Chapter 14: - Ren's big Shock
As Ren entered the house; the aroma of food caught his nose. He smiled inwardly. Coming home to a wife was something he could easily get used to. He placed the shopping bags aside and peeked into the kitchen. There was she, his love, his life, his everything; his kyoko cooking as gracefully as a swam. He tip toed towards her. Kyoko never noticed his presence until she felt a pair of strong arms snaking around her waist. She jumped a little; at the sudden surprise. Her blush deepened when Ren kissed her cheek and huskily whispered in her ear "I am home". Kyoko was sure that any moment now her heart will burst out of her ribs due to the happiness. Applying her best efforts, she managed to calm down. She turned her face and met his grey eyes. Instead of fighting the urge to kiss him back, she complied with it. With a kiss landed on his cheek and a warm greeting from Kyoko, Ren was on cloud nine. After the fluffy greeting, Kyoko told him to freshen up as the food was almost ready. He happily obeyed. Within fifteen minutes, both were sitting at the dining table enjoying Kyoko's home cooking. Kyoko was planning in her mind, how to show Ren her surprise while Ren was doing the same thing.
"Kyoko" "Ren" Both destroyed the silence at the exact same time.
"You tell first" Ren being the gentleman said.
"I wanted to show you something" Kyoko said it all rushed in one breathe.
"That's funny. I wanted to show you something as well." Kyoko looked up at him curiously.
"Then let's show together" Both agreed and rushed to get there things. In two minutes they were both sitting on the couch in the living room with shopping bags.
"You went shopping?" Both couldn't believe the strange coincidence. After digesting the little coincidence, they handed each other the shopping bags. Their eyes widened as they saw what was inside. They looked up at each other and met the other's eyes. Firstly there was silence but then Ren's lips curved into a smile. He placed away the shopping bags and pulled her in a hug. Kyoko got over the shock as he hugged her. She snuggled closer to him. They stayed there for a little while, and then kyoko pulled away. She looked at him blushing hard. Ren smiled at her blush and swiftly placed a peck on her cheek.
"You are going to be a great mother. I can already see that." Kyoko was dumb folded. Tears swam in her eyes, threatening to fall. A tear finally escaped her eye. Ren's hand unconsciously moved and wiped the tear away.
"Thank you." Ren smiled.
"You are welcome." Kyoko smilingly went and placed away all the things.
"Kyoko, what do you think it will be?" Kyoko passed him a confused look.
"What?
"Our baby." Kyoko blushed. She still was a little uncomfortable when he said 'our baby'. It seemed so dream like when those words escaped his lips.
Kyoko's hand unconsciously moved to her stomach and laid there. She closed her eyes and silently hallucinated a little life form breathing.
On seeing this, Ren smiled and closed his eyes. His hand moved towards her stomach. He hesitated a little at first but then placed it on her's. Much to his surprise, she didn't move away neither flinched. Ren imagined the warmth of her hand changing to a beating of heart.
Both smiled, their lips openedand voice escaped. The word that was formed was enough to make their eyes shoot wide open. That particular word was 'girl'. Both were shocked that both of them expected a daughter.
They both regained their senses in a few seconds. Ren's lips curved in a smile while Kyoko's did pretty much the same thing.
"If we got a son, and he found out that we never expected I am sure that he will hate us" Kyoko chuckled. Despite the fact that he was enjoying too much, Ren couldn't keep himself from yawning. Kyoko caught him in the act and proposed that they should go to sleep.
They were soon in bed, happy not only on the inside but also on the outside. And the best, they can easily see each other's happiness which increased their own as well.
Something was building up inside. Something that was known as courage. The courage to tell each other what they felt.
Lying in bed with her, he felt like the luckiest person alive. He could feel her warmth right next to him. He could hear the air enter and leave her lungs. He could watch her lovely figure all night. He could be with her and that was something he could trade even for his own life. But now he felt like his heart can't hold the secret anymore. He needed to confess his feelings. He came this far successfully and there was a little hope that she won't run away in horror from him. The baby growing in her womb was the one giving him the spirit. She/he was telling him to open up his heart in front of her. He could even crush his entire manly ego and beg in front of her to accept him. It was time and he knew it.
"I love you more than anything Kyoko and you are going to know this fact soon."
Lying in bed with him, she felt more alive than she ever did before. He was her life. She can't imagine one night without him by her side. She couldn't remember how she used to be without him before. It almost felt like impossible. In so little time, He had come so close to her that tearing him apart from her would be more painful than ripping apart her limbs. She could trade her every breathe to see his sleeping face every time she woke up. Her heart beats for him. She lived for him. There was more than just love for him in her heart. And this fact was becoming a burden on her heart. It wanted to release the burden. It wanted to her to confess her love. And the infant growing in her was giving her the remaining necessary courage. Kyoko made up her mind. She was going to confess. She will tell everything that is in her heart. Even if he comes to hate her, she will not give up no matter what. She won't force him to love her but she will tell him her feelings no matter what.
"I love you more than I could ever love anyone and soon you are going to know this little secret"
Next Morning
Kyoko was driven off to LME before Ren went to pick up Yashiro for his daily routine. Kyoko reached LME and was informed where the shooting was going to be held. She took a cab and was off to work. Kyoko reached the studio on about 9:00 AM. She entered and was greeted by the director; Yoshi Sakagame. After the intro, Kyoko was taken to where the singers were. The door opened revealing someone whom Kyoko never expected to see there. There he was sitting with his usual grin in place and wearing his famous stylin clothes. Fuwa Sho stood up and went straight to Kyoko. The door was closed so Kyoko was cornered. He caged her against the wall and smirked when he saw her boiling up with rage. Satisfied with reaction, he intentionally pushed her aside and left the room, leaving a stupefied Kyoko behind. (A/N: - I didn't want to use the usual "He came towards her. She backed up against the closed door. Etc." Style so I used this way. I hope you guys didn't mind)
Kyoko looked back at the door trying to agree her mind with the fact that just happened. But her mind refused to believe that Sho left without some cheeky comment or brazen argument. It was unlike him to leave with just a smirk. Still surprised but in her senses, Kyoko took a seat and waited for the others.
She didn't have to wait long as Ruriko entered after a minute. With her usual proud the raven haired beauty entered the room in a red sundress matching the color of her make over and black sandals. She looked at Kyoko and a smile appeared to enhance her features. Kyoko stood up and walked over to her.
"Hello, Ruriko-san" Kyoko offered her hand which Ruriko accepted and shook wholeheartedly while observing the girl in front of her. The girl who looked so grown up then two years ago when she met her in a bright pink jump suit. Though she had to admit that Kyoko was pretty and looking much mature.
"Hello to you too, Mogami-san" Both girls settled down on the couch. Kyoko noticed that Ruriko was walking a little limp. But then she remembered that Sawara told her that the original lead had a foot injury. Kyoko was about to ask Ruriko for details of the injury but Yoshi choose that moment to enter accompanied by Sho whose smirk was still in place; creeping out Kyoko.
"Kyoko-Chan, you must have met Ruriko-san and here is Fuwa Sho-san" Kyoko just nodded as she looked at Sho in displeasure. Ruriko noticed Kyoko's irritation.
"So now for the real talk. Kyoko-Chan you will be performing with Fuwa-san who…"
"WHAT?!" Kyoko bolted up in surprise and disgust. Sho and Ruriko were both amused by her action.
"Is something wrong, Kyoko-Chan" Yoshi who was oblivious to Kyoko's hatred asked worriedly. Kyoko realized that she just made a joke of herself took a deep breath and shook her head as answer Yoshi's concern.
"You need to do this MV Kyoko. Remember Sawara-san said that this MV needed to be released in three says so if I refused now then they will have a lot of problems. As a professional, you should not hesitate to take on challenges." After an internal debate, Kyoko decided to so as told.
"As you all know that this MV is a friendly collaboration between Akatoki and LME. So Ruriko-san here will be the vocalist while Fuwa-san will act in the MV. Any questions?" All shook their heads so Yoshi continued.
"Kyoko-Chan you will be playing as Fuwa-san's lover" This was a major blast at Kyoko. She looked pale as a ghost when she heard the revelation. It took all of her power to maintain her cool and listen to the rest instead of running out in full speed. Sho was enjoying the changing of colors on Kyoko's face while Ruriko was curiously paying attention to her actions.
"Kyoko-Chan there is not much of a story just a girl and a boy living next door. Boy is a star of school while girl is a nerd. They are good friends but barely talk in public. Both love each other. The boy has a girlfriend. On one of his games, the boy finds his girlfriend flirting with another guy. They have a big fight. At the prom, the girl dresses up beautifully and all the eyes turn to her. There they finally confess. The song is "You belong with me". We will be shooting in half an hour. Any questions." Kyoko was listening carefully to the whole story. Yoshi just gave a vague description but she got the idea. The fact that there was no hug or kiss vanished her worry. She got all pumped up for the shoot. Suddenly the door opened and revealed Mimori (or Sho's pochiri).
"I'm sorry for being late." Yoshi brushed off the apology as Mimori already knew her part so she didn't miss anything. As soon as she saw Sho, she jumped at him and hugged him. Sho pulled away in disgust and left the room. Mimori pouted but she was used to his rude behavior. She scanned the room for the first time and as soon as her eye's landed on Kyoko, she snorted and moved to her. Pointing at Kyoko, she shouted loud "I hate you" and stomped out of the room. Kyoko just sighed but Ruriko was surprised.
As soon as both of them were left alone in the dressing room, Ruriko turned towards her.
"Is something going on between you and Sho?" Kyoko snorted in disgust at the mere thought.
"I hate that asshole" Ruriko smiled. It was good to have someone with similar thoughts at you but she was still a little confused about Mimori's behavior.
"Then what was up with Mimori-san?" Kyoko moved forward her hand to let the make-up artist polish her nails.
"She thinks that I am trying to steal her Sho-Chan" Kyoko air quoted 'Sho-Chan' "since I know him from his childhood. But what she won't understand is that I simply hate him" Ruriko caught Kyoko's hatred and irritation so she decided for no more question.
In half an hour, they were standing at the location for the shoot. Kyoko and Sho were dressed casually. Yoshi gave the descriptions and the shooting began. No matter how much Kyoko loathed to work with the punk, she was an actress. So she closed her eyes, took a deep breathe to focus on her character and began acting her part. Ruriko was impressed that Kyoko was acting great despite the fact that she hated it.
The day passed by, the shoot was going great. The whole song was wrapped up except the last part; the prom. Kyoko was dressing up when Yoshi came in to tell her the details.
"Kyoko-Chan, in this part all you have to do is come in the prom room walking slowly. All eyes will turn to you. As Sho-san will see you, his eyes will shoot wide open. With a smile, he will walk towards you. Mimori-san will try to stop him by flirting but he will walk past her. When you both will be face to face, you will show him the paper on which you have written 'I love you'. Seeing this he will search in his pocket for something. Smiling sheepishly he will show you his paper. Both of you will come closer. You will put your hands on his shoulders and as the scene closes, your lips will meet his. Any question?" All was going well until Kyoko heard the last part. She practically fell flat on the ground. Yoshi bent down to check upon her worriedly.
"Kyoko-Chan, are you alright?" Kyoko looked up at Yoshi, as pale as a ghost. With shaking hands and Yoshi's support Kyoko managed to sit again.
"Yoshi-san, please do me a favor" Kyoko begged her. No matter what, she cannot kiss Sho.
"Do ask, Kyoko-Chan" Yoshi was oblivious to what was going on in Kyoko's mind.
"I can't kiss him. Please do something" Kyoko was teary and Yoshi was confused.
"But…" Yoshi's question was interrupted by Ruriko who over heard the conversation.
"Yoshi-san, I think we can manage just a close eye lock. Can't we?" It wasn't a question rather a more command. Yoshi looked at Kyoko who was about to break down and Ruriko who was glaring. She thought over the situation for a moment.
"Okay. Eye lock is also good but it would be a little close. Okay?" Kyoko nodded frantically. Yoshi smiled and left the girls alone.
"Thank you, Ruriko-Chan" Ruriko smiled and left.
Everyone was waiting for Kyoko. The set was all ready as well as the extra's. Sho was wearing a black tuxedo. He was boiling up inside since Yoshi told him that the kiss scene was cut. He was waiting for that scene the whole time. The entire time he kept himself controlled from jumping on her and confessing his love. Today was the perfect time for it. He was the one who suggested the whole kiss scene and now his plan was destroyed. But no matter what he will confess today. While he was arguing in his mind, everyone's eyes turned to a specific person. Everyone went silent. Sho noticed the sudden silence and turned to where everyone's eyes were fixed. His eyes widened at the sight. The person who was being ravished by everyone's attention was standing in a pristine white dress, embroidered with small flowers. There was no over-the-top design to distract it in its simplicity. Yes, it was simple, but it was also elegant. It was like the dress was made for her.
Sho's eye's jumped out of his sockets. Even Mimori couldn't help but praise her. Kyoko blushed from all the attention she got. When Yoshi praised, Kyoko transferred all the admiration to the beautician who simply refused to take it.
In a fit of jealousy Mimori cling to Sho's arm. Her actions brought Sho to the real world. He turned away quickly to hide the blush forming on his cheeks.
Finally the shoot started.
Kyoko entered the prom hall and all eyes turned to her. Sho noticed everyone's attention turning to someone. He moved passed some people. His eyes finally caught the particular person stealing everyone's attention. A wave of nervousness rose in his chest. With a goofy nervous smile and small steps he moved towards caught Sho advancing towards Kyoko. Immediately she sneaked up in front of him dancing sexily, rubbing her body with hers. But his eyes were only fixed on one person. He pushed her aside and continued towards his destination. Kyoko was also advancing towards him. When only they were a few feet's apart, Kyoko a nervous smile, she unfolded a paper and revealed it to him. Sho's smile widened as he unfolded his paper and raised it to show her. After the silent confession, both of them proceeded towards each other. Looking deep into each other's eyes, they moved closer. Their lips were decorated with smiles while eye's smiled in their own way.
Their lips were only a few centimeters apart when the director yelled 'cut'. Kyoko was about to pull away but Sho had other plans. He used his hand that was on her shoulder and drew her towards him. Kyoko's lips thrashed against Sho's as her eye's widened in surprise. His lips repulsed her. Kyoko forgot about the shoot. She forgot about everything except his lips on hers. Her hands found their way to his chest and started pushing him away but he didn't bulge. Instead his lips were forced more upon her. Kyoko's senses went wild. She kicked his knee hard. Pain rushed through his figure and he pulled away.
As soon as he pulled away, tears rushed through Kyoko's eyes. She wiped her lips with her hand frantically. She looked at Sho with a wild look in her eyes. Her hand rose unconsciously and hit Sho hard on his face. He looked up at her wide eyed. Kyoko's condition was worse to wear. Her eyes were wide open; bloodshot. Her hair was messed up and her make-up was flowing. Her whole body was shaking. Kyoko looked around at all the silent faces and felt like if their eyes were piercing through her body. Without a second thought, she rushed outside.
All eyes turned to Sho. Everyone looked upon him with disgust. Sho looked around for a second and then ran after Kyoko.
There was dead silence in the room until Yoshi snapped out of the drama and ordered everyone for a wrap up. Shooting was done.
Tears were cascading down her face as she ran to no particular place in mind. Behind her, she can hear footsteps and voice of the singer calling her name. Kyoko hated when she heard her name delivered by his lips. She felt nauseate remembering the fact that her lips were kissed by him. His entire figure was so loathsome to her that his mere thought made her want to throw up. She kept running not caring about the people, her surrounding or the directions. She just needed to be out of his reach. She needed Ren. Kyoko's mind and heart were not aching because Sho kissed her. Their cause of pain was the fact that her lips were now dirty for Ren. That Ren was now not the only one who kissed her. She wanted to murder the despicable singer for ruining the lips that were meant only for Ren. How dare he try such an act?
Kyoko never noticed when Sho picked up the pace and reached her. She only realized when he held her hand and pulled her into his embrace. Kyoko started struggling for freedom. She tried pushing, kicking but his hold only tightened. Finally she broke. She was only a girl after all. How could she win against a strong man? Her petite body can't compete and she knew it.
"Let me go" Her voice came out meek and broken. You could measure her pain through her voice. But Sho's grip only tensed.
"Promise me that you won't run" The key notion in Kyoko's mind was indeed running but she needed to get out of his grasp so she decided to compromise.
"Okay" Warily Sho loosened his grip and let her slither free. Kyoko's heart yelled at her to run but her mind reminded her of the promise. In taking a deep breathe; Kyoko forced her eyes to look at him. What she found shocked her more than the kiss.
Tears were falling from Sho's eyes. His face showed remorse but the vital ingredient of the emotions was something else. Something that Kyoko couldn't believe was on his face. The prime emotion was pain. And it looked so intense that it almost reminded Kyoko of the pain she endured when Sho broke her heart. But the question was that why was he in pain? He should be rejoicing now at the fact that he managed to kiss her. But his face showed rue instead of triumph.
"I am sorry" Kyoko backed away in surprise. If she had been shocked by the previous events then now she stunned. Kyoko's eyes were wide open as she examined him. She had spent an age with him but never before had she seen him crying or repenting on his mistake. It was a sight she never imagined she would see.
Sho looked up at her. His heart was broken. He knew that he had lost her to Ren. He knew that it is useless to repent over split milk. He was aware of the fact that she loved Ren not him. But he still wanted to confess. He doesn't want her hating him. Now that love had imprisoned his heart, he saw how much it hurt to see the one you love hating you. How much precious was their one smile meant for you? How much their hatred strung in the heart? He understood all that.
"Kyoko, Please, I have something important to tell you. Please listen calmly." Kyoko took a deep breath and nodded so he could continue.
"I am a jerk. I let you down. I broke your heart. I deceived you." Kyoko was listening attentively not quite understanding the need of this confession.
"The day you left, I never thought that I would ever miss you. I never thought that coming to an empty home would be difficult. I never thought that I would need you again. But I was so wrong. I spent two years pretending I didn't care. Pretending that you are nothing to me, no one important. But when I found out that Ren was spending time with you. I couldn't help but feel jealous. I never thought about where these feelings came from. I never thought about any except getting you back from him" Kyoko was really confused. Why is he telling things I already know? Then Sho did something really unexpected. He fell on his knees in front of her.
"Kyoko, I know I don't deserve you" His voice was hurt, broken and came out meek. Even Kyoko's heart moved. The hatred suddenly subsided. Something familiar was in that pain. Something too familiar.
"But please don't leave me alone. I love you. I love so much." Kyoko's heart stopped. Her hands unconsciously covered her mouth to cover the gasp. She backed away from the sobbing singer. The pain; she remember now. It was the same pain she suffered when Sho broke her heart. These were the same tears that she cried when she lost her love. This was the same suffering. The guy who made her suffer was now suffering in front of her. In a part of her heart, the demons were celebrating triumph. Kyoko's revenge was accomplished. But the greater part of the heart was shaking in terror from remembering the pain. From remembering the intense hurt. Kyoko shook frantically. Tears running down her cheeks. She can't just break him apart. One look at his face, reminded her of herself. All the agony, suffering, ache came rushing back. Her mind told her to leave him there. HE deserved it. But the heart; the same heart that was broken refused to act accordingly. Even though it suffered pain from the punk singer, it was well aware of how much agony awaited the punk's heart if Kyoko broke it. Tears cascaded down her cheeks as her shaking hands moved towards him.
Sho remained there on the floor after confessing. His body was shaking as he awaited the cruel rejection. Minutes passed but no one said a word. Kyoko never left, making him even more nervous. Out of the blue, he felt two hands on his shoulders. Slowly he looked up and was shocked to find Kyoko crying. She nodded and he lifted himself up to face her. He couldn't read her expression but one thing was clear. She wasn't about to harshly reject or slap him.
Kyoko brought back her hands as he stood up. His eyes were red. He looked confused and in pain. A smile crept upon her lips confusing him even more. Her hands moved towards him and cupped his cheeks. Moving closer to him, she closed her eyes. Kyoko rose up and landed her lips on his gently. Sho was beyond shocked as he felt her soft lips on his. For a second everything seemed to stop but he regained his senses and closed his eyes to enjoy her lips. He felt like he was floating. He had kissed tons of girls but she was completely different. The warmth that spread in his chest added to the pleasure. They stayed like that for a few more seconds until Kyoko pulled away. A sad smile decorated her features.
"You love me?" She asked sadly and he abruptly nodded.
"I am sorry. That kiss was all I could ever give you." Sho's heart sunk. He felt like someone stole the breath from his lungs. Tears fell from his eyes on their eyes. Everything lost color and attraction. All he could see was her.
Kyoko looked at him sadly. She knew what he was facing and she could see him shattering. His eyes were giving the perfect vision of what was happening inside.
"But there is something I could do for you" Sho looked at her hopefully for something he didn't know.
"I know someone who can love you more than anyone can ever could. I know she will keep you happy." Kyoko saw as his disappointment.
"But I love you. I don't want anyone else" She smiled.
"Do you know love is a very strong feeling?" He nodded.
"But even something as strong as love needs to be stable. One pillar cannot hold a roof forever. Can it?" He shook his head listening attentively to her gentle teachings.
"You need a second pillar to hold it firmly forever. The same is with love. One sided love cannot last forever. It needs to be reciprocated by some other person to be stable. Other vise a time will come when it will fall apart. You love me but one day this love will weaken and you'll be all alone. So isn't it better to try to love someone who can love you back? Try to understand, Sho. You are wise and mature. I know Mimori-Chan can make you happy. Give her a chance will you?" Sho listened to every word she said. It made sense and that's what he was sad about. She was right. But for the person you love to tell you to love someone else was painful.
"I'll be really happy if you do so" Her statement caught his interest.
"You will always be my best friend?"
"Even though if Moko-san found about it, I'll be killed. But still, I will always be your best friend." Sho chuckled but then looked at her sadly.
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"For not doing what I did to you" Kyoko sadly turned.
"Let's not talk about that. Okay?" Sho nodded.
"Does he keep you happy?" He asked hesitantly.
"More than anyone could ever do so. He loves" She stopped herself immediately.
"Kyoko, is everything alright?" Sho turned her towards him and looked at her worriedly.
"I am pregnant" Sho looked at her shocked at the sudden outburst. After an uncomfortable thirty seconds, the news finally sunk in. He smiled softly.
"Good to know." Kyoko smiled back. Her eyes suddenly caught a glance of the time. It was getting late.
"I should go now."
"Should I drop you?"
"No. I'll be fine. Good night."
"Good night" Kyoko left for home. But there was some feeling that suddenly arose in her heart. Like something bad was going to happen. She shrugged off the feeling and went home happily.
Ren was done with tonight's shoot. He was walking from a corridor when he heard someone crying. It caught his interest.
"Who would be crying here?" He walked towards the source of the noise. He kept walking until he could hear more than one voice. But both of them seemed too familiar. His heart beat fastened unusually. A knot tightened in his stomach. Something was wrong. His steps quickened. As he reached the source, he froze in his tracks. There was Kyoko; his Kyoko cupping Sho's face and intentionally kissing him. His heart stopped. His breathe lost. Ren could do anything; bear anything in this world except seeing his love kissing someone else.
Unconsciously his feet begun running, taking him to the other direction. He was devastated. His every hope destroyed. Tear's streamed down his face as he rushed to his car to head home
Precap: - Ren looked at Kyoko. His eyes bloodshot. Anger dripping from them. He raised his hand and threw the wine bottle in his hand towards the LCD TV. It crashed against it and both of them shattered to pieces. Kyoko moved back in fright. But Ren had other plans for tonight.
Fore Shadowing: - In the other chapter, either there is going to be a huge fight or a confession.
Author's Note: - Sorry you guys. I had a lot of time but being super lazy I never wrote. I hope you guys could forgive me. It was also my birthday and Eid (Like Christians have Christmas). So it was not entirely my laziness.
Still I beg you to review because it took a super lot time in writing this. This is the biggest chapter yet after all.
The song and idea of MV belongs to Taylor Swift. I don't own it. I wanted to write an original but you know I am lazy.
Oh yeah, one more thing.
Some of you might be thinking that whenever there is sunshine for them I bring more pain. Then it is because I want to use pain as the reason of their union. SO please bear with i
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