Ren could still not believe what he heard. Kyoko can't be pregnant. She was a 17 years old innocent virgin. There was no way she could be in such a messy situation.
"How…long?" His voice barely came out.
"About two weeks" Said the doctor.
Two weeks? It hit Ren straight. I had been having dreams of Kyoko doing nasty things with me for two weeks just after the OH NO! It was just after Maria's Grateful party whose end I can't remember because I was 'drunk'. Don't tell me! But can it be?
Ren looked as pale as a ghost at the thought of being responsible of Kyoko's misery.
"Is she awake?"
"No. And that was what I wanted to ask you. Is it possible that she have been lacking sleep and over working last few days? Her body is in sensitive situation so it is necessary to take good care of her from the beginning. The situation can get seriously bad if not taken care properly. I will write some medicines that she should take and necessary precautions. Be sure to follow those" The doctor handed him a paper. Ren shooked hands with him and left.
So that is why she fainted. But what must have happened that caused her lack of sleep?
Ren entered the room where Kyoko was lying on the bed. The doctor gave her some vitamins so that she could make up for her deficiency and will be fresh and energetic.
She looked so vulnerable sleeping like that. Just like an angel from the sky. The deep breathes made her chest heave in a perfect rhythm. A warmth spread in Ren's chest upon seeing her. Something felt just right. Like it was supposed to happen and it happened right. Ren moved to her side.
"I am so sorry Kyoko. Your life is going to be much more difficult from now on" Ren was fighting the urge to kiss those red rose petals called lips by the world. When he couldn't take it anymore he bent down, brushed hair form her forehead and placed a chaste kiss.
The feeling of his baby growing in her stomach made his chest fill with warmth, love and pride. He has never endured such a warm feeling before. Everything felt just right but was surrounded by the shadows of wrong. Ren's hand gently brushed her hair while he stared at her face lovingly. He himself didn't know when he turned into a love hungry freak. He just wanted Kyoko to be his right now. He fought an urge to claim her every time he saw her. He knew it was wrong but he has never endured something more right as well. It was just the most right kind of wrong feeling ever that was building up in his chest.
"I know you are going to hate me when you will know the truth so I want to treasure this little time I am spending with you. Because I…I love you Kyoko" It was the first time these three words escaped his lips for her. He always felt them but never said. But today the over ride of emotions was making him say everything.
His hand gently moved towards her lowered body and stopped at the stomach. He could bet that he was hallucinating a heart beat from there and a light breathe. He touched her stomach and his heart filled with pleasure. He caressed it again to stored all the pleasure he could because he knew that what was going to happen next.
Kyoko will hate me.
Ren never knew when his phone rang. He was so busy in his dream world that everything else seemed to him as irritating as fly buzzing near the ear. He didn't even felt time fly. It was already three hours since they were in the hospital and for him it felt like seconds. Precious moments pass like air. Time seemed to fly at hyper speed for him.
He tried his best to stop the tears whelming up in his eyes from falling.
You are definitely going to hate me now. I know you.
Ren came out of the room and pulled out his cell phone. For the first time he noticed the number of calls he missed. He smacked his head on his hand.
I am such an idiot. Everyone is going to kill me.
He dialed Yashiro's number. He didn't have to wait as Yashiro picked up immediately after the first bell.
"Ren! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? WE ALL ARE FUCKING WORRIED HERE AND THERE YOU ARE ROMEO NOT EVEN PICKING OUR CALL!" Yashiro's angry aura travelled through the cell phone. Ren could feel everyone at LME glaring at him. But right now it didn't matter.
"Yashiro-san do me a favor and clear mine and Mogami-san's schedule for the rest of the day"
"But why? Did some…" But Ren never let him finish and hanged up on him. According to doctor's advice he took Kyoko home (His home). During the drive a tear escaped its way out of his eye. He didn't deserve forgiveness and he knew it.
The ride seemed to go on forever. But when he finally reached, he carried Kyoko to his apartment. Lucky for him that not many people saw him in this situation. He opened the guest room door and took her in. Gently he placed her on the bed, arranged the blankets and after one final look left the room.
I can't take it anymore. There is a possibility that I am not the father but who else can it be?
Ren chose that the best thing now was to sit down, cool his head and try to remember what actually happened that night. All he remember was
Flashback
"Ren-kun! come on" Insisted a drunk Kyoko. It was already past mid night and now the whole party was deeply enjoying a drunk night.
"But where Kyoko-chan?" Teased Ren although he could see her intentions. Kyoko tried to pull his arm but he was just too heavy for her. Ren chuckled and in a flash picked her up bridal side.
"Put me down Ren-kun" Said a very irritated Kyoko. She wanted something and Ren knew very well what it was. He took her to a room (Office maybe).The memory was still hazy. Threw open the door, went in and the door closed.
End of flashback
Ren shrugged. This flashback was definitely a proof that he was the criminal. He took advantage of her when she was not her senses. How worse could it be?
Ren's head drowned in the couch as he threw himself on one. He was just too depressed.
I hate myself.
Ren heard a little commotion from the guest room.
She is awake, already?
A/N: - I am so sorry for being such an immature and thankx a lot for the improvements you told me. I made some little improvements so now the chapter is a little more acceptable than previous one.