her company, though he wondered if there was a catch…Angeldust smiled and gestured to the entrance/exit of camp, for him to lead the way. Coldfang, with an unexpressive gleam in his eyes, bounded out of camp.
Coldfang was never the one to bring up a conversation, so when they were bounding through the thick undergrowth of RapidClan, he simply scanned the scenery. Partly, he was always scanning for danger, he was always on his toes, it was a habit he didn't know he could fix. Angeldust was looking at her paws, trying to think of a way to start up a conversation with this rather unsociable deputy…
"Is it hard being the deputy of RapidClan?" She asked as they reached a large meadow, Coldfang thought this would be a good place to pause and rest. He looked back at her at her question. "Hmm? Heh, you really think being the successor of a leader, where all the clan does is mate, is hard?" He said smoothly, and Angeldust smiled a bit, shuffling her paws. "I guess not, we don't really do much anyways…"
"Yeah…" Coldfang fell into silence, the ghost hands of the wind tugging at his fur. "… You don't ever think of changing our ways, do you?" He asked, Angeldust looked up, a bit startled, and searching for an answer. "Err, well not really… Our clan is unique, and fun to say the least." She chuckled a bit. "Sure, we don't have a good offense or defense, and if we were ever ambushed, we'd fall miserably, but I love RapidClan, and the people in it." She smiled sweetly.
Coldfang chuckled, eyes warming up a bit as he felt some of the stress settled on his shoulders lift away. "It's not so bad…" He settled down in the long stalks of grass on his back, and looked up at the skies. Angeldust playfully fell down beside him on her back, looking up at the darkening skies. The two fell into silence, listening as the crickets started up. The great thing between the two was that they could share a thousand feelings by just sitting in silence, an attribute few had…
"Hey Angeldust." Coldfang started, not lifting his gaze from the now grey skies, that threatened rain.
"Yeah?"
"What happened to you as a kit? Before you came here?"
Angeldust fell silent for a second, reflecting back. It was a secret she had hardly told anyone, and she swept a gaze over to Coldfang, wondering if she could trust him… But, in her heart she felt that she could, because Coldfang reminded her of her brother… She smiled a bit, and looked back at the sky, wondering where to begin…
"I was little when it happened… I remember the night clearly, it was the middle of winter, and I lived with my family up in the mountains. I was told that I was born with black fur, but I used to play in the snow so much, that it just bleached it white… My mother was Hailnight, and I never knew my father, and my father was Tidekit. I can still remember the blue gleam in his eyes, and the warm feel of his fur…
There was a really bad storm one day, snow swept into our little den, and boarded it up for nearly a moon. We tried to chip away at the snow, but it had quickly turned to ice, and all our claws were filed down by trying to claw through. We waited, and soon the night came. A stranger had walked past our den, we saw his shadow, so we called out for help. He broke through the cie, and looked down at us.
What I was expecting was a gallant man that I would shower in praise, and admire by all, but instead, an ebony tom, with messy fur, and head fur hanging in his eyes, met us. He had an insane gleam in his eye, immediately all of us paused, wondering what we had gotten ourselves into, and wishing we could do back time…
He pushed into the den, and it started…" Angeldust paused, looking back upon the memory with disgust… After a few moments to recollect, she started again. "… Using twine, he tied my mother's limbs apart so that she was wide spread like an eagle. He turned me and my brother into the corner so we wouldn't have to see, but we could hear, and we could guess… She screamed, and cried, while the tom grunted and moaned. His whines of pleasure were… Sickening… It went on for what felt like years, and then finally, it stopped… The tom panted, and my mother was silent… There was a somewhat squishy sound, I was guessing he had pulled out of her…
Next he turned to my brother, pulling him away from the corner. I tried to latch onto him and pull him back, at tears by this point, but he bashed his paw over my skull, and I fell back, dwindling on the edge of consciousness. With fluttery eyes, I watched the silhouettes of the stranger, and my brother, his cries coming in weak static-like busts. Then I passed out.
When I awoke, I was bound just like my mother, and the stranger was poised over me, grinning at me like some two-faced devil. Blind my anger, I snarled and spit at his paws, bursting into an array of curses at him. He said nothing, but mounted my immobile body, and…" She paused again, remembering how it felt when he first pushed in, and hearing her screams echoing off the cave walls once more. "… He raped me…"
There was a long pause, Angeldust almost forget he was even there…
"He left after that, leaving me there in that den, with my dead mother, and my brother… I was so surprised to find him alive, though he was trembling, and not himself… I tried to be brave, we left the sight of our mother, and I tried to get his spirits up…
It was another late winter night, when Tidekit just turned to me, his eyes hollow, as if the window into his soul was just blank, and he was just a walking body that was chained to this Earth… 'I'm done…' He whispered to me, and as quick as it took to blink, he slit his throat… And my brother was gone…
Barely even living anymore, I traveled long and far before Hazestar found me…"
Angeldust turned back to Coldfang, his eyes clouded and foggy. "… That's a sad tale…" He muttered, almost feeling abd for asking her to bring it back up. Angeldust just laughed and playfully flicked her tail against his flank. "Yeah, but time heals all wounds, no matter how deep…"
"…That would explain a lot about you." Coldfang muttered.
"Like what?"
"Like why you like being bound…"
"…"
Angeldust bit her lip and turned her head away, trying to distance her mind onto something else, and not that. She hated that she liked what she did… But she couldn't help it.
Barely a moments breath past before Coldfang rolled over on top of her, planting his paws on either side of her head. Angeldust snapped her head up to him, eyes locked in his. "Hey… Wh-What're you doing?" She gulped, eyes studying him fearfully.
"Nothing you don't like." He whispered and leaned his head down, licking her forehead to calm her.
"Coldfang… Please, be gentle…" She breathed in his ear, placing her paws on the back of his shoulders and pulling him a bit closer, craning her neck so he could lick up it.
Coldfang said nothing, but leaned the curves of his body in with hers, privates skimming along hers. They passionately licked one another for a while, slowly tensions building in Angeldust. She begin to feel liquid stir in her, making her hips twist a bit subconsciously. Coldfang slid his paws down past her slit, and spread apart her legs carefully, sliding his body in-between the gap she had created it. The snow white shecat opened her eyes again to see Coldfangs blood red eyes locked in hers again, slowly her pupils detracted.
Coldfang smirked a small, devilish smile, and pushed in, flattening his ears as she yelped, and then hissed out as she adjusted to it, twitching her hips a bit. Coldfang waited a moment, before pulling back, and pushing back in. Angeldust moaned just the slightest bit, curling her paws down from his shoulders, and digging them into the ground. She let out a shuddery breath that was in time with her heartbeat.
The handsome, dominant tom began to pump, push, and pull his hips against hers, stifled moans building up like a hard bile in his throat. He grit his teeth to keep them in as he felt his lusts accumulate higher and higher. He let out a harsh pant, throat burning, listening to every moan Angeldust produced in ecstasy. His claws extended and detracted into the Earth as he sped up faster and faster, feeling his seed travel down his pumping shaft. He gasped, and shot his seed into her, eyes opening and a moan shaken from him. He peaked at the same moment Angeldust did, her eyes shut tight in glee.
He slowed to a stop, and slid out, smiling down at her, and watching as her eyes slowly opened, and her chest rise and fall quickly with her pants. She smiled up at him, leaning up and licking his cheek. Coldfang playfully growled and nipped at her ear lightly, they both laughed and jumped to their paws, their energy quickly returned, but replaced with a playful vibe.
Coldfang bolted away, and Angeldust tore off in her posit. The stars above them danced endlessly, not a cloud in the sky, and the full moon beaming down at them. "No fair! Cheater!" Angeldust called out, and the voice was followed by baleful laughter by Coldfang, carried away on the wind.