CHAPTER FIVE:
It's been three days since the kissing incident at Chloe's apartment and Beca can't stop thinking about it. Chloe texted Beca a couple hours after she left and the text still remains unanswered.
Chloe: I'm sorry.
Beca just stared at the text then deleted it; she didn't need to be dwelling on the well being of her and Chloe's relationship, she had better stuff to do. Beca dropped her phone on the coffee table in front of her, picked up her laptop and began working on a mix to get her mind off of things.
Meanwhile a distraught Chloe keeps staring at her phone, hoping Beca's name will soon light up the screen. She knew she shouldn't have pushed Beca into kissing her but she couldn't help herself, so she decided to just blame it on hormones.
Back at Aubrey's
Three weeks since the kissing incident
Aubrey walked into her apartment to a knocked out Beca with chip crumbs all on her chest.
"Hey Beca I'm back," Aubrey said calmly as she lightly shook the DJ. When that didn't work Aubrey settled for a more violent, forward approach and hit Beca with a pillow.
"Uh, Aubrey what the hell?"
"Good morning sunshine" Aubrey said with a smirk.
"Is there a specific reason you woke me?"
"Actually yes there is. Look, I know you still love Chloe and I know you loved that kiss as much as she did so what's the problem?"
"You just don't get it Aubrey. All of that stuff may be true, but I still haven't completely forgiven Chloe for cheating on me. She hurt me so bad and she needs to realize that; it sounds selfish but I just want her to feel my pain. I have been nothing but caring and faithful to her and I don't give a fuck if she was drunk or not cheating is cheating." "But-" Aubrey tried to cut in, but Beca wasn't having it. "I'm not finished! I also haven't forgiven myself because if I hadn't left that party then none of this would've happened so excuse me for being upset and not wanting to help raise a kid that's not even mine."
"Are you done?" Aubrey asked menacingly and all Beca did was glare in return. "Listen Becs, I understand that you're hurting beyond compare and I wish that this wasn't really happening to you, so you and Chloe can go back to being the stupid cute couple you used to be. But it is, and you and Chloe had something too special to let go of. I'm not saying you should forgive her head on but you need to actually talk with Chloe and tell her how you're feeling so you can work this out. Once you do you can help and support Chloe because she really needs that right now."
Aubrey put a reassuring hand on Beca's knee then got up to start on dinner. Beca just sat there and soaked in everything Aubrey just said and decided to finally text Chloe back.
Back at Chloe's apartment her and Tom were looking through the pile of maternity books Tom brought home. Chloe noticed her phone light up, but hesitated to pick it up when she saw Beca's name.
Beca: Hey I think we should talk and I mean really talk. I've been thinking a lot lately and I don't want to hold a grudge.
Chloe: okay when should we meet?
Beca: Are you busy right now?
Chloe: Nope, I'll be over in 10.
Beca: K.
Chloe shot up from her spot and ran to her room to get dressed; this was her chance to get Beca back and she was not going to miss it.
About ten minutes later Beca heard a buzz at the door. Aubrey was at work so it was the perfect opportunity to talk to Chloe alone. Beca opened the door and saw Chloe who was absolutely glowing; I guess that's what pregnancy does to you. Beca visibly paled when she saw Chloe's tiny bump popping out from her stomach. She still can't believe her Chloe is pregnant with another person's child.
"Hey, are you feeling okay?" Chloe asked innocently from the doorway.
"Yeah, I'm fine come in," Beca opened the door wider to let Chloe in.
Chloe sat down on the couch and began talking. "I just want to say sorry for what happened a couple of weeks ago; I know I was out of line but-" Beca cut in, "No it's fine we were both at fault. Clearly we can't just kiss and hope everything goes back to normal. I do want you in my life Chloe but I think that can only happen if we're friends. That's all we really can be, just friends. It's just I'm still hurt by what you've done and I'll never be able to get over that with a constant reminder living with us and being around us everyday. I hope you understand."
Chloe could not believe what she was hearing. She came over here to win Beca back, but all she hears is further rejection and heartbreak.
Tears welled up in Chloe's eyes, she just wanted to jump up and kiss her again but she knows how that played out last time. "Ok, I get it. It's getting late I should go but I guess I'll talk to you later."
"Are you sure, we can hangout and eat some dinner I don't mind."
"Yeah, I um already have dinner planned out so I'll just see you another time."
"Ok, well bye," but Chloe was already out the door and didn't even hear Beca.
When Chloe came into her house she went straight to her laptop. She looked around making sure Tom wasn't home to see what she was about to do. All she kept hearing was Beca's words echoing through her mind: 'It's just I'm still hurt by what you've done and I'll never be able to get over that with a constant reminder living with us and being around us everyday.' Chloe figured this was the only thing she could do, so she went to Google and typed "Abortion Clinics" into the search box. Chloe was looking through all the results but instantly froze when she heard Tom's voice behind her.
"What the fuck to you think you're doing?"
Busted.
A/N: Okay so CLIFFHANGER! Ah I know I'm evil but you all love me. Leave reviews it inspires quicker updates! Suggest ideas and I will take them into consideration. Later xoxo
