Chapter Three: The Past

Sebastian flopped down into his bed with a loud huff; his heart was beating loudly, and his eyes were screw shut tightly memories were flooding back through his mind of his past of his old family.

Flashback:

Sebastian was eight and he was sitting on his bed playing with his toys when it happened a loud scream from his Mother's room; he shot up off the bed and scrambled to get there as fast as possible.

Slinging open the door his eyed widened and he yelled "MUMMY" he screamed rushing over his Mother lay on the bed covered in blood "MUMMY" he tried again pulling at her arm.

But she didn't move her eyes were hollow, as she lay motionless "Mummy" he cried tears streaming down his small face.

"Sebastian" a low rumbly voice purred, Sebastian snapped around to see his Father standing there covered in his Mother's blood with a knife in his hand.

Sebastian didn't understand "What did you do, why did you hurt Mummy" he asked sobbing.

His Father laughed striding over and grabbing his son by the neck, pushing him face down into the blood stained bed; "Now Sebastian im going to show you what happens to bad little boys"; large rough hands gripped his shorts and they were pulled down as was his underwear.

Sebastian's eyes were blurry with tears he didn't understand what was happening "D daddy" he stuttered; struggling to get away from the huge man.

His Father paid no mind though; just gripped the boy harder pushing his face into the bloody bed; "Now Sebastian shut up and take your punishment" his Father hissed. Sebastian's eyes widened as he felt something large and hard press against his entrance; a loud pain soaked scream tore from his throat as a large hardened object thrust into his body roughly.

End of Flashback:

Sebastian's eyes snapped open and he willed away the memories "Go away please" he whispered, begging his past to leave him alone and not continue to haunt him.

"Sebastian" Ciel called uncertainly as he saw his brother's back; the elder boy was curled up on his bed he had kicked off his shoes and was turned away shoulder's shaking slightly. Sebastian stayed silent "Sebastian are you okay" Ciel asked walking over and gently sitting next to the elder boy.

The raven boy turned slightly "Ciel" he croaked voice breaking from the tears as he looked up miserably at his younger brother.

Ciel knew of Sebastian's past he had told him a year after he had moved into the Phantomhive mansion "Do you mind if I ask what happened" he asked gently.

Sebastian sighed sniffling and rubbing his eyes; they had red rings around them and he was breathing unevenly "It's something Claude said" he murmured feeling foolish.

"What did he say" Ciel asked anger leaking slightly into his voice.

Sebastian shrugged "Oh the usual" he mumbled "You know I want to get into your pants" he murmured.

"Arse Hole" Ciel growled "I want to punch him" he grumbled.

Sebastian chuckled "It's okay Ciel really".

Ciel sighed patting the elder on the head gently as he used to when Sebastian first came to their house when they were little "You've been with me for eight years" he mumbled "You're my family I love you Sebastian" he added with a shy smile.

Sebastian smiled back gently "Thanks Ciel" he murmured softly his eyes slowly slipping shut.

Ciel smiled as he watched Sebastian fall asleep by his gentle patting on his soft hair; he smiled softly leaning down and kissing the elders forehead gently "Sleep well Sebastian" he murmured tucking the covers over the slim body and leaving the room quietly.

Alios was standing there waiting for him "You're so very kind to him" he whispered eyes glistening slightly.

Ciel frowned "He's my brother" he answered stiffly.

"Not by blood" Alios sniffed "My brother hates me" he added lowly "No one ever treated me like that".

Ciel grimaced "Im sorry Alios" he said quietly.

Alios smiled "It's okay I've always had Claude" he sniffled.

At the mention of Claude's name Ciel fumed "What's that guy's problem anyway; do you know what he said to Sebastian" he hissed.

"What did he say" Alios asked.

Ciel growled "He said he wanted to get in Sebastian's pants".

"So what lots of people say that; Sebastian should be flattered Claude has never been interested in anyone" Alios replied confused.

Ciel scowled "If he ever acts inappropriately towards Sebastian ever again I will harm him" he threatened.

"Why Sebastian's older than you he should be able to look after himself" Alios replied.

Ciel scowled "Why is of no concern to you; it is Sebastian and my business no one else's".

"Wait is he Sebastian Michaels" Alios asked face crinkling in concentration "The Michaels that murdered his own wife and abused his own …" Alios's eyes widened and he stared open mouthed at Ciel.

Ciel scowled angrily "Yes it is and if you say anything to him" he warned.

"I would never" Alios squeaked "I know what it's like" he added softly looking away in shame.

Ciel eyes widened "Y you do" he asked.

Alios nodded "Uh yeah my Uncle he stopped after I turned thirteen said I was too old" he said refusing to look at the other boy.

Ciel sighed and walked over "Hey Alios" he said softly the blond peeked up at him "I think you're very pretty" he mumbled.

Alios grinned "REALLY" he squealed.

Ciel nodded "Yes really" he chuckled.

Alios giggled latching back onto the blue haired boys arm and skipped off dragging Ciel with him on the way to the cafeteria.

Okay so kind of a sad chapter :*( Please Review :)