Sorry it took so long to update guys, I had major writers block. Anyways, here's Chapter 10! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Big Time Rush. Only Elle and her family

Chapter 10:

I woke up the next morning to someone pulling the curtains open, letting the bright sun into my room. I hissed and covered my face with a pillow.

"Turn off the sun!" I growled through the pillow. I heard Logan and James laugh.

"Wake up sleeping head, it's 3 in the after noon and we have homework for you." Logan said as both him and James sat down on my bed. I uncovered my face and threw the pillow at Logan, who had a giant pile of papers and books in his hand, growling as I did so.

"Go away, I don't want any." I grumbled, pulling the blankets over my head.

"Saying you don't want any isn't going to get us to go away Elle. We're not girl scouts." James said.

"What kind of heartless person say no to girl scouts?" I asked. "They have the best cookies ever!" Guilty looks crossed both Logan and James' faces. "You assholes! You turn down girl scouts?!"

"We don't have money." Logan said in his defense.

"Well, I do, I just don't like cookies." James said. I glared at him and threw another pillow at him.

"Calm yourself tiger. You don't want to tear your stitches again." Logan said placing both my pillows next to me.

"I'm surprised Carlos and the other one aren't with you." I said as I pulled a sweatshirt over my head.

"Kendall and I aren't speaking." James said. I rolled my eyes at his dramatics.

"So he's avoiding James and is probably at the ice rink. Carlos said he'd stop by and see you later, he needed to go to the store or something and check in with his mom first." Logan explained.

"So why'd you bring me homework?" I asked, glaring at the looming pile of papers.

"Because you're over a month behind and you need to get caught up." He said tossing the pile on my lap. I screeched and glared at him.

"Stitches dumbass!" I hissed moving the pile of papers and books off my lap.

"Sorry Elle." Logan said apologetically, rubbing the back of his neck.

"It's fine." I told him. "So how long exactly do I have to do all of this?" I asked.

"As long as you need." He said. "Everyone heard about the accident so the teachers are being really lenient."

"Well that's good I guess."

"So what's going on between you and Kendall?" James asked randomly. Well, I guess it wasn't really all that random, considering what happened last night.

"I really don't know James. Please don't be mad at Kendall though. I don't like when you guys are mad at each other." I said.

"He broke the rule of dibs!" James said dramatically.

"James, you can't call dibs on girls. That's the fastest way to ruin your chances with her." I told him. "And no offense, but I don't think of you that way. You're like a brother to me. Nothing more." I could see James' heart sink as I told him that.

"But you think of Kendall like that?" Logan asked.

"Yes." I said quickly without thinking. "Wait, no. No, I don't." I corrected myself. "Look James, I'm sorry, I just.. I don't like anyone in that way. I don't want to date anyone, kissing Kendall, that was a mistake and he kissed me first. If it had been you, I probably would've done the same if that makes you feel any better."

"It's alright Ellie, I understand." James said. I nodded slowly. I felt bad, but what can I say, I don't like him like that and it's better I tell him now than later and totally crush him.

"So uh, why did no one try to wake me up this morning and drag me to school?" I asked curiously.

"We thought about it." James said.

"But it was your first night back from the hospital and we figured we'd let you rest instead of dragging you to hell." Logan said simply.

"And we value our lives." James added. "You're dangerous to wake up. Especially at 5 o'clock in the morning." I laughed.

"Yeah, that was probably a smart idea." I said with a smile. "I'm glad you all learned that quickly. After 16 years of knowing me, my mother and Ray Jay still have not learned that."

"You were even dangerous as a baby?" Logan asked. I laughed and nodded.

"Much more dangerous." I said through my laughter. "Mostly because I could get away with it more easily than I can now."

"You're laughing a lot more than usual." Logan said, amused by my laughter.

"Yeahh, that's because I'm on pain meds." I said tossing the prescription bottle that was on my nightstand at him. "That's also why I'm tried as fuck."

"Do you want us to let you sleep?" James asked. I shrugged.

"Only if you guys want to. I could really go for a walk though." I said tossing the blankets off of myself and moving to get out of bed.

"No, no, no." Logan said as he and James stood up in front of me. "You can only get out of bed if you use your crutches. You don't want to tear your stitches or aggravate you leg." I rolled my eyes and stood up on my bed in front of James.

"Fine. Then carry me." I said. James turned around and I got onto his back, trying my best not to choke him with my cast as I wrapped my arms around his neck. "To the kitchen!" I ordered. James listened and brought me downstairs, Logan following behind him carrying my crutches. We got downstairs to the kitchen and James set me down on one of the bar stools around the island.

"Thank you Jamie." I said batting my eyes at him. He glared at the nickname and I burst out laughing. "Logie get me Froot Loops." I whined. Logan laughed and rolled his eyes.

"Okay druggie." He said as he grabbed the box of Froot Loops from the cabinet along with a bowl, a spoon and a gallon of milk. I smiled and quickly poured myself a bowl of cereal.

"Froot Loop monster." James chuckled as I ate my cereal. I pretended to growl at him and guarded my bowl. James and Logan both laughed and I continued to eat.

"So Logan, you're gonna help me with all that homework, right?" I asked seriously. He nodded as he jumped up onto the counter.

"Kendall's gonna be better help with creative writing and chem though." He said. "Well, maybe not chem, I'm better at science than the others, but definitely creative writing, he'll be the one to go to for help."

"Please Logie?" I begged. "I don't want to be alone with him right now."

"Ellie, you're gonna have to face him at some point and it's better to do it not than later because it'll ruin your friendship." He said. I sighed. He was right.

"Fine." I sighed as I played with the last few Froot Loops in my bowl.

"Elle, tell the smart on to move his ass." Leigh snapped as she walked into the kitchen.

"Nice to see you too Leigh." Logan said, trying to sound pleasant.

"Yeah, not really." She said as she grabbed a bag of chips from the cabinet. "Hi James." She said with a sweet smile before she went back into the living room.

"What a little ball of sunshine." Logan said sarcastically.

"She's nice to me." James said happily. I laughed.

"Yeah, that's because she probably wants to fuck you." I told him as I heard the front door open.

"Well–" he started. I glared at him and threw my spoon at him. It missed him and went into the hallway, hitting the person who walked in the door.

"Why are there spoons being thrown at me?" Kendall asked, brushing snow off his beanie.

"James was considering fucking my 14 year old sister." I told him. It was supposed to hit him but my aim's kinda off right now."

"I was kidding." He whined. "She is super hot though." He commented, earning a glare from me and weird looks from Kendall and Logan. "Kidding!" He said putting his hands up in defense.

"Yeah you better be." I told him seriously. James rolled his eyes.

"It's nice to see you're awake there sleeping beauty." Kendall said as he sat down next to me as I poured another bowl of cereal. "Hungry?" He asked. I nodded.

"And she's all goofy from her pain killers." James said. Logan laughed and nodded.

"Watch this." He said as he went to the other side of the table facing me. "Pudding." He said in a funny voice as he did some weird thing with his hand. I burst out laughing, almost choking on my food and falling out of my chair.

"Wow." Kendall said, laughing at my reaction.

"You know," I said through a mouth full of cereal. "It's really funny to call James, Jamie, and Logan, Logie bear and watch their reactions." James and Logan instantly glared at me and I started laughing even more.

"Okay there druggie, stop laughing for a minute so you don't choke." Kendall laughed. I kept laughing for a minute but quickly got myself under control. Well, it seemed quick.

"It's about time you stopped laughing." James said. "I thought you were going to die of laughter."

"You know what would be really funny?" I said before taking another bite of cereal. "Watching Kendall run a half a mile in his underwear through a giant crowd of people. Just thinking about that makes me laughed." I giggled.

"You just want to see him in his boxers." Leigh said as she came back into the kitchen to put her chips away.

"That's so not true." I said.

"If it's not true, then why is your face turning red?" She laughed. Any traces of a smile disappeared from my face and was replaced by a death glare aimed at my little sister.

"So, do you guys want to go for a walk?" I asked the three boys in the kitchen.

"I'm actually supposed to be getting home." James said. "I just stopped here with Logan to see how you were doing and bring you your school work."

"And if he has to leave that means I do because I'm his ride home." Logan said. "Sorry Elle." He said sympathetically.

"It's fine." I shrugged. "See you guys later." I said as they walked out of the kitchen. I looked to Kendall. "Soo.." I trailed off.

"Look, about yesterday," He started. I cut him off.

"Don't worry about it." I said quickly. "It's fine."

"No, it's not. I shouldn't have–" I cut him off again.

"Can we talk about this upstairs? If Leigh hears about it then I'll have to deal with her calling me a slut and then I'll have to kill her." I explained. He nodded.

"Sure." He said standing up. He offered to pick me up but I denied it so he grabbed my crutches and followed behind me. I closed my door as we walked into my room. We stood there for a minute. Neither of us said anything and all I could do way look at his eyes.

"Look, Elle, I'm sorry about yesterday. I shouldn't have kissed you and I was totally out of line." He said. I shook my head.

"No you weren't." I said simply. He looked about as surprised by what I said as I was. I'm pretty sure these pain killers are talking for me.

"What do you mean?" He asked, a confused expression etched on his face. I shrugged.

"You weren't out of line." I said simply as I sat on the edge of my bed.

"How was I not–"

"Not really sure." I said, cutting him off. I sighed and fell backwards on my bed. "I'm not really all that sure of what's going on right now, but I do know that you weren't out of line. If you hadn't kissed me, I probably would have kissed you. It was just the moment and it was going to happen one way or another so don't apologize."

"I'm going to apologize. It wasn't my place to kiss you." He said. I sighed and got up off my bed, walking over to him.

"Kendall," I started. "It is definitely your place to kiss me." I said softly as I quickly kissed him and went and fell back on my bed. Kendall stood there shocked and I laughed at his expression.

"Don't be so shocked Kendall." I giggled. "You knew it was always going to be you. I did to, from the second I saw you. I just wasn't going to let it happen easily."

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