So here's another chapter...enjoy!
Mavis walked through what seemed to be an art museum of some sort. The giant elegant halls were decorated with paintings yet all the paintings were of Johnny and of his previous relationships. As she walked along them, jealousy replaced her anger.
There was a blonde girl about the same height as Johnny, she looked very pretty which made mavis feel self conscious all of a sudden. They were holding hands and smiling like they were the happiest people in the world. She continued to walk not being able to bear the look that they both had. The girl in the next painting was a skinny and very curvy brunette girl that was about an inch shorter than Johnny. This time though, instead of holding hands they were hugging and still had the same smile of happiness on their face. The next girl she came upon had straight red hair and looked absolutely perfect for Johnny in every way. They were now kissing,her face turned hot with more jealousy" that's my boyfriend" she walked past more pictures before wondering to herself," Has Johnny really had that many girlfriends before me?". As she walked, the pictures got more and more intimate to an extent that Mavis blushed when she saw them. Each picture filling the jealousy inside her." Johnny is my boyfriend" she kept thinking" he's not theirs he's mine." By now the pictures had gotten very explicit." Is Johnny impressed with these girls only cause they know what to do in bed? Well ill show them ill have to do better then them." Then she stopped dead in her tracks, what was she thinking! "First Johnny does not get impressed by the fact of how they are in bed because I know he hasn't had anyone yet. Also just... what was I thinking!?" She shook her head violently. It's this place it's messing with my head I can't lose it. With that in mind she continued to walk.
After what seemed like a thousand pictures of which Mavis was 100 percent sure he did not have that many, she came upon statues of varying look and size but they all basically just put what was in the pictures into 3d. She turned so red she looked like a tomato. This redness was from both from the statues and from her own jealousy that was now starting to win the war inside her head. She let out a war cry and started to push over the statues so that they would crumble." These statues are liars! Johnny has never done any of this!" She yelled while tipping and destroying all of the statues.
"How do you know," the voice returned," has Johnny ever told you".
"Yes!" She screamed after she had finished her destruction.
"Don't you think he probably lied to you?"the voice continued.
"No! He wouldn't do that"
"Really? Is that what you believe"the voice mocked.
She squatted and put her head between her knees."I can't lose it, I can't lose it, I can't lose it." She repeated this until she calmed down. Then she stood and started to walk again except at a little bit of a faster pace to get through this as fast as possible. Of course there was the voice again throwing coal into her fire of jealousy and emotions.
"You think Johnny is the perfect little virgin just like you so when the time comes you'll both learn together oh how sweet"
Mavis just ignored it even though her mind was considering every word it said.
"Well sorry to Burst your bubble but but he's had lots of experience. Like lots and lots and..."
"Shut up, just shut up!" she couldn't take it anymore." You don't know him any better than I do! Who are you anyway!"
The voice laughed grimly," you haven't figured it out yet. There was a silence as Mavis thought about who it could possibly be, then it replied. I'm you, your deep dark bad conscious just givin a free voice. Every thing I say has crossed your mind at one point or another."
She shook her head," your lying, I have never thought that Johnny has been with anyone else".
"Of course you have"the voice replied."you notice that he sometimes kisses you then goes to far like he's done this before and has gone further. but then he pulls away and pretends like he didn't know what he was doing, even though you have a feeling he does. And then you feel like you should show him that you know what your doing also, yet you don't."
"No" she firmly stated.
You can't lie to me Mavis remember who I am.
She didn't say it out loud but it was right. Everything it said had in fact been through her mind before.
The voice carried on,"every time he acts cute you want him more and more yet you hold it in cause you're shy."
She blushed, "stop".
"Why?" The voice questioned,"am I wrong"then it just stopped leaving Mavis to think to herself.
The truth was that Mavis did want him but she would never say anything straight to his face as she knew that he would never do it. So she just saved herself the trouble of being turned down and on top of that make it awkward every time she was around him.
She had never felt that kind of urge before. It was always just a friend ship but with Johnny it was different. Her body acted funny around him. She was always blushing randomly, thoughts would just pop into her head, she would always heat up and start to sweat. This all started recently too.
The voice came back once more,"if Johnny let you, would you take the chance?"it asked even though it already knew the answer.
She knew that Johnny would have some decency And of course wouldn't but would she?
She continued to walk down the eccentric and ,except for the paintings, beautiful halls still in deep thought.
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