A/N:- Guys there was a tiny problem. In the last chapter i mentioned that Kyoko woke up after half an hour of Ren's departure. But if Kyoko left on a helicopter after him, she will probably be in Kyoto before he even reached there. So I edited the last chapter. Now Kyoko woke about three hours after his departure. It took Ren four hours to reach but will take two or more hours to reach there. So please now go on with this new changes.

Lory knew what he had to do before Kyoko even asked. His cell phone was already in his hand.

"I need the LME helicopter ready to take off within ten minutes" Lory ordered through the little gadget. But the answer he received drained the blood from his face. With one final 'OK' he switched off the phone and turned towards Kyoko with sheer guilt and apology decking his features. Everyone in the room was relieved to have Lory to save the day so none saw this coming. Kyoko was already terrified by her night mare and to her Lory's new announcement declared the transforming of the nightmare to a reality.

"The Helicopter is out of fuel. It will take about 30 minutes at least to get its fuel from even the nearest stock and reach here." Kyoko was done for. She shook her head violently and rushed to him. Without a thought, she threw herself at his feet.

"Boss, you can take my paycheck for the rest of my life but please save him" Her voice was broken and so was the heart. She had cried so much that even tears were dried. Her body was shaking thinking about the possibilities. She had never felt so helpless!

Everyone in this room could feel her agony seeping through her tears. Their tears couldn't stop nor did the heart stop aching as they tried to place themselves in her place. How much life has taken from her! Her mother left her, she had no clue about her father, she lived her childhood on some other people's pity, the person whom she thought her everything tossed her away like a used toilet paper, she had to work hard to support herself rather than enjoy her beautiful teenage, she lost the beautiful feelings of love, when finally she fell in love again; it was with a person she thought completely unreachable, losing her virginity in a way she doesn't even remember, got pregnant, had to marry the person she loved but won't be loved in return (as she thought), had to promise herself to live a loveless life for the child she never knew when or how was created, then when she came to love the child it was taken away and now the person she loved more than her own life is about to kill himself and she is completely helpless. Where her heart was once, now is only a mess of blood and agony. Her mind no longer exists to comprehend the reasons why fate was playing with her. No logic seems to reason them that she deserves this.

"I DON'T DESERVE THIS PAIN. I DOESN'T DESERVE THIS FATE! I WON'T BEAR IT ANYMORE. I WON'T LET FATE TAKE MY REN FROM ME. NO ONE CAN SEPARATE ME FROM HIM ANYMORE. I WILL DIE BUT WON'T LET FATE MAKE ANOTHER TEAR SEEP THROUGH MY EYES! IT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!" Kyoko was determined. This time she was going to get what she rightfully deserved. No one, NO ONE! Even fate can't take away her rightful happiness and walk away without an answer.

Lory instantly bent down and picked Kyoko up to her feet. What shocked everyone was that confidence, courage and fortitude in her eyes had replaced all the tears. She was no longer weeping or begging rather her eyes seemed challenging. CHALLENGING the fate to bring on whatever it wants. This time she was not giving up. She will show that although fate gives the ultimate resolute decision, man has every right to make it give the decision he wants if he has enough will and valor.

"My phone?" Her sudden request startled everyone. They all looked around but since she never brought her's to the hospital, Lory handed his cell to her.

Kyoko thanked him by means of a small smile. She took the phone and dialed her desired number. After the fourth bell, the recipient answered.

Everyone was curious. None can understand her sudden change or her antics. Neither had she explained them of her doings. No one could think of a person other than the ones in the room right now, who could help in this situation. So who was the one Kyoko was calling? Well, they got their answer as soon as the name escaped Kyoko's lips. But it was a big shock rather than a relief. None could have foreseen this.

"Sho, can you get me a Helicopter?" Kyoko's voice was as firm as she could muster. She was even herself surprised at the amount of confidence that suddenly overwhelmed her mind and heart. She couldn't recognize such determination as her's. How come such a powerful feeling could be hidden inside her? Kyoko was definitely beyond happy by the sudden power growing inside her. The passion to get Ren was the source of the powerful emotions. It was supplying her with the boosts she needed. Kyoko couldn't help but feel a little terrified at how much this new emotion matched the one she had in her nightmare. How she her legs suddenly got more strength at the thought of saving Ren! The similarity was terrifying. But she shrugged off the fear. This was not the time to curl into a ball and cry. Something has to be done! And she knew she will do it.

Sho was the only option that came into her mind. She knew that he was in good terms with the Akatoki Agency's president. So he might be able to get her the help she desired. She never allowed the thought of Sho not able to help her come near her. The more terrified or nervous she will get the more will the matters worsen. She cannot lose hope. Ren needed her. HER Ren needed her!

Kyoko's sudden request surprised Sho.

"Why do you need a Helicopter, Kyoko?"

"No time to explain. Could you do it or not? It is an emergency." Kyoko's insisting urge and the worry that her voice reflected rapt his attention. And lucky for him, he was actually heading for the Helicopter. The president had assigned him to arrive at some destination tomorrow morning. As he was free, he decided to take the trip today. Not wanting any attention by the media since they were planning a huge album release, he decided to take the Helicopter. Kyoko sudden call has gotten him worried.

"You are lucky. I am heading toward the chopper right now." The word lucky strung Kyoko like poison.

"I am not lucky, Sho. I am making luck go my way today." Kyoko stern and cold voice doubled up his unease.

"Where are you?" He said as he quickened his steps towards the roof.

"City Hospital" This was a bolt from the blue.

"What are you doing in a hospital?" He ordered her to answer but Kyoko had no time for explanations.

"Reach her within 5 to 10 minutes. I'll explain later. Bye." Kyoko cut the call before he could ask any more questions. Sho was seriously worried. He has heard that some actress was taken to hospital today in a serious condition but he didn't know the name. Just the thought of her being in a hospital bed all covered in tubes and machines were enough to get his adrenaline pumped up. In no time he was in the helicopter and heading to the City Hospital.

"Please be Okay" Even though Sho promised Kyoko to move on with his life. But he still loved her. The fact cannot change overnight. The pain of not having her as his was great but the pain of losing her entirely was unbearable. He won't let anything happen to her. Even though she belongs to Ren now, he was still going to do all he could to help her with whatever she wants.

I am coming, Kyoko. Don't worry."""

Kyoko handed the phone back to Lory and turned to face her family. Julie, Kuu, Yashiro, Maria and Lory were still bewildered. But Kanae smiled encouragingly. She came to Kyoko and place a reassuring hand on her shoulder. Kyoko nodded to express her gratitude. Then turned towards the rest.

"Sho and I made up today. He is coming here in a few minutes and I am leaving. Only one of you could come with me." Kyoko looked over and found Julie's expectant face. She was about to call her as her partner but Kuu shook his head.

Julie looked over at her husband with tear filled eyes. It hurt him to see her like this but he had no choice. He knew that Julie will get over emotional and can cause trouble. He couldn't risk anything right now. He wanted to go but he can't leave Julie alone right now.

"Kyoko-Chan, take a Doctor with you just in case…" Kuu let the line trail off. He couldn't even think about it, saying it was a farther thing. Kyoko nodded in agreement.

Kyoko looked over her family once more. She will not let anything break her family or cause them pain. This time fate was going to pay.

Ren looked down at the rocks. A malignant smirk found its way on his face. He was going to finally tell her. He was going to tell her the biggest crime he ever did. The biggest truth of his life. Or better say, he was going to reveal his only reason to live. He was going to confess it to her. He won't hold them back anymore. The more she will hate him, the more it will hurt. The more it will hurt, the better. He will die a death no one has faced before. Who says pain is physical? Well can say the ones who only endured that. But the real pain is the one felt when your heart is broken to pieces. When you bleed yet not bleeding. When tears dry up because there are none left due to the continued use. When the mind begs the heart to stop beating. When everything in this world seems unfair. When the heart no longer craves care. The real pain is felt when you can hear the heart breaking into pieces. When you see the one your heart beated for, walking on the crushed pieces. When everything loses its beauty. When colors and happiness is a mere mirage. True pain is felt when you want nothing else but to end it all. True pain is so extreme that you want to cry out loud thinking it may cease. It is so painful that you run away to every possible corner where it may not be able to tear you apart. You embrace every consequence just to lose the torture and are ready no matter what is to be paid.

The scenario will be worth of the pain he will bear. Bending down he arranged the little rocks in the form of a sphere.

Perfect He thought. He then searched his pockets for the pen knife he always kept. It was force of habit. Maybe fate wanted him to go on with his dreadful scheme, he found it but there was something else as well. Taking out the little ornament, he allowed his gaze to examine it.

The little ornament happens to be a ring. The face was oval with slanting rows of perfectly carved diamonds. The band was gold –delicate and narrow. And the in the middle nestled the sapphire in all its glory. His lips unintentionally curved into a small smile. But in less than a second the grim facade was back in place.

Memories and wishes came back rushing to him. He bought this ring with so much love and hope. When things had finally started to sort out nicely and he started feeling a new hope, he bought this little jewelry. It was for her. It was a mark that she is his. That now maybe she will belong to him and without any opposing. How pretty was that thought! He wanted to give her the ring today. He was exceptionally ecstatic about the whole event. But he never got the chance to present it to her. Instead he destroyed everything. He destroyed even the tiniest hope that was left and the infant who had done nothing to die. He was a monster! He could never deny this fact. It overwhelmed all of the so-called virtues ever done by him.

Looking at the pen knife, he brought forth his left hand. With a quick slash, all his fingers were cut open. Blood seeped rapidly through the newly born wounds. Pain was giving a bizarre pleasure to his soul. He moved towards the sphere and kneeled down. Bring forth his hand, he started his preparations. The blood was going to announce the truth of his passion. Each time his finger came in contact with the grass and the debris, the pain intensified. The wound expanded as he roughly wrote out his passion on the ground.

Before, there was just a peaceful clearing with water flowing at it's comforting pace and grass swaying as light breeze occasionally hit it. Now you can still see the water flowing but even it was pained to see the human's agony beside it as it slowed down. It may be a trick of the mind that you say that the water actually slowed down but who can deny with guarantee that it doesn't. Everything has a soul. We humans are mere creatures who think they know everything but still are unaware of the massive amount of wonders the world hold in its embrace.

The ground now contained a sphere of rocks. It held the sole desire and passion of the human being who did nothing but to crave for love. But still finds himself a culprit. Inside the sphere was written by his very blood, the words he held in his heart for so long. I LOVE HIZURI KYOKO! Would never have such passion if delivered from the mouth as they held now.

After writing the bloody confession, Ren placed the final piece to complete the task. He adorned his feelings with the ring.

Looking down at his masterpiece and fully satisfied, he took out the weapon to finish off this worthless life forever. One gaze on the little knife and he wanted nothing more to end this pain forever. When pain becomes unbearable, a man seeks every comfort he could find no matter what the prize.

Bringing forth his already injured hand, Ren brought the knife forward as well. Just one move and it will all end. How much relief does this thought brought!

So he did the biggest sinful act he ever committed, thinking that maybe he is finally doing something right. He slashed his wrist in one move. Blood rushed out as soon as it found the new path to flow. The knife dropped from his hand. Hot waves of anguish struck entire body. He could feel every energy discharging from his body.

Content; at last, he laid down beside his confession. Eyes closed as white hot pokers of pain rammed up. His arms shook violently as his fingers cramped and seized into his claws. Tears seeped through his closed eyes. The pain was the worst his body ever felt. But his heart was at peace. Memories of her smile, her kiss, her care entertained his closed eyes. It was finally ending.

"It is over. FINALLY! You won't hurt anyone again. You won't hurt her again."

Julie and Kanae somehow managed to make Kyoko get changed before rushing to the roof. Kyoko ran up to the roof frantically but Kuu stopped her.

"Kyoko sweetie, we care about you as much as Kuon. I don't want to see you risking your health by exaggerating your actions and worry." Kyoko nodded at seeing the fatherly affectionate in Kuu. His love and all the love she was receiving by her family was making her aims even more concrete. She will not lose. Ren is coming back here, alive and healthy. She won't let anything happen to him in her life at least.

The noise of the Helicopter on the roof shook the entire top floor. All Kyoko needed was to hear this sound and all of Kuu's advice flew out of the window. She rushed to roof with all the speed she could muster in her current condition. The others followed the suit.

On the roof, the Akatoki helicopter had just set its foot. Sho was already out of the door and running towards her.

"What happened?" He asked her anxiously but Kyoko was having no time for any questions.

"Kyoto, now" Her urgent tone quieted Sho's further inspection. In no time, Kyoko was in the copter with Sho and Doctor Benkia (who agreed to accompany her). As Kyoko was about to close the door, Lory called out.

"Kyoko, we will be following in our copter. You go, save the idiot." Kyoko nodded. And after having one last look at all the people depending on her to save Ren, her motivation reached its peak.

Kuu hugged Julie tightly as she sobbed seeing the helicopter take flight.

"Don't worry sweetheart. Kyoko will bring out boy back" I believe in you Kyoko. Bring him back and give him a good dose of your rage, daughter. We all trust you. You can do it!

Kyoko kept staring outside the window continuously. Time was running fast and she has none to lose. She has got to stop him. He was such a big coward. But she was helpless; she was in love with him. She could not lose him. He was her only will to live. He won't get away so easily. After teaching her to love him, he has lost the right to leave. And Kyoko will make sure he never leaves as well. They will have their daughter back and this time she will not let fate hurt her family.

Sho was constantly observing Kyoko. He saw how Kyoko touched her belly every few minutes. He saw how she was trying to control her tears. He saw the color drain from her face as if she was a ghost. He saw how suddenly her eyes twinkle with determination. He saw how hurt she was. He could feel the pain in his own heart.

"You okay, Kyoko? Is the baby alright?" Sho's voice was tender but his heart suddenly stopped as the tears she was hiding began to flow faster. He quickly reached out to her in the confined space and squeezed her hand.

"Kyoko, you are worrying me. Tell me what happened, please." Kyoko looked up at him with tears sparkling in her eyes.

"It was an accident. B-ut but he must be thinking he-he caused this. He will ki-kill…" Kyoko stuttered while speaking and broke out into tears at the end of the sentence.

"Kill? Who? What accident? Tell me clearly, please." Sho was uneasy. Something was very wrong. He asked Kyoko again but she was unable to answer so the Doctor decided to jump in the conversation.

"Kyoko-san lost the baby due to a fall from stairs." Sho's eyes widened with shock. He looked at Kyoko whom just nodded slightly. Benkia continued.

"Tsuruga san had gone missing ever since. Kyoko-san thinks he may commit suicide somewhere in Kyoto" A sweat broke on Sho's forehead. He had no idea that such a doom has been casted upon Kyoko. He couldn't even imagine how much in pain she was. He understood the reason of her grief and urgency.

Sho gently squeezed her hands while Kyoko sobbed. Silence dawned upon them. None spoke a single word. Everyone was lost in their own thoughts. For Sho timed flew quicker than normal pace but for Kyoko every passing second was like a century of pain. She continuously gazed outside the window. She had already told the pilot about the coordinates of the forest.

"Please be save Ren"

Time flew and finally the pilot announced the arrival of their destination. Kyoko's heart literally sped up as she felt the strange feeling in her gut. It was terrifyingly similar to her dream. Kyoko was out even before the helicopter managed to completely land. Sho tried to follow but Kyoko sprinted away in an unknown direction.

"KYOKO!" Kyoko ran as fast as her aching legs could bear. Her heart was beating hard; crushing her eardrums. Her lower body was already weak and this was definitely not the best physical condition for a rush. But right now the only thing that mattered was Ren. Kyoko didn't care if she end up dead after this. She already knew that Ren didn't love her. The baby was gone. So there was no actual gain she gets from all of this lest to save Ren even at the risk of her own life. This is going as it should. Fate is going to pay. It won't take away Ren from her or the persons that loved him. Ren will live on. He will live a happy life with the girl he loved. No matter how bitter thought it was, Kyoko knew it was true. After all of this, Kyoko was going to let Ren go. A divorce! Was the perfect method. He could move on and live his happily ever after. And if Kyoko survived after this than all she wanted was a glimpse of him to live. He won't ask more. If fates want a prize for Ren's life, they can have her instead. But no matter what! Ren will live. Kyoko was going to make sure of it.

Kyoko's eyes kept their focus on the trail. The strange motivation, the bizarre urge she felt in her dream was back. It was fueling her with all the energy she needed. The only thing different was that this time she knew what was going to be at the end of this dark rush. She knew what the urge was for. She knew what she was pushing herself for. And she knew that she would not let anything wrong happen. That dream was a dream. A dream dies away but not the reality. T stays in your past and haunts you. But the dream can be forgotten and it won't do you any bad. Kyoko was going to change her fate. That dream was fake trap to horrify her of the possibilities. But she had fallen in enough traps by now. This time she will be the one to set the trap and she won't fail.

The distance was lessening with every step she took. Her heartbeat was rising with the closing distance. Ren was there, Kyoko could feel every cell in her body attracted towards him. He was like a magnet attracting them without considering their will.

Four steps, three steps, two steps, one step, Kyoko had reached her destination. But it looks like the nightmare was giving her the glimpse of the future. As her heart stopped at the scenario in front of her.

"It—it can't-It can't be" She shook her head violently as her hands covered her mouth to hide the horror. Her eyes were overflowing with tears but the deathly picture in front of her was not affected by any intruding.

Her legs were frozen as the nightmare flashed upon her ears. Fate played its card yet again. She again failed. She won't be able to save him. All that hope, all that motivation, the stronger urge was just to make her stand higher on the ground so she could fall and break more painfully. It was yet another trap. What will she do? Ren was …dead?

"No. no no no… I won't lose. Ren won't die. I won't let you break me again." Kyoko's body struggled its release from the time freeze. Without wasting a single second, she was by his side.

One look scanned his love's entire angelic sculpture. The pristine white was now a paler complexion, his face was so pain stricken and kyoko could see the dry tears. But one particular place caught her attention.

"His hand! It is bleeding. Oh my God!." She sprung to the bleeding wrist. He was still warm! He was alive but for how long? The fear did it's trick and all the possible solutions to handle the situation fled from her mind..

"Kyoko, clear your mind. Think Kyoko. You can do this." Her mind responded to her plea and one particular solution flashed in her memory.

"Pressure!" She looked around for something to wrap his wrist in but nothing. What could she find in a middle of a forest after all?

Then her mind assisted the heart yet again when it was losing its hope in the panic. In an instant her shirt was off from her body and was being enveloped around his wrist.

"Don't worry, I am not going to let you leave me that easily" Tears fell from her eyes to his hands. They tried to blur her vision but she wiped them away. Nothing will stop her today.

Kyoko did the best she could but she knew that it wasn't enough. She won't be able to do anything alone. Then it clicked to her. What was the doctor for?

"SHO!" She screamed with all her might.

Sho was struggling through the forest in the way Kyoko had left off. He made the pilot bring a stretcher in case of…possibilities.

HE found a trail in the middle of thick trees but was not sure to follow it. He didn't want to go the wrong way.

"Damn it, Kyoko. Couldn't you wait?" just as he cursed under his breath, a scream ripped the perfect silence of the night. Sho recognized it the very second it hit his ear drums. It was coming straight from the trail.

"Come on, guys. That bastard has done something stupid again." The trio rushed to the direction of the sound and in no time they reached the crying girl.

Sho's eyes widened in shock. He couldn't believe it. Kyoko's presumptions were accurate. She knew exactly where he was and what he was going to do. Sho knew she loved him like crazy but this was extreme. Her heart was like connected to his. The pain ripped open his heart. He wanted to cry but as soon as he saw her crying, he knew it wasn't the time. Then he realized that she was topless. In less than a twinkling of an eye, he was putting his jacket on her. But she didn't seem to care. The pilot and the doctor tried to separate her from Ren but she wouldn't bulge. Sho knew that he had to do it forcefully no matter how much it hurts her.

He held her by the shoulders from the behind and pulled her away. Kyoko cried in agony as she struggled to break free from his grasp. But Sho couldn't let her go. The pilot and the doctor immediately placed him on the stretcher and hurried him to the helicopter.

"Let me go!" Kyoko tried to struggle but Sho hugged her forcefully from behind.

"You need to calm down, if you want to see him alive." His words were piercing his own heart. He knew there was no reason he was doing this. It would actually be beneficial if Ren died. Kyoko would get over the grief one day or the other. Then he could make her his. It would take some time but his dreams would come true. Ren's death was beneficial for him.

No matter how much he wanted to imply his theory, he couldn't. He had seen how much she loved him. She won't ever crave him like this. It would only result as a grim tale. No one will be happy. Moreover, he can't see her cry like this. She looked like a child who lost his only toy. So broken so petite so fragile.

Sho's words caught Kyoko's attention. She was doing it for his life. If she became stubborn, then she will lose him forever. Losing him for some hours won't be that big of a deal. She stopped struggling.

"Good girl. Now we have to wait for the others to come and get us." Sho let Kyoko go but gets imbalanced as his foot hits a rock. His head snaps back and the sight took his breath away. He had scene craze for love in movies but this was nothing compared to it. Those words written by blood would carve in anyone's soul. His heart accuses itself for even considering to separate these two destined ones. With one shaking hand, he pats on her shoulder.

"Turn around, Kyoko." Kyoko wipes her tears and turns around. A shocked Sho surprises her.

"What happened?" Sho simply steps away from the master piece of love to allow her to engrave it in her very soul.

Kyoko's eyes follows his gaze and lands on the biggest reality she ever confronted, Those three words were the one's she never even wished for. Because if your wish doesn't get fulfilled, it hurts even more. So she thought it was better not to desire impossible things. But this proved her expectation wrong.

Fate was not just playing with her wishes for fun. It was fulfilling her greatest desire without her even knowing.

"He loves me?"

I won't update quickly as well. But this update was super late because I was super busy so sorry for that.

Next Chapter Precap:-

Will Ren survive or will Kyoko have to live with the memory of his deathly confession? I won't update quickly as well. But this update was super late because I was super busy so sorry for that.

AND AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT.

This is the second last chapter. Next will be the last chapter and then finally the epilogue will enclose this piece of hard work.

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