HOLY S*** I can't believe its been what? half a year since I updated? Wow they weren't kidding when they said high school goes by fast anyways. This will be all about what happened to Naruto's team. It will reveal the main reason for Naruto's fear. It will also explain what happened to Naruto's mother, and who Hisashi's father is.

Disclaimer: 'Cries into hands' I'll ..never own Naruto 'Cries some more' 'Looks up with dry eyes' HA I really got you with that one! lol. Though I seriously don't own Naruto. 'Realization hits, eyes go wet, Burst into tears' NOOOOOOO!

***Chapter Four***

I was excited! It would be the first mission my team had since we became genin a couple weeks ago. Ever since the bell test we had been working on all sorts of things from our team work to walking on trees and water. We also worked on our postion on the team which we had been given based on what our reports in the academy said.

Hitomi was given the part of Genjutsu user, she was also back-up ninjutsu. Her third was healing. She wasn't the best healer but she would get us out of a tight spot if I was to injured to heal.

Hisashi was Ninjutsu user, and back up Taijutsu. His third was Genjutsu. I learned he had absolutely no skill in healing suprisingly. After all his chakra control was way above mine.

I was Taijutsu and Healer of the group. My back up was genjutsu. I know I had two main ones but I have this since a healer needs to protect themselves. Also it could be used with healing but instead of healing it kills the enemy. I never really liked ninjutsu. I was suprised when Sensei gave me the part of healer. He said that a certain test we where given during the Exams was to see if we had healing qualitys or not. I never knew this but you had to be born with the ability to heal. You couldn't learn it unless you had the skill otherwise the healing abilities would kill the person that was supposed to be healed.

He also told me later that I had passed with flying colors on that test and the only person to match what I got was Tsunade-Sama. Also known as the Legendary Sucker. I was suprised when I was told this. After all I had crappy chakra control. Well that is I used to until I found a seal located on my shoulder that made my chakra control bad I soon learned that it was placed by a retired ninja that wanted me dead. So I wasn't bad at controling my chakra no more.

Anyways Sensei had trained us for a few weeks. Now it was time for our first mission! I couldn't wait to see what it was. It would hopefully be something useful and not something like having to escort a drunk bridge builder or something. Walking into Hokage tower with my teammates on either side of me after decideing me to be leader of the group much to Hisashi's horror.

"Well let's see what we have today." the Hokage said checking his list. "Well it looks like for the very first time in history we have absolutely no D-ranking mission. So I am pleased to say that you will be getting a C-rank. I believe that your skills are good enough for it right Kiyoshi?"

"Yes Hokage-Sama I believe they are more than ready." Sensei said.

"Well then I will asign you the mission of taking these herbs to a town located in wave country. Good Luck." the Hokage said he then proceeded to give us the herbs.

***Three Hours later***

After getting ready we where off no believeing that we were on our first mission ever and it was a C-rank. If only I knew that would be the last time my teammates would ever set their eyes on the village. Maybe then we wouldn't have accepted the mission.

***Two days later***

"Why why? I don't get it why did Sensei lose? I can't be possible he can't be..d..dead? NO it's not true it's not TRUE! My world then fell into blackness as I let the Kyuubi take over so I could kill Zabuza Monichi for killing my sensei. Unfortunatly it wasn't the half that taught me everything I knew. I was the half that destroyed the half that hated human kind. The half that killed my teammates with my hands then gave me the memorys of it. If only I knew this then they would have been alive. But unfortunatly they died and Zabuza got away.

***Flashback***

My red eyes opened and looked right at Hitomi blood lust in my eyes I wanted to kill. I didn't care who or what but I wanted to kill.

"Nar... narumi what wrong with your eyes? Are you a Uchiha or something." Hitomi asked not knowing that it wasn't me. As she walked closer the red chakra formed at tail and swiped at her... she was dead on impact I watched her still body hit a tree and land with a heavy thud on the ground. Her green eyes opened left unseeing.

"NARUMI WHAT WRONG WITH YOU? WHY DID YOU DO THAT WASN'T SHE YOUR FRIEND? YOU... YOU... YOU BITCH!" Hisashi screamed as he attacked me hatred in his eyes. I didn't use my tails this time instead when he was in arms reach I threw out my clawed hands and dug them deep in his chest and grabbed his heart. Slowly sqeezing I watched as pain and hatred took over his features as he slowly died. The last thing he said to me was.

"Demon" Then his eyes lost all life as I gave one hard squeeze and his heart burst. He fell to the ground with utter hatred on his face as his body slumped to the ground before me. Then the part of kyuubi taking over my body brought the hand to his face and licked my hand clean of blood. The memory that kyuubi gave me then ended as my hand was licked clean. As his words said this one thing "this is power."

***Flashback End***

This is why power scares me. I have already killed my two best friends because of it. What if the Kyuubi comes out again and does more than kill a few people but my whole village? These thought plague me every time I use any type of chakra to kill. So I cry whenever I use power. I am scared of the other half of Kyuubi, I'm also scared of Zabuza Monochi the only person who would make me release that half of Kyuubi again. After all he is the main reason behind my teammates and senseis death. Though I still give myself all the blame.

After the anbu came looking for us 6 days later they found three bodies left in the exact same positon as when they died and me curled under a tree murmering to myself that it was my fault. The ANBU not knowing that I was the Kyuubi figured that Zabuza killed all three of them and carried me and their bodies back to the village. Only the Hokage knows the real story. I also learned something about Hisashi's father. I learned that he was in fact the basterd son of my father. Meaning he was my half brother.

Though the most shocking new was when he told me about my mother. He figured I would need some good news after "watching" my teammates die. He told me that after the Kyuubi was forcibly ripped out of her that she went into a coma. She was still in it and they don't know if she would ever wake. I personally hoped she didn't after all why would a demon deserve a mother? I would take years for me to get out of this state of mind. Though I never did overcome my fear of power.

Well their it is the next installment of Crying Kit. I hope you like it. I am really sorry for taking half a year to update. I just hope that this makes up for it.

Sayounara