Hushed Dreams Chapter 2: The Concert, a twilight fanfic

AN: Sorry its taken so long to up date the second chapter. School is in session once again so I got to deal with that. But I'm back now!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the songs used in this chapter.

Chapter 2-The Concert

BPOV

Breathe Bella Breathe, I told myself. I was sitting in my dressing room trying to cam my nerves before I go on stage. Sometimes when I'm right about to go on stage, I feel kind of nervous. I get butterflies in my stomach, and I feel slightly lightheaded. You'd think that I'd be used to it by now. Shoot I forgot to call Edward. I picked up my cell and dialed is cell.

"Hello?"

"Hi Edward its me, Bella"

"Oh Hello, love," he said in a relived tone," I thought you were in trouble or something. You haven't called in about three days."

"Sorry, I just got so caught up in helping my mom and Jennifer with her kids," I lied. My story for being gone so long was that my mom was having a hard time because her closest best friend was recently diagnosed with cancer and was given only 6 months to live so Renee is having a hard time with that. The thing is that Jennifer and Renee have been so close ever since that 1st grade. So they are kind of like sisters. And Jennifer has been around me ever since I was born so her and I are pretty close as well.

"That's fine, Bella. Take the time you need to help you mother." He told me.

"Ok, I got to go but I will call you later on when I get the chance. Tell everybody at home that I miss them and I'll talk to them later, ok?"

"I will, love. Bye. I love you." He told me.

"I love you too. Bye!" And we hung up.

Then I left my dressing room to go give a kick ass show!

The crowd was going crazy waiting for the show to start.

"How are you guys tonight?" I asked. They went wild with screaming.

I laughed. "Are you guys ready to have a great time!"

"YEAH," They all yelled.

"Ok then," I looked at the band to cue them.

Mr. know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow
Mr. bring me down
Well ya like to bring me down don't ya
But I ain't laying down, baby
I ain't going down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody gonna make a fool out of me
Baby you should know that I lead not follow

(Chorus)
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. play your games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

(Bridge)
So what, you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see

Mr. know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

I smiled to hear everybody scream and yell my name

"Ella Marie! Ella Marie! Ella Marie!"

"Are you all ready for the next song?"

They screamed even more.

"Well here it comes." Then the music started.

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
but I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't loose you again
something's made your eyes go cold

(Chorus)
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
something keeps me holding on to nothing

(Chorus)
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

I know, I know, oh
I just know
You're not gone. You can't be gone. No.

Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break.
Never thought I'd see it

As I finished the song I felt a tear go down my cheek. I wrote the song right out of left field, during the time Edward was… gone. I let out a lot of my feeling at the time. Music has always helped me through anything.

After the show finished, I got my self cleaned up and into the limo. I had to go to Seattle-all the way cross country from Orlando, where I am now- to do a photo shoot and about 3 interview. And I'm doing a performance on Good Morning America in New York City in like 2 days. Wow, so much to do in one week. My life does not take a rest.

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- Aly