Ren stood frozen. He could still feel the sting of her slap on his cheek. He could still feel the hatred in her eyes. He could still feel the accusations that her heart held towards him. He could still hear her ranting that he was a bloody murderer. He could still hear her screaming that she loved Sho. He could still see her kissing Sho in front of him. He could still see Sho's victorious smirk. He could still see it all. Even though she left with him for what seemed like ages ago. He could still feel the tears pricking his eyes. He could still hear his heart being broken again and again. He could feel the shudders his body was experiencing. He could feel his wrists bleeding from the cut that was supposed to kill him. But it didn't. Instead he was standing there; alive and broken. The cut was sending jolts of white hot agony in his entire system. He could feel it at all but he couldn't free his soul from the confinement of his body. He knew that his knees couldn't keep him standing any more. His nails were raking the skin of his hands. His mind was numb and he couldn't see at all. It was pitch black all around him. But he didn't seem to be bothered by it. Everything was in the background; a needless background. The thing ruling the stage and entertaining the audience was his crushed heart. The sound that was symphony for others was that of the crumbling of his heart. It was the clanking of the broken pieces when they were again crushed over by the same feet. It was all there was now. His worst fear just lived its life as a reality. But fates were playing some sick joke. He couldn't die. He tried but no avail. He tried to escape pain but it seems to suck him back to where the misery awaited. He tried to finish everything but the pain announced that it was just getting started. It was so wrong! He thought as his numb physique crumbled to the dark ground. The pain was not stopping. His hands were trembling like he just lost forty years of his life and his health along with them. His organs felt old. But the pain was a fresh as it could be. HE suffered for the mistakes he never intended to make. He grieved for the heart that was not there anymore. He mourned for the hatred he received. HE anguished for what felt like eternity in the dark dimension. When he began thinking agony as a resolute companion, it started fading away. His eyes shot wide open as he felt the warmth, the comfort spreading into him. WHAT WAS THE REASON THAT PAIN TURNED BACK? Who was comforting him so gently? Who was the one that made his heart beat again? Ren had to find out. Maybe it was his only chance to escape.

Kyoko felt light and happy chasing the rainbow colored butterfly all around the prettiest garden man could ever envision. She was so euphoric. Not a single doubt, not a single fear, not a hint of pain, no agony to bear. It was strangely the most content moment she ever lived. She had nothing else in her mind but to catch that butterfly flying all around showing off the velvety marvel of her wings. Kyoko followed it mindlessly. Giggles and chuckles broke out from her throat when the butterfly manages a close escape again. Sure the urge was there to catch it but the feeling of chasing it mindlessly was greater. Kyoko halts to gaze up at the sky that had turned the prettiest golden pink color as the sun drowns in the horizon. The sky has yet again refused to keep the sun with it forever. Such a betrayal. How come the sun always returns to the one who cheats on him? How come he never imagines staying away from the traitor forever? How does it bear the pain of witnessing him with the moon and yet again accept his embrace the next day as if nothing changed. Wasn't it painful? Or was the pain now endurable as a habit. Why the sun doesn't refuse to supply the others with his heat, with his light in exchange of the pain he was receiving? The sudden burst of questions flowed through her system. The butterfly forgotten. Kyoko lifted her hand as to stop the sun to drown in misery for yet another night. She wanted to ask him how he was strong enough to make pain a habit. Or does it never become a habit and the wound in the heart freshens up every night. But the sun was already drowning in the ocean of aching. Kyoko marveled at the colors that the sun decorates the sky with before drowning. The colors that seduces the was so much she wanted to ask him but her question was left hanging in her throat as realization hit her. Maybe it was because he wanted the warmth of the one he loved. Maybe because he was happy fooling himself with the false love the sky was providing him with. Maybe it was because he could bear the separation for a night but was unable to bear being parted forever. Maybe because it wanted to bear the pain as a habit but not in its full wrath. Maybe fooling yourself was better than suffering forever. Maybe seeking what love the sky was happy to provide him was enough to blind all the other notions and views. Kyoko turned away from the traitor sky and gazed at the reflection of her being in the little pond beside her in this heavenly garden.

Would you be able to let him go Kyoko? Would you be able to live without him? Would you be able to be strong? Would you be able to allow him set off to the world from where no one returned? Would you be able to live with memories? Would his confession be enough for you? Would his true confession will harbor your sanity as the sky's false love does with the sun's? Would …?

The whole family was in an overt anxiety. The atmosphere was thick with tension. Kyoko had been shifted in a room and was being supplied with the necessary nutrients as she had fainted the moment Kuu's arms found her in the clearing. It was a blatant risk she took but will it be worth it? The hearts were racing along with anxiety rising to its peak. Lory and Kuu were pacing back and while Kanae tried to comfort Julie.

Julie had seen many storms in her life. She had experienced pain as well. She had experienced the biggest pain while giving birth to her beloved son. No pain compared to it. She had faced death that day. She returned from the doors of death for the sake of her family. But the pain was definitely worth it. Julie knew people thought of her as an exuberant, rich and spoiled woman. She knew her beauty was adored everywhere. She could see how much she was loved. But no one knew what was in her heart. Maybe the suffering was more powerful than the pain she experienced in her whole life. No one saw how much she suffered when she was separated from her son and for six years with no contact!No one saw how much she craved to hear his voice. How much she missed him calling 'I love you, Mom'. Julie yearned for her son back with her more than anything else. Even Kuu didn't know that she still secretly cried for Kuon after so much time. She may look strong but she was a mother. After Kuon was born her heart seemed to grow bigger. Her love for Kuu was not halved but her heart increased in size and the space was immediately filled with love for her treasured son. Julie had never felt more peace before that time when she held Kuon in her arms for the first time. She loved him more than her own life. She could do whatever it takes to make him happy. Even if it means being separated from him forever. She could suffer all because there will be the peace that Ren was happy somewhere. But she could not suffer this. She could not live knowing that her son was no longer a part of this world. She would not survive if Ren took off before her. She would gladly trade her life for his. Right now the tears that flowed on her cheeks were that of a helpless mother who could do nothing for her child. Who sat praying and waiting for her son but was unable to be of any aid to him. Can anyone be more vulnerable!

The clocked ticked at the slowest pace possible. It seemed to be mocking them. Making them realize that they were helpless today. Making them realize that all the money and fame they had was useless today. Making them realize that they had nothing else left but to hope and pray.

After what seemed to be a whole life, the door of the ER opened and the doctor appeared. Julie leaped from her seat and rushed to him.

"How is Kuon?" Her voice was torn, desperate and enveloped with anxiety. Kuu was immediately by her side. The doctor looked at the famous all time legends whose real faces were now shown to the world. They were just two ordinary human after all; two ordinary helpless human.

Noticing the anxiety in the air, the doctor decided to drop the news.

"Perhaps Kuon didn't have time for a research in suicide. He missed his artery by a fortunate angle and pierced the tendons instead. Luckily the tendons don't do much harm than to drive the victim crazy with pain." Seeing the confused look of the awaiting audience, the doctor decided to shorten his speech.

"He is safe and very much alive. We will be shifting him to a room soon." Those two words safe and alive were the only one's Julie heard before crashing into a cascade of tears. Everyone released the breath they were unintentionally holding. Relief washed over them and they threw themselves on the seats. Julie on the other hand was clinging to Kuu and was wetting his already ruined shirt.

"Sweetie, Kuon is safe. Shh… don't cry. Our son is safe." Silent tears could be seen rolling down his cheek as he comforted his weeping love lady. Maybe it will all turn out better than they hoped. Maybe the fates were planning something beyond their sense. Maybe there was actually a strategical wisdom behind all this. Now all clung to this Maybe. Life really depends on this little word. Doesn't it?

Kyoko's eyes opened slightly allowing the light to enter them. After a little adjustment she was able to focus on the surroundings. The ceiling was the first thing that caught her attention. It was not her room. Suddenly all the memories flowed back in a flash and the only word that left hanging in the commotion was Ren. Her head snapped out of the reverie and in an instead she was pulling the poor IV's out of her poorer body. In her frenzy, Kyoko's other hand hit something and she froze.

Was someone behind her? Who? With slow movements, she turned to face the intruder and was taken aback by the scene behind her. How could she have missed?

There he lay. Her life, the thief of her heart, the reason of her breathe, the love of her life, the warmth of her being, the comfort of her eyes,her every wish, her every desire; there lay Ren in all of his splendor. Kyoko's breath stuck in her throat as she noticed his bandaged wrists and IV's supplying him with essential nutrients. They were tainting his glorious figure.

Kyoko's eyes warily wandered from the grief-stricken face of her love to the heaving chest.

Heaving chest; Kyoko gasped as she realized the meaning of the little detail. Kyoko can't believe it. She so urged to throw herself at him and kiss him senselessly but she knew that his condition doesn't approve of her such behavior. HE WAS ALIVE! Ren was alive. She saved him. She made it on time. Kyoko was bewildered by overflowing ecstasy. She was so sure that fates won't let her be happy. When she had lost all hope in her luck, it backfired on her blames. It felt so unreal. Like a mirage that will blow away the moment she will start believing it was true.

But seeing him lying there beside her made her throw all the doubts and notions from the window. He was there, he was alive! What more can she ask for?

Forgetting the rest of the world, she gently positioned herself beside him in a way that his heavenly face was in the spotlight. Her hand found her way in his hair and began brushing them lightly. The simple act was doing magic on him. She could see how the creases on his forehead faded slowly.
Lying beside her Kyoko could think of nothing else but him. He was like her center of gravity. Her every thought revolved around him. Kyoko had never felt this way before. Now she could distinguish between a crush and a love. This love had shown her the realities she had missed. The beauties she never noticed. The warmth she never bore before. This love had shown her what a wonderful world it is!

Ironic, isn't it?

A few hours ago, Kyoko was cursing her fate, her life and everything her bad luck had brought upon her. And then suddenly the world was the most wonderful thing. How?

Perhaps fates were not playing with her for their sake. Perhaps it was all for her sake. For now she knew the feelings he harbored for her. And could there be a luckier girl? A girl who will get someone to love you to this extent now-a-day? Today love is nothing but a way of seducing others to make them your stepping stone or just for mere physical pleasure. It has nothing to do with the heart or the soul.

Love is tarnished. The beautiful feeling is getting rotten. It is being mixed with lust. Love and lust, are being interchanged as easily as synonyms. But Kyoko now found out that she never harbored any bad luck. She was indeed the luckiest girl alive. She had a person that loves her enough to die for her. A family that accepted her as theirs without any blood bond. She had indeed underestimated fate. It doesn't really works the way man thinks it does!

She kept brushing his dark hair. She wished he had dyed his hair blonde again. He looked like some celestial being ascended from the sky when he is in his actual attire.

Thinking about him suddenly made her remember a new addition to her belongings. She raised her hand to eye the new accessory. The beautiful ring was held proudly by her hand to show off the world that she was his only.

Her other hand never untangled itself from his hair. Hours passed or minutes did? Who was keeping account of time? She was with him; time was meaningless at the moment.

Ren felt the warmth increasing. There was light! A light finally in this dark doom. Without a second though he rushed to acquire it. And then suddenly he was flooded with lights.

Ren closed his eyes again to re-adjust to the new illumination. Slowly he opened them. The view shocked him more than the dream. It was no hell. It was nothing he wanted. Was he not dead? But how? He made sure that no one even him knew where he was. Then how could he be saved? He turned around gently and his breath was stolen completely.

How was Kyoko with him? How come her hand was tangled in his hair? Was she the one comforting him in the darkness? But how could it be? Was it heaven? But he knew he didn't deserve heaven. Heaven was for the pious not the sinners than what was happening?

A dream maybe? Yes, it is a dream. A torturous dream. Trying to make him hope for her again so that he could be crushed again. But this time this trick won't work. He won't hope to have her again. Not this time! He won't be wounded again. But little did he know his heart was already weaving fibers of hope. What a traitor it is!

In his trance, he never noticed when Kyoko opened her eyes. He never noticed her widened eyes and the tears pooling in them. He never saw her thank the God for the ecstasy she just felt. He was so confused between the reality and the fake until he felt her hand move in his hair again.

Gaining consciousness he stared back at her. Those golden orbs were just to mesmerizing to him for looking away. He was lost in them. How could a dream reflect reality to this extent? How were her eyes to real to be fake?

"Is this heaven?" those words escaped his throat without even asking his permission. Kyoko's eyes tightened as she heard his interrogation. Why do he want to die this much?

Without a second thought she pulled her hands away. This was what he feared. He was immediately pulled out of the gravity of her eyes. The time had come when the nightmare will take its true form. She was going to hate him. He couldn't stand her hatred. So like a child he closed his eyes tight hoping that the monsters in the closet will fade away.

"Look at me, Ren" kyoko's voice pierced the perfect silence. But he didn't correspond. He was too afraid to open his eyes. She was going to hate him. He was sure of it.

"Open your eyes, Hizuri Kuon" This time she commanded. There was demand and authority in her voice. He could help but comply with it.

He opened his emerald orbs to face her amber ones. Too afraid to read the truth behind them, he just stared blankly.

Kyoko looked at him with love. She was fighting her urge to tackle him with kisses that moment. She wanted nothing else to erase the doubts in his mind and confess her crime of loving him. But he needed a little punishment for trying to leave her alone as well. And not only just alone but also guilty and ashamed by leaving that heavenly deathly confession as last note. It was pay up time then there would be make up time.

"Explain this" Kyoko managed her voice as hard as she could while she pointed to his wrists.

Of all the questions and accusations Ren thought will befall him, this was the least expected. Or better say not even in the list of his crimes. It was the only right thing he did. So why she was inquiring about it?

Seeing that he was not about to answer that easily Kyoko questioned again. This time a little softer.

"Why did you do this?" Ren looked in her amber orbs and was shocked. What he saw there must be a mirage! There was no way she was sad. She should be angry then why did he saw grief in those perfect globes?

"I wanted to free the world from my burden" Kyoko was taken aback by his answer. His voice was so empty. Like there was no soul in the body who delivered the answer.

"What burden?" Ren looked at her and answered grimly.

"I am a murderer; a destroyer. I took away peace and happiness from your life. I killed Rick. I tried to forgive myself after the sin but Tina was right a snake can never change its nature. I was a murderer so I remained one no matter how much I remorse. Then after destroying Tina and Rick's life, I moved on to obliterate your happiness. When you became happy, I took everything from you. I killed our daughter and due to what? Jealousy! How pathetic am I!" He drowned in silence while Kyoko was shocked by the confession. Thinking about their daughter made their pool up. Her hand unconsciously moved to her stomach. But what was done; was done. It can't be changed. But she can changed what was about to happen. She would be the anchor, the safety boat that will pull Ren out of the ocean of misery. But she was confused. She was right that he thought himself as the killer of their daughter and Rick but Jealousy? What was this matter about?

"What do you mean by jealousy?" Ren didn't answer. He had no power to confront her. Since he knew that she was about to tell him that he thought right and she was in fact in love with Sho. But how long can he run away from the truth? He tried to die. VAIN! He tried to run away in silence. NO AVAIL! This was time to confront the truth. It was NOW OR NEVER.

"Sho" He thought that one dreadful name would clear her mind about the jealousy part but Kyoko was oblivious to what he was referring to.

"What about him?" he looked down, not being able to look in her eyes any more.

"I saw you…" He trailed off.

"What do you mean?" Ren was pissed off. She really was seeking revenge on him by playing innocent. This was pure torture.

"I saw you kissing him that day. I was angry. I tried to control myself. I thought maybe I was misunderstood but then I heard you taking to Kanae-san about him. How much you love him! I couldn't stand it so I left. But you followed and then look what happened. If only I hadn't been so hasty! But I couldn't help it" He looked in her eyes with passion as he delivered his confession.

"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE UNIVERSE. I can't see you with someone else." Kyoko was speechless. Tears ran down her cheeks. Her whole life, she wanted to hear these words from him and he was telling them as though he committed as crime. She wanted so badly to slap him. But she was frozen. Her voice was lost and her ear drums were about to burst due to the thunderous heartbeat. She was sure her heart was going to burst any moment.

Time ticked by and no one said a word. Ren was preparing himself to face the wrath which never came. After a supposedly life time, Kyoko's lips moved.

"You deserve punishment. The worst!" His heart tore apart pieces by pieces. This time it won't be mended. Expecting this, thinking this was heart breaking but the confronting the hellish situation was worst beyond words.

"Look at me" She ordered. Slowly he forced his eyes to face hers as he awaited the last blow. Kyoko moved her left hand slowly. Ren's eyes followed her movement. He was awaiting a slap. A hard one but instead Kyoko moved her hand towards her own face.

A ray of light reflected for something on her hand and hit his eye. Ren was bewildered as he recognized the piece of ornament adoring her hand.

With widened eyes, he looked at her. His eyes doing all the questioning. Kyoko smiled at his baffled gently touched his cheek and replied lovingly.

"I am going to wear this ring for the rest of my life. Do you understand what I mean?" Kyoko smiled cheekily at his confused state. He was looking so cute that she wanted to kiss that adorable face non-stop. But the scene was too cute to disrupt.

Kyoko was enjoying the scene while on the other hand; Ren had completely lost his senses. It was all extremely good to be true. Fate was not going to let him be happy so why did everything turn upside down? Was it a dream? Was it actually a torturous medium God was using to punish him? It will be worse than the deathly fires of hell if this beautiful mirage faded away.

"Don't you know? I will tell you" She moved forward and plants a sweet kiss on his forehead. Then moves back to enjoy the beautiful look on his face.

"It means that I am going to stay with you for the rest of our lives. I am not letting you leave me so easily. Will you live with me?" Ren wanted to say 'Yes'. He wanted to shout out that this was the only desire he ever had. But something was stopping him and the reason was too strong to ignore.

"I can't" Now it was Kyoko's time to be puzzled. Doesn't he love me? He said so himself. Then why?

"I won't bind you with me anymore. You can leave anytime you want. I won't stop you and neither will do anything rash. You can go to the one you…love" It was like someone shoved burning iron rod down his throat. The pain was unbearable. To let her go was something he can't do. He knew that as soon as she leaves him forever, he will finish off the job that was left undone. He will not live without her. But he won't live with her either if she was just forcing happiness on her. He will force her away from him if he had to but he won't let her live a life without being truly happy. It us just the way it should be.

Kyoko on the other hand was beyond annoyed. She wanted nothing more than to hit him hard in the head to knock some sense into him. The idiot guy claimed that he loved her. He killed himself because he thought he was bringing her misery and now when she wants him to be with her, he refuses. Has he lost his mind or the knocking will be mandatory? Being sweet was done for. He definitely needed some sense knocked in his system.

"So will you live without me? Happily?" Kyoko said bitterly as she moved to a sitting position.

"You said you loved me. Was it a lie?" Ren was shocked at her outburst. He never expected anything like this. He thought she would thank him for understanding her feeling and just walk away like all girls do. So why was she still here and most of all angry? Ren wasn't an idiot. He knew when someone cares for you, he/she gets angry. The others pay no importance. But he couldn't just blend the phenomena into his condition.

"Now you won't answer! What happened? Cat got your tongue or was it really a lie?" Kyoko was going to force his feeling out tonight. He is not getting away without settling this matter.

"No. I love you! It is the biggest truth of my life" he couldn't stand when she called his purest feeling a lie so he blurted it out with utmost passion and confidence.

"Then why the hell you don't want to live with me? Why do you want me to go to the person I love when YOU ARE THE PERSON I LOVE" Kyoko was panting hard. Cold sweat covered her body. She just told him her feelings. She finally did it. She was overjoyed. She knew he would reciprocate them as he loved her. Maybe now everything will become better.

But for Ren it was bolt from the blue. How can she love him? Wasn't she in love with Sho? She said so herself on the phone. Then why was she playing with his emotions?

"But Sho…" He mumbles feebly. Kyoko eyes him dangerously. She thought that showing the ring will clear everything but this was getting long. She was angry that he wasn't trying to understand the truth but was holding the misunderstanding tightly. She didn't want another outburst so she took a deep breath and looked at him straight in eye.

"Sho confessed his love for me…" She smiled when she saw him holding his breath like waiting for a blow.

"…I forgave him for his past mistakes."

"But why? Didn't you swear to kill him?" Ren asked stubbornly like a little kid wanting a reason which will let him have his toy. Kyoko found it extremely adorable. You don't see big guys like him look cute so often.

"I said I wanted to see him begging on his knees. Do you understand what it means in the girls dictionary?" He continued staring without giving any answer.

"We girls don't want to be at the top so we could look down upon you boys. All we want you to do is apologize sincerely. And trust me every girl will forgive your biggest sin if you confess your crime and apologize sincerely. That's all we ever want. But men think we want them under our feet. We just want you to understand us and don't leave us behind. We act stubborn when you apologize because we want to be sure that you are not lying. If the guy stops insisting for forgiveness, he lies. If he keeps on chasing her until he is forgiven, he loves her more than his manly ego. That's what I wanted from Sho too. For him to crush his ego, realize his mistake and apologize. But in our case, I had moved on. So I gave him one last kiss as a farewell. It was a request to move on not a new starting of our relationship. But a starting of a new relationship. Friends not lovers. I love you more than I can ever love any other thing in this whole world. And I want to stay with you for the rest of my life and even after death." Ren stared at her like she was speaking alien language. But every word was understood and absorbed by him. Unknown to him, a single tear rolled down his cheek.

Kyoko smiled gently and caught the tear on her index finger. She brought it to her lips and kissed it. The drop of salt water melted on her lips.

"No more tears, Ren. Just you and me together forever. Will you accompany me in this journey of life till I turn wrinkly and old? Do I have you as my soul-mate and life partner forever?" Ren gazed in her deep amber orbs. The world was suddenly a new place for him. A place where there was no tears no hatred no sadness. A place with his Kyoko with him. A place where happiness embraces you warmly. A world where fate ruled. A world where the writer of the fate made bonds in heaven. A world where hardships always have a sweet fruit.A world where he was blessed.A world where the injustice was just because justice had to have a balance.A world where you can't get happy if you have never been sad. Think for yourself! If you never faced any hardship and your life only had happiness, will the happiness even matter. You will crave for sadness as it is the perfect companion of joy. There is no love without doubts and hatred. There is no joy without greed. Just as there is no justice without injustice. There are no feelings without hurt. Everything is always in a perfect balance. So don't think, life hasn't done you good there is no good without bad. Ren was now fully aware of this huge philosophy of the world. And he won't ever forget it.

He looked at her and reminisced her proposal in his mind. How could he say no?

Not caring about the wounds, his hand snaked up her behind her head and pulled her in the most passionate kiss of their lives. Their bodies were in sync. Their minds crazed with the heated passion and furious ecstasy. Their hands roamed over each other seeking warmth. The world was lost so were their thoughts. They kissed hungrily until the lack of oxygen forced them to part.

Panting hard, Ren stared at her. The unkempt hair, the flushed face, lips sore and wet from their make out and breathing ragged. He could swear that there was no other sight that was so breathtaking. She could easily outmatch any beauty queen. And the biggest factor of pride, she was his and his only.

He took her hand and kissed the ring while his eyes never wandered away from her face; her flushed face.

"I Love you Kyoko more than my life and every single breath I take has your name on it. I live for you and I can die for your happiness. I want to make you mine forever and ever. Nothing is more important to me than you. Your smile brightens up my day. The sun seems paler in contrast. Your laugh is the sweetest melody. Your love is the most addicted drug. I can never hand enough of you. And believe me when I say that I can spend my entire life just staring at you." Kyoko smiled as threw her arms around him (gently due the wounds). Ren inhaled her scent and smiled.

"Kyoko, I promise you our angelic daughter will be back with us and this time we won't let her go away. We will have her back one day." Kyoko's heart grieved at the thought of the little life that became the cause of all this chaos. She was the reason they married in the first place. She was the reason they came closer to each other. She was the reason their love was stronger than any emotion the world had ever experienced. She was the reason of this fated bond. She bonded them.

"We will have her back, Ren. I can feel that she will be in my arms on day. Our angel will be born again. She won't leave us forever. One day she will return." Kyoko's comfort and belief gave him a strong hope and a unwavering confidence.

"Fate isn't cruel. We will have her in our arms. All we have to do is waiting. We won't lose hope. We will always wait. If not in this world then we will meet her up there. Won't we?" Kyoko nodded as she snuggled closer. She missed their daughter but Ren is right. They will have her back. One day or another she will be back here or up there.

They lay there snuggled together until both drifted off to the sweet dreamland. Dreams of each other. Dreams of future. Dreams of their love. Dreams of their happiness. Dreams of their of their of their paradise; their happy family at last. They were lucky! Their love could never have been this stronger and purified of any doubts if it wasn't for this challenge. If it wasn't for their bond.

It was a fated bond. Wasn't it?

Kyoko and Ren:-

Our bond; our daughter.

-Author's note:- I am celebrating! LONGEST CHAPTER! Finally this is done. OH! I am proud as a mommy: p

Thank you so much much much for reading, faving, favoriting and liking my story. I never expected it to turn out this good. This was just some idea roaming in my mind and bugging me when I finished my first story (deleted). I just wrote the first chapter to get it off my mind but then decided to go on with it and look how good it turned out. (at least for me). It wouldn't have been without you guys.

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Now you audience. You are going to tell me if you want an epilogue aka glimpses of their future? There will be one anyhow since some topics are still hanging like Sho but it will be posted soon if you review. I WILL NEVER STOP BEGGING FOR REVIEW SO DEAL WITH IT GUYS IF YOU WANT AN EPILOGUE! (*evil laugh*)

I want every silent reader to please throw away the mask of silence and for once tell :

Do you like the story?

Garbage, worth reading, time waste, good read or fascinating (I wish!)

In what areas I need major improvements?

What are the things you liked the most or disliked?

The spelling mistakes are not my fault people. I don't know why some lines gets merged and deleted ruining my proof reading and since I am a busy girl I don't proof read twice. Once is enough people! Since you get the meaning and they aren't major (I hope!)

BEGGING FOR REVIEWS! THEY ARE MY FOOD. TELL YOUR LIKES, DESLIKES. I would die if you don't review(Julie style dying) .

You won't see a teardrop today,

running down my cheek,

You won't hear any agony,

In my Scream,

You won't see me hiding,

my pain behind a feign,

Today i am new,

Today i am strong,

Today my heart is reborn,

Crying if futile,

Moping is a pain,

I have to understand,

There is no pain,

Without a strain,

So run away fears,

Run away the tears,

There won't be anymore,

any pain to bear.

REVIEW PLEASE!